Part Two, Chapter 44: Confessions of Han Xiye(1/2)
After clearing the table, Yun Junche and Han Xiye were obviously drunk and unconscious. Han Xiye wandered into the bedroom, and Yun Junche lay on the sofa and fell asleep.
Only Han Luoyin seemed to be able to maintain his sobriety. He walked up to me, his expression full of coldness.
Can't he just smile?
"You go and have a rest." As he said that, he turned and went to the bedroom on the second floor.
I also ran to the second floor and took a blanket and gently covered Yun Junche's body.
Seeing him sleeping soundly, I couldn't help but smile.
Fair skin, handsome face, black hair, plus a perfect figure, it is simply art!
Watching these three dazzling creatures looking at ordinary handsome boys in this villa every day, I feel that they are ugly, which is really depressing. If I set my sights too high in the future, I will definitely settle the score with them!
"Dream..." Yun Junche seemed to be talking in his sleep. Suddenly he reached out and held my wrist, and uttered a few small words from his two red lips: "I like you..."
I said he took the words "I like you" as a mantra, right??
Damn, you even forgot to say I like you while talking in your sleep, you playboy!
Shaking off his big hand, he went to the restaurant to make a cup of tea and brought it to Han Luoyin's room on the second floor: "Yin."
After opening the door, the shirt on his upper body was unbuttoned, revealing his plump muscles. Damn, it's so tempting.
"Here's your tea."
Enduring the throbbing in her heart, she reached out and handed a cup of tea into his hand.
However, I didn't leave for a long time.
"Do you have something to say?" He walked into the room with tea, and I followed him in.
Because I really have something to say to him: "Your dad..."
With a "bang" sound, he placed the tea bowl in his hand on the table.
I couldn't see his expression, his back was turned to me, but his fists were clenched as if he was very angry: "Go on." He uttered these words coldly.
I can feel that he is very sensitive to the word dad: "Mr. Han misses you very much. He has always cared about you. He said..."
Suddenly Han Luoyin turned his head, his sword-like eyes of hatred ignited again, he walked into me quickly, pressed my shoulder with one hand and pressed me hard against the cold
on the wall.
I didn't say a word for a long time. I didn't know what to say. Once I faced his intimidating pressure, I would feel flustered and at a loss.
"I tell you, my affairs have nothing to do with you!"
Listening to his cold and ruthless words, I feel so cold in my heart...
It's my fault, I'm too meddlesome, his affairs have nothing to do with me at all, why should I get involved in their family's affairs?
Who am I, who is Han Luoyin??
Who am I to him???
Ai Mengmeng, what's wrong with you? You used to have the attitude of not caring about your own affairs, so why are you so involved in other people's family affairs now?
Are you okay now? Did someone pour a basin of cold water on you?
Is it because there are more people and you feel better and you start to lose track of the direction? Have you forgotten everything?
"Sorry, don't be angry. I promise I will never ask anything about you again. I'm sorry." I smiled playfully at him, but his expression was a little frozen, and the hand holding my shoulders loosened little by little:
"Sorry, sorry." I bowed and nodded and walked out of his room, reaching out and closing the door to his room...
The moment the door closes...
Tears fell from my eyes...
No grievances, no, everyone has things they don’t want to mention, right?
But why do I cry? Why does my heart feel so cold when I hear his words, ‘My affairs have nothing to do with you’?
What am I expecting? Do I expect him to treat me as family?
Tsk, stop dreaming!
Is our relationship just friends? Can we develop into good friends at best in the future? A girl like me who is low-level, foul-mouthed, loves to fight, and is not pretty...
Damn it, I'm absolutely useless, I'm so rotten, hehe.
Yes, it’s not easy for him to treat me as a friend when I’m so bad. Men like him should like gentle and elegant ladies, right??
Ha, how will I react when Han Luoyin calls his girlfriend home?
Happy? Or...
It will hurt...
"Ugh——" The tears were like a waterfall that couldn't be stopped no matter how hard it was.
Maybe it's because I haven't cried for a long time, so I just let it go, let it go.
Smile, smile!
The tears swallowed into my stomach were bitter. I closed my mouth tightly and forced myself to smile. It turned out that it was so difficult to smile...
