I’ve wanted to write this story for a long time! It’s just that it’s too long and too tiring to write.

The protagonist Xiao Qiu is a good friend of mine. I have known him for more than 20 years. We grew up together. I think no one knows him better than me, except... Xiao Ji.

Xiao Qiu and Xiao Ji met when we were both sophomores in junior high school, and they somehow managed to get along very well. Xiao Qiu’s parents often quarreled, so he never mentioned his own affairs to his family, and he was upset. He never told anyone unless he talked to me. Of course, this was before he met Xiao Ji.

I remember that Xiao Qiu and Xiao Ji really became acquainted when Xiao Ji's parents quarreled. Xiao Ji couldn't bear it and ran out to talk to Xiao Qiu. Of course, quarrels at home were commonplace for Xiao Qiu, so they were special. I can comfort Xiao Ji! They seemed to chat until early in the morning that day. Xiao Qiu insisted on sending Xiao Ji home. Because of this, Xiao Qiu also became familiar with Xiao Ji’s family. Xiao Qiu’s family appreciated Xiao Qiu very much and did not object to their dating. , but Xiao Qiu said that when he and Xiao Ji were both young, they just felt happy to be with each other, and did not think about whether they were boyfriend and girlfriend. The two became friends for two years, and Xiao Qiu was about to take the high school entrance examination. At that time, Xiao Ji's family wanted to immigrate, and the two did not seriously consider each other's importance in their hearts until they were really separated. Perhaps because of this, they later became lovers.

Xiao Qiu said that the first mistake he made in his life was not keeping Xiao Ji because all his relatives were in Taiwan. Moreover, Xiao Ji's eldest brother could not go abroad due to military service issues, so her parents did not insist that she should leave. To immigrate, maybe girls are precocious and more sensitive to emotional matters. At that time, Xiao Ji asked Xiao Qiu if he wanted her to stay. Of course, Xiao Qiu took it for granted that Xiao Ji should go to the United States with her parents instead of staying in Taiwan. However, The closer the breakup was, the more confused Xiao Qiu's heart became. He didn't know why he felt so sad. Naturally, he did not do well in high school and fifth college. Just the day before Xiao Ji immigrated to the Ming Dynasty, Xiao Qiu went to see her. Farewell home, Xiao Ji asked Xiao Qiu: "Are you really willing to let me go? You really don't want me to stay?" When Xiao Qiu heard this, he felt sad, and then he thought that he liked Xiao Ji? But now it was too late to say anything. , he had to answer:

"No matter what I think, you should be with your parents!" The next day, Xiao Qiu still went to the airport to see him off. Before entering the boarding gate, Xiao Ji said: "We have known each other for two years, and you really only treat me as your best friend." Friends?" Xiao Qiu lowered his head and didn't know how to answer. Xiao Ji added, "Don't lie to me, I'm leaving. What are you afraid of?" Xiao Qiu raised her head and looked at Xiao Ji. Her eyes were already filled with tears. In fact, Xiao Qiu's face was filled with tears. Xiao Qiu gently held Xiao Ji's hand and just said "I'm waiting for you to come back!" Sometimes one sentence is enough, just like this time, Xiao Ji turned around and threw it away when he left. Next sentence: "I will come back to see you as soon as I have a holiday.

"Every time Xiao Qiu drinks and talks about the past, he will say with a wry smile: "Oh! We were together for two years, and they didn't become boyfriend and girlfriend until they separated. Maybe they were really young at that time!" Later, when the results were released, Xiao Qiu Naturally, his grades fell below the teacher's standard, so he chose to retake the exam. During the year of the retake, he and Xiao Ji did not lose contact. Instead, they exchanged letters every week. The life of a retaken student was very important to Xiao Qiu. It was not difficult for him because he had a good foundation, so he entered Jianzhong Middle School a year later.

