"Sister Yixuan, you can't say that. I think Yaochuan must be very worried about you now. He didn't come to see you. He must be blaming himself for not protecting you and his children. This must be the case."

"...Yaochuan..."

How could that man, who had always been domineering to the point of failure, accept such a blow? How could he forgive himself for killing his favorite flesh and blood with his own hands?

"Lulu, am I really not supposed to live in this world? If I hadn't been born, maybe my mother wouldn't have been driven out of the Chen family by Chen Shaoqing, and she wouldn't have suffered for so many years. Leave this world with grievances."

"Sister Yixuan..."

"If I had not been born, I would not have met Beitang Yaochuan, nor would I have killed the child in my belly with my own hands. Yaochuan is right, I am a bad woman, the worst woman in the world ."

"no."

"Woooooooo..."

Chen Yixuan lowered her head, her small shoulders shaking.

Han Lulu frowned, not knowing what to say at this time. Having no children would be a huge blow to Yixuan. Why didn't Beitang Yaochuan show up? Could it be that he really hated Sister Yixuan.

"Ring ring ring... ring ring ring..."

Huang Shaohua's mobile phone broke the quiet atmosphere in the corridor. Looking at the familiar call, Huang Shaohua answered the phone.

"Hello."

"Brother Shao Hua, brother Yaochuan are missing."

"What,."

In the gloomy night, not a single starlight could be seen.

There were bursts of thunder, and there was a dull rain. Not long after, big raindrops washed the city in the night. The raindrops became increasingly dense, speeding up the pace of pedestrians.

A swaying figure stumbled on the road, especially conspicuous among the fast-moving crowd.

The flexible broken hair covers his eyes, making it impossible to see his expression, his thin lips are lightly closed, and the hood of his windbreaker covers most of his face. In addition, he lowers his head and walks slowly, making him look like a young man who has lost his memory.

"Boom."

"Fuck, you don't have fucking eyes when you walk!"

"..."

Several men who were coming towards me ran quickly to avoid the rain and knocked down Beitang Yaochuan.

Turning his head, the man cursed Beitang Yaochuan on the ground with a look of contempt on his face.

Beitang Yaochuan just rubbed his arm that hurt from being knocked down and said nothing.

"Okay, okay! Let's go, I didn't see it raining."

"What a damn bad luck."

"..."

He looked at the man who had been knocked to the ground and remained silent. The man didn't say anything more and was pulled away by his companions at the urging of his companions.

As if he was numb, Beitang Yaochuan lost his usual domineering energy and just stood up silently, as if he already had a destination in his heart and continued to walk forward.

The cold rain had penetrated Beitang Yaochuan's clothes, and it was biting to the bone. However, Beitang Yaochuan could not feel a trace of cold.

Beitang Yaochuan stood outside the large iron gate of a vacant villa that had been sealed for many years. He looked at the villa shrouded in the air of death through the dense rain and raised his hand to push it away. Walk towards the old iron gate and walk inside.

This place is the memory Beitang Yaochuan least wants to think of.

The musty smell from the lack of sunshine all year round, the thick dust on the floor, and the darkness made it difficult for Beitang Yaochuan to see clearly what was in front of him.

I haven't been here for many years.

Beitang Yaochuan can no longer remember it, but he knows that this place is full of the beginnings of his own killings and crying.

Even though there was no light, Beitang Yaochuan still looked very familiar as he walked up the stairs to the living room to the second floor.

The dilapidated windows were blown by the wind, and the air-conditioning mixed with rain rushed into the room. Beitang Yaochuan stood in the corridor, smelling the musty smell, which even seemed to have a hint of blood.

In this villa, Beitang Yaochuan spent his childhood. He saw with his own eyes his mother's humiliation at the hands of other men, and the disgust and hatred for him in his father's eyes. It was here that he personally ended his father's life. And the mother who committed suicide.

"Well……"

pain.

The headache that had not recurred recently swept through Beitang Yaochuan's body again, making him unable to bear it and pressed his temples tightly with both hands.

Leaning against the wall, Beitang Yaochuan slid to the ground. A severe headache made Beitang Yaochuan particularly awake.

The son I have raised for so many years turns out to be someone else’s bastard.

no.

Yaochuan, mom is sorry for you...

The scenes of suicide and his father's curses echoed in Beitang Yaochuan's mind.

Yaochuan, what are you going to do?

Kill you.

bump.

He is indeed your son, it's just a little trick I used, hahaha...

bump.

Yaochuan, don’t kill anyone.

bump.

Countless gunshots, chaotic scenes, Chen Yixuan's heartache, each scene was like a chainsaw, tearing through Beitang Yaochuan's mind, making him unable to bear such severe pain.

"Uh... no..."

If the misunderstanding can be resolved earlier, then my mother will not commit suicide. If my mother will not commit suicide, then I will not become a mafia...

Everything is my father's fault...everything is...

"dad……"

Although Beitang Yaochuan has never had family-like love for him, as a father, there will still be scenes that touch Beitang Yaochuan.

Even if it's just a small encouraging smile.

The person who is wrong... is myself...

The one who deserves to die...is himself.

If he were gone, then so many lives would not end in his own hands, and Chen Yixuan would not be in such pain.

He can't even protect the woman he loves most.

Beitang Yaochuan, how bad are you?

Such a man... why do he still live in this world?

"Well……"

The severe headache worsened and confused Beitang Yaochuan's mind, confusing everything about him.

"Click."

"Yixuan, Yaochuan is missing."

"What,."

Huang Shaohua did not show too much panic, but the coldness in his eyes made Chen Yixuan realize the seriousness of the situation.

"The only person who can save Yaochuan is you."

"..."

Yaochuan...

Chen Yixuan looked at Huang Shaohua's serious look, and the worry in her eyes became more and more intense.

When Chen Yixuan arrived at the door of the hospital, Li Xi's car had already been waiting at the door for a long time.

Huang Shaohua patted Chen Yixuan on the shoulder.

"No one is wrong, Yaochuan needs you."

"..."

The black car sped away in the rain, and the red speedster disappeared on the road.

When Li Xi called Huang Shao and told Huang Shao that Beitang Yaochuan was missing, he had already guessed where Beitang Yaochuan was. However, at this time, I am afraid that it would be more appropriate to let Chen Yixuan go there by himself.

Because the most important person in Yaochuan is that woman.

"Shao Hua."

"Don't worry."

Huang Shaohua turned his head and gave Wanyan Saki a relieved smile.

"Yixuan will bring Yaochuan back, I believe it."
To be continued...