When I passed by Han Xiye's room, I saw him sleeping on the floor. He was so stupid. He probably drank too much and fell asleep before lying on the bed? He didn't even close the door.
I quietly walked into Han Xiye's room. Because I didn't dare to disturb him when he was sleeping, I pulled a quilt from the bed and gently covered him.
Suddenly, his eyes opened, and they were the same as they were on the rooftop last time and the night he attacked me.
fear……
It's so terrifying that it makes people tremble and suffocate unconsciously.
"Bitch!" He grabbed my arm and pushed me to the ground. He sat half-sitting on top of me and strangled my neck with both hands.
"Xi..." It was difficult to breathe, my mind was a little numb, and I couldn't help but step on my feet.
I grabbed his hands with both hands and tried to break them open. My strength was not as strong as his.
I'm dying, I'm really dying...
Who does Han Xiye hate? When he opened his eyes, the first thing he said was bitch, who was he calling??
My brain is swollen, the strength of my hands is gradually weakening, and the tapping frequency of my feet has also decreased. I know that if this continues, there will only be one ending...
"Yin..." I said this word unintentionally. I felt that calling his name might be able to save me at this time, or maybe I was expecting him to save me...
The strength of Han Xiye's hands holding my neck gradually weakened, until the fearful gleam in his eyes disappeared, and he let go of his hands.
"Cough, cough, cough..." It was as if I had regained my life. I coughed a few times and gasped for air. Tears flowed from my eyes when he pinched me. Maybe it was the tears that had not dried just now.
Bar.
"Meng..." He sat up from me as if he had regained his senses, pulled me up from the ground, and held me tightly in his arms: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"
I understand why Han Luoyin didn't ask me to disturb Han Xiye while he was sleeping. That is because people are in a sleeping state and are prone to do irrational things. This phenomenon is also called sleepwalking, and Han Xiye's somnambulism is theoretically
Different from other people, just like my irritability, it may occur under certain circumstances, and it can also be restrained under certain circumstances.
"It doesn't matter." I felt like my body was exhausted, and the hand patting his back was so weak.
He held my hand very tightly and rested his head on my shoulder, his body trembling slightly: "When I was six years old, I saw that woman and two men in the house... Hanshang told me that women
They are all bitches, they are carnal animals. Once they have pleasure, they can have sex with any man. He said that I am a bastard. I don’t know who gave birth to me with that woman. Maybe my biological father is a beggar.
Maybe, I think that woman is so dirty and despicable, I think all women in the world are so dirty and despicable..."
He was so excited. I felt that he would reach the edge of collapse if he kept talking. Thinking about the 16-year-old me seeing Butler An, Uncle Han and Han Qiuche outside the house, I almost collapsed, not to mention the six-year-old
Han Xiye? What he saw was his biological mother.
I finally know when Han Xiye got sick, and how his gray eyes were formed.
He hated that woman, and the woman who hurt him was his mother!
The adults' bad deeds left indelible scars on six-year-old Han Xiye's psychology, but at the same time...
The adults are not taking the correct response measures, and is that Han Shang Uncle Han?
Why does he tell his children this? Why does he educate his children in this way?
If he had adopted the correct educational policy at that time, Han Xiye would never have become what he is now. What is a bastard? Uncle Han obviously said that he took Han Xiye as his own child, but why did he tell the six-year-old Han Xiye that he was his own child?
Is he a bastard? His father might be a beggar??
If Uncle Han hates Mrs. Han, he can divorce her. Why hurt Han Xiye?
Why is this? Why??
Is Uncle Han just pretending to be nice in front of me???
"Xiye...you know." I will only tell what I see with my eyes: "The woman you are talking about is your mother! The mother who gave birth to you in ten months of pregnancy!!!"
His hands clasped my shoulders tightly, and the trembling all over his body became even greater: "No, no! He is not mine..."
"Perhaps men don't know how painful it is for a woman to give birth to a child. After a woman gives birth to a child, her figure will be out of shape. Your mother is so beautiful, so beautiful! But she did not hesitate to sacrifice her figure to give birth to you. I feel
She loves you."
To be continued...