After entering Jianzhong, Xiaoqiu began to liven up. He joined the club and organized activities with his seniors when he was just a freshman. His life was very colorful. Half a year later, he became the president. In everyone's eyes, Xiaoqiu It should be happy, but it is not, because the fighting in Xiaoqiu's family has intensified, and his parents are already incompatible with each other. They have a small quarrel every three days and a big quarrel every five days, so his eldest brother moved out of the house. In this environment, Xiaoqiu Naturally, he couldn't study well, so he was... cheated and had to repeat the grade for a year.

Xiao Ji did not break his promise. Sure enough, he returned to Taiwan in the summer of the first year and saw the two of them spending time together. Xiao Qiu led the club, but Xiao Ji stayed away from him until Xiao Qiu's activities were over and then met Xiao Qiu on the road again. Xiao Qiu went home together without being jealous or impatient. Xiao Qiu and I often talked about how there could be such a girl. In the summer of that year, Xiao Ji also brought back good news, that is, she planned to go back to Taiwan to study. In college, that is, in another year, she and Xiao Qiu will no longer have to miss each other. That time was the first time I saw Xiao Qiu smiling so cheerfully and contentedly in more than 20 years of knowing him.

Good times don't last long. Xiao Qiu's parents officially divorced during the Lantern Festival of his second year in high school. Xiao Qiu just said lightly: "My parents are divorced." But I knew that he was heartbroken. I also made a special trip back to Taiwan to accompany Xiao Qiu through this difficult stage. Before Xiao Ji returned to the United States, he said: "I will come back to take the college entrance examination in less than four months. Don't be sad, everything will pass." We will meet again soon!" Who knew that a farewell would last forever.

Xiao Qiu often said that he was not afraid of hardship or tiredness, but he was afraid that no one would be able to share it with him when he gained the whole world. He also said that he was good at everything but could not break the relationship, whether it was friendship, family or love, it was the same. Guan is sad! Unexpectedly, the relationship he fears most keeps coming to him. Just as he is recovering from his parents' divorce, bad news comes again... Xiao Ji died in a car accident in the United States!

After all, that was five or six years ago. Now Xiao Qiu will burst into tears whenever he thinks of this past event. When he received the news that day, he borrowed a bicycle and went on a night trip alone. He rode very fast, like As if he was desperate, he just wanted to forget it if he died. Sure enough, he crashed at a corner, but he happened to be wearing a helmet. He only had a dislocation and abrasion on his right hand, which was not serious.

At the hospital, everyone asked him why he was so stupid. He just smiled and shook his head and said, "Xiao Ji is really good to me. She never makes me worry. But what about me? I was repeated a grade, and she just smiled and asked me to cheer up. , just told me that I must have difficulties, I am busy with the club, and she also supports me. No matter how frustrated I am, she has confidence in me and will support me unconditionally. I want to find such a person there. Maybe I will never find another one in my life." If someone said he was crazy, he would say: "I'm not crazy, it's because she was so good that I miss her so much." Later, Xiao Ji held a funeral in China. Xiao Qiu didn't go, but burned all the photos and letters between him and Xiao Ji, and took all the souvenirs to be buried with him. He said it was Xiao Ji's last words, for fear that he would miss people after seeing things. Sometimes I think about it, these two I really don’t know what to say!

After the crash, Xiao Qiu seemed to have woken up. He seemed to be as playful and joking as before, but he had become a bit gloomy. He often seemed to be alone in a daze and went to bed later and later at night. , when I see him not smiling, I always feel that he is worried, and he often runs out to go for a walk in the middle of the night, and as soon as he breaks up, it is dawn. In short, he gives people the impression that he is different from before. Also, he actually runs out in the middle of the night. I chatted with her until dawn next to Xiao Ji's grave, and he was not afraid of his good brother. So some friends said that he seemed a little crazy, but seeing that his conversation and thinking were the same as before, he was definitely not crazy. When asked what was wrong, he always said: "I feel that my life is not complete. I always feel that I am missing some feeling!" When asked what he was missing, he said it was a support!! He said that he himself could not grasp that feeling.

