Chapter 90 Am I going to die?
Chapter 90 Will I die?
Carrying rice, Chen Zhihe came to the inpatient department of Lu General Hospital.
The hospital building was too big, so after calling Lu Caiwei, Chen Zhihe found a place.
When Chen Zhihe arrived, Huang Huan didn't know whether he was still in a coma or asleep, with his eyes closed tightly, while Lu Caiwei was sitting beside Huang Huan's bed.
The ward is a four-person room, which is not too small. There are patients lying on the four beds, but it does not appear to be crowded.
When Chen Zhihe walked in, it was very quiet, no one spoke, and it was filled with a dead atmosphere. Only the TV hanging high on the wall was playing advertisements silently.
Huang Huan's hospital bed was next to the window. Lu Caiwei looked at the night sky outside the window motionlessly, fascinated.
Chen Zhihe coughed.
When Lu Caiwei heard the voice, she turned her head and nodded when she saw it was Chen Zhihe.
Passing the rice he bought to Lu Caiwei, Chen Zhihe said softly: "Eat something, it's hard to stay up at night."
"Yeah." Lu Caiwei took the rice and started eating in small bites.
Chen Zhihe turned to look at Huang Huan lying on the bed and sighed.
After glancing around, Chen Zhihe found a plastic stool and sat next to Lu Caiwei.
Suddenly, Huang Huan woke up, Chen Zhihe quickly stepped forward to check, and Lu Caiwei also put down her chopsticks and looked over.
Huang Huan's eyes rolled a few times, and Huang Huan looked at Chen Zhihe and Lu Caiwei doubtfully.
"Where am I?" Huang Huan asked weakly.
Squeezing out a smile, Chen Zhihe said, "You're in the hospital. How do you feel now?"
Trying to move, Huang Huan supported his body with his hands and tried to sit up.
Chen Zhihe quickly stepped forward, picked up a pillow and put it behind her back, letting her lie down.
"My head is a little dizzy and hot. What's wrong with me?" Huang Huan asked with a smile, his face a little pale.
Chen Zhihe gestured and described to Huang Huan what happened after she fainted.
Huang Huan said "Oh" and said, "Sorry to trouble you, I'll treat you to dinner later."
Hearing this, Chen Zhihe couldn't help but feel a sore nose, and forced a smile and said: "No problem."
After finishing speaking, he said to Lu Caiwei: "I'm going to call the doctor."
Lu Caiwei nodded, and Chen Zhihe walked out of the ward.
After talking to the doctor on duty, the doctor followed Chen Zhihe into the ward.
Huang Huan was sitting on the hospital bed chatting quietly with Lu Caiwei.
The doctor on duty asked about the situation and told Huang Huan to have a good rest. Before leaving, he asked: "Who will stay with you tonight? There are folding beds for rent opposite the duty room. If necessary, you can ask."
After looking at Lu Caiwei, Chen Zhihe said to go take a look and followed him out.
At this time, the family members next to the hospital bed came back with rice, sat down and began to eat with the patient on the bed.
Huang Huan licked her lips and felt a little thirsty. When she was about to get up and get out of bed, Lu Caiwei quickly stopped her.
"Why are you getting up? Just lie down."
"Thirsty, I want to drink water."
"You lie down and I'll pour it for you."
After saying that, Lu Caiwei went out and came to the nurse's desk, ready to ask the nurse for a cup of hot water.
When she came back with a cup of hot water, Huang Huan was leaning on the bed with a pale face.
Noticing Huang Huan's strangeness, Lu Caiwei put the water on the bedside table and asked with concern: "What's wrong? Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?"
Huang Huan shook his head, smiled and said it was okay.
Lu Caiwei thought Huang Huan was feeling uncomfortable, so she didn't ask any more questions and handed the water to her.
At this time, Chen Zhihe walked in carrying a folding bed.
Putting the folding bed against the wall, Chen Zhihe asked: "Do you need anything else? I can buy it in the afternoon?"
Lu Caiwei shook her head.
