"We probably have to walk up this mountain road." Ze Fenglin saw that Yunwan was depressed and did not dare to talk to her along the way. He was a good listener.

"Okay, then get off the car and walk." Yunguan was very pleased that Ze Fenglin was able to be with her so quietly. Perhaps it was because she was emitting coldness around her now, which made others feel a sense of distant distance.

"Slow down, be careful of the smooth road." Ze Fenglin felt that Yunguan was very smart, so he changed into men's clothes to travel in order to facilitate walking. He had only seen Shen Yihan dressed as a man before getting married.

"It's okay, I'm wearing official boots, it's okay." Yunguan walked alone, she didn't want to have too much contact with Ze Fenglin.

"Will you go to Tianshen River later? Let's go and have enough time. It's very lively." Ze Fenglin was not sure if Yunguan was interested in going to the riverside.

"It depends on the situation. Let's talk about it after going to Tianshen Temple, how about it?" Yunguan was very depressed. As soon as the Shangsi Festival passed, her heart seemed to sink into the deep sea and be as bright as she could not stand it.

"Are you going to make a wish and catch the murderer who killed Lord Duanmu as soon as possible?" Ze Fenglin asked curiously. He had never made a wish to pray for blessings, nor had he ever asked Yunguan's case about her father.

When I heard Shen Yishuo and Murong Jingyu discuss the case, Ze Fenglin just listened quietly and never talked much.

"Hope, but the case has been put on hold. There is no news at all. I can't do anything except wait. I'm really afraid that the case will end so in vain, ah~"

Yunguan sighed, not knowing how Shen Yishuo went to Liangzhou to check, and whether it was involved in the Dark Sect Alliance. "Linzi, do you know? Today is my father's birthday, but for the deceased, the birthday is meaningless."

"Well, indeed, I heard from my grandmother even on my mother's death day. At that time, I was only three years old, and I had no impression of my mother's death. And no one had ever told me when my mother's birthday was. I asked many people, but they all said it was unknown, and even my father said he didn't know."

Ze Fenglin shook his head. His mother's birthday was a mystery in his heart. He just wanted to talk to Yunguan, not to compare with him with anyone more pitiful.

"I heard Linzi say this, maybe the birthday really only has an existence meaning for the living. Don't worry about the past. My family hides it from you for your own good." Yunguan feels that she is lucky compared to Ze Fenglin. After all, she and her mother still have many beautiful memories, "Was Linzi raised by Mrs. Ze Feng?"

"Well, my grandmother loves me, too, my aunt, and sister Han, all take good care of me. It's just a pity that I don't remember what my mother looks like." Ze Fenglin said the more she felt deeper and deeper. He didn't even have the most basic outline of his mother. There was only one calligraphy and painting at home. He always looked at the woman in the painting as his mother.

"Then Linzi will light a long-lasting lamp for Lingtang in a while." Yunguan didn't know what to say to comfort her. She came to Tianshen Temple to light a few long-lasting lamps.

"Can you meet her again in the next life after lighting the eternal lamp? The relationship between mother and son in this life is too thin." Ze Fenglin didn't know why he wanted to light the eternal lamp, and his mother's tablet was already in his ancestral hall.

"If you are really destined to be reincarnated, you will meet each other, but the eternal lamp will illuminate the road of reincarnation for the deceased and bless her life with peace and wellness." Yunguan hoped that people would really have a soul forever since her mother passed away, so she chose to believe in the existence of the heavenly way of reincarnation.

"Do you want to light a long-lasting lamp for Lord Duanmu? I hope the case will be solved sooner, otherwise it will be difficult for Lingzun to rest in peace, let alone reincarnation in this life." Ze Fenglin discovered that Yunguan was pitiful. He lost the care of his parents at a young age and had to protect his young brother. As a woman, she wanted to establish a foothold in the imperial capital by herself. How easy was it?

"In addition to blessing my father, I also want to light an eternal light for my mother. It's just until today that she has left me for ten years, ten years! It's fleeting~"

Yunguan never felt that time passed so quickly, and all the sadness was frozen by the years at the moment when my mother passed away. As long as she didn't mention it, she would not worry or be sad.

"Then your hairpin makes you very sad? Every Shangsi Festival is also very sad, right?"

Ze Fenglin didn't expect that Shangsi Festival had so many special significance for Yunguan. The death of his mother, his father's birthday and the coming-of-age ceremony belonged to the same day, which made people sad and sad. Who would have thought of how a little girl survived these sad things?

"Yes, that year of my mother and I happened to be the third anniversary of my mother's death. At dawn, I got up early and went to my mother's grave to kowtow and burn paper. After I came back, I hurriedly performed the hairpin ceremony, and then I lived like a dull life. Until today I complained to you about the impermanence of the world." Yunguan always remembers that she was holding her mother's clothes sewn stitches and threads and cried in tears.

The clothes were treasured by Yunguan's father for three years before they were given to Yunguan and when they were wearing them. In addition to the dress, there was also a letter and a jade pendant, which were all left to her by Yunguan's mother, especially the letter, which was full of her mother's love and apology for Yunguan.

"You father and daughter are so strong. It's great to help and love each other but your mother's wish. I think Lord Duanmu is really pitiful. He must be extremely sad when he sent off his beloved on his birthday." Ze Fenglin guessed.

"It's okay, he never cried from beginning to end. He was very calm and calm. As long as I can remember, my father has always been indifferent. I can never guess his sorrows and joys." Yunguan was very dissatisfied with her father because of her mother's affairs, but the father and daughter still maintained a lukewarm relationship.

"Is there any? I have met Lord Duanmu twice and think he is very charitable and not as cold as you said? As a man, he will not cry in front of others easily. And who stipulates that sadness must be crying? Or are those who cry qualified to be sad?"

Ze Fenglin liked to cry when he was a child, and most of the reasons were caused by Shen Yihan's teasing, but when he grew up, he never cried again, nor did he see his father shed a single tear.

"Most people have many faces, and they are definitely different from their colleagues and family." Yunguan knew that her father was multifaceted, and his attitude towards the old lady, Yuchen, her mother, and Murong Jingyu were different.

"I don't like this kind of hypocrisy, it's too hypocritical. My father is kind in the officialdom, but he is respected by others, but he speaks coldly in life." Ze Fenglin saw this hypocrisy of disguise for a lot, so he wanted to live a more open and free and easy life.
Chapter completed!