Maybe Xiao Qiu went to bed late and walked a lot at night, so he would always encounter ghosts. Gradually, Xiao Qiu, who didn't tell ghost stories before, actually became one of us who specializes in telling ghost stories. Listening to him tell a lot I doubted whether he had met him before. Every time I asked him, he smiled slightly, until one night... I remember that night, Xiaoqiu asked me to go to the beach to relax, I thought anyway I was not in a very good mood, so I agreed. Because it had been rainy and rainy the past few days, I could see the dirt and rocks on the roadside not long after riding. Xiaoqiu was riding so fast that he was really a little scared. Surprisingly, not long after passing a corner, Xiaoqiu suddenly stopped the car, looked around nervously, returned the car, asked him what happened, but didn’t answer. Less than a minute after we parked the car, , there was a loud noise ahead, which startled me. I jumped in the car and asked Xiao Qiu to go and see it together. He shook his head, so I had to go and see Luo alone!

I had only been riding for a short time when I realized that the entire road was covered with earth and rocks. If Xiao Qiu and I hadn't stopped, then... thinking about this was really nerve-wracking. When I rode back to look for Xiao Qiu, I found him sitting alone. On the roadside, he seemed to be mumbling something. When he saw me coming back, he only looked up at me and said nothing. I opened my mouth to call him, but he waved his hand to signal me not to disturb him, so I had to shut up and watch what tricks he was playing. I don’t know how long I sat there, but I suddenly noticed that Xiao Qiu was crying. I walked over and patted him on the shoulder and asked him what was wrong. He said, “It’s okay! Let’s go have a drink.” We then turned back and rode to the Dian Tianmu.

After several cups of yellow soup, Xiao Qiu looked even sadder. I couldn't bear to see him like this, so I asked him: "If you have something to say, just say it, don't be alone." Xiao Qiu looked up at me and said, "Do you know why I suddenly "Stop?" "I don't know, I still want to ask you!" Xiao Qiu told me the whole story... "When we rode up the mountain, I felt someone After following us, when we passed the big bend, a female voice asked me to stop. I thought it was an illusion, but the voice kept asking me to stop, and the sound became more and more obvious. At first, I just thought that someone was asking me to stop. Later, I even felt that there was someone talking in my ear, and I could even feel her breathing. Of course I was scared! So I didn’t dare to park the car. Just kidding, you also know that there is a cemetery next to the road over there. We just passed by When I was riding the last corner, I suddenly felt someone sitting in my back seat. It was a woman, because I could still feel her long hair flowing. She also leaned her body behind me, hugging me, and hugging me. I heard in my ear: "Young youngest, please stop the car! Please, please."" Hearing Xiao Qiu say this, I was shocked: "She calls you youngest? Then she is...impossible!" Xiao Qiu said Said: "The only people in the world who call me the youngest are my family and Xiao Ji. Who do you think she is!" "But... you can hear Xiao Ji's voice. Is that the woman?" Xiao Qiu He didn't speak, just nodded. "Then... what happened to you being in a daze on the side of the road after I rode back?" "Oh! When I got off the car, I found no one at all, so I looked around and thought about it. I looked to see if she was there, but she wasn't there. I sat on the side of the road. I felt really bad. I really wanted to jump out of there. Just when I thought about it, I felt her sit down next to me. The feeling was really obvious. , I kept telling myself that it was an illusion, but I could even feel her long hair brushing against my face, so I talked to myself, telling Xiao Ji that I missed her and so on." "Then she has. What did you say?" "She said I had too many things to do and had family to take care of, so I couldn't just leave like this. She asked me to take care of myself. She also said that if I really couldn't think about it that much, even if I died, She ignored me! After saying that, I felt like she was gone." I thought about it and asked Xiaoqiu if this was the first time. He said, "No, it's just that I've never felt it so obvious before.
Chapter completed!