Looking at Huang Huan, he also shook his head.
After thinking about it, Chen Zhihe asked Lu Caiwei: "Can you do it alone? How about I go back later?"
Lu Caiwei was about to refuse when Huang Huan suddenly said: "I don't want you to accompany me, you can go back."
Chen Zhihe was startled and looked at Huang Huan doubtfully, only to see Huang Huan looking at him with a stubborn look on his face.
Turning to look at Lu Caiwei, Chen Zhihe found that the other person was looking at him in confusion and shook his head.
Chen Zhihe had no choice but to say: "Then I'll go back. If you need anything, call me."
Shaking his head, Chen Zhihe left with a puzzled look on his face.
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After Chen Zhihe left, Huang Huan collapsed on the hospital bed like a deflated rubber ball.
Lu Caiwei thought she wanted to rest, so she continued to eat.
After a long time, Lu Caiwei ate her dinner, put the lunch box away in her bag, and was about to throw it away.
"Caiwei, am I going to die?" Huang Huan suddenly asked.
Lu Caiwei was startled, brushed the hair beside her ears with her hand, and said seriously: "What nonsense are you talking about, have a good rest."
Huang Huan didn't say anything, but tears suddenly flowed out.
"You don't know how to lie. I already know why you lied to me."
It turned out that while Lu Caiwei and Chen Zhihe were going out, Huang Huan started chatting with the bed next door. After asking, he found out that this was the oncology ward.
Huang Huan originally thought that he had some minor illness caused by a cold, but Huang Huan never imagined that it would be a tumor.
Lu Caiwei was silent for a while, not knowing how to answer Huang Huan.
Everyone will die, it's just a matter of sooner or later, but it's impossible for her to say such things.
Lu Caiwei understood this truth when she was very young, because she was used to such scenes, but this did not mean that she could accept this happening to her.
After going out to throw away the garbage, Lu Caiwei found that Huang Huan was lying on her back with her eyes closed.
But tears were still flowing out of the corners of her eyes.
Lu Caiwei looked at Huang Huan blankly and suddenly sighed.
She really wasn't good at lying or comforting people. At this time, she didn't know what to say.
Her family is considered to be a medical family, and she almost grew up in a hospital. However, in her generation, her mother was unwilling to let her study medicine anymore.
In the hospital, there are too many separations between life and death.
Looking out the window at the night, there are lights flickering in the distance, flickering on and off.
Suddenly, a meteor streaked across the sky.
A night of silence.
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On the way back in the car, Chen Zhihe felt a little sad.
Not wanting to go to the Normal University alone, Chen Zhihe chose to go back to his dormitory.
When Chen Zhihe returned, everyone in the dormitory was there, but everyone was in a low mood.
This is probably the first time in their lives that they have experienced such a thing.
Seeing Chen Zhihe come back with a calm face, Xu Xiaoran hesitated to speak. He wanted to say something but felt that he didn't know how to speak.
"Brother Chen, do you think Huang Huan will die?" Xu Xiaoran hesitated for a while and finally asked.
Chen Zhihe shook his head and said he didn't know.
He really didn't know that in later generations, he vaguely heard the news that leukemia could be cured, but he was not sure whether it could be cured now. Moreover, Huang Huan was in an advanced stage, so it was even harder to tell.
"Stop thinking so much, go to sleep, everyone is having a hard time." Chen Zhihe didn't want to talk about this. He just wanted to take a nap, hoping that when he woke up, it was all just a dream.
When I woke up the next day, the sun rose as usual.
It's just an ordinary day.
Get up, run out, have breakfast, Chen Zhihe's life rhythm has not changed.
When he returned to the dormitory, no one was there, so Chen Zhihe took a shower.
Although he felt a little happier after running, Chen Zhihe didn't want to take a break.
After driving back to the National Normal University, Chen Zhihe turned on the computer and forced himself to write his thesis without thinking about Huang Huan.
When Chen Zhihe entered working mode, he was very focused.
Staring at the computer, everything else was temporarily put aside by him.
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