Chapter 494 Finding Memory 5
Wu Chen agreed to help Kan Yuxuan find a way to restore his memory. It was no longer a matter of a day or two. Bai Qiu also knew about this.
But when Wu Chen really found a way, Bai Qiu started to stop her, and Kan Yuxuan naturally became more sure. Bai Qiu's saying that he had found the wrong person was just an excuse to leave her, a lie!
"You just made up those messy excuses just to leave me and make me give up on you, right?!"
Faced with Bai Qiu's silence, Kan Yuxuan could only accept his acquiescence.
"...Xuan'er, since your heart is full of guilt, why are you obsessed with getting your memory back?
No matter whether the person I love is you or not, I will leave you!"
Bai Qiu admitted with a frown.
"I want to know why!
Why do you love me when you say you love me?
Why do you marry me when you say you want to marry me?
Why did you leave when you said you wanted to leave?
Why don’t you love me if you say you don’t love me?
Tell me why?! Why?! Why?!"
Kan Yuxuan collapsed again, beating Bai Qiu's chest and questioning.
"I don't care if you got the wrong person!
I don't care at all if you loved me before!
I just want to know, who is the person you love now?! Do you have me in your heart?!
I want to know, what do you think? What do you think?
Why on earth did you leave me!"
As Kan Yuxuan was spanking, she grabbed Bai Qiu's clothes, crawled on his chest, and cried bitterly.
"Xuan'er..."
Bai Qiu held Kan Yuxuan with one hand distressedly and said tangledly:
"You really don't want to leave me?
Even if I tell you that it's just bad luck between you and me, and you actually wanted to get rid of me in your previous life, do you really not want to leave me?"
"Previous life?
Is that why you?"
When Kan Yuxuan heard this, she wiped her tears and raised her head, dumbfounded:
"Bai Qiu! What does my past life have to do with me?!
Don’t talk about the past life, even if I wanted to leave you three years ago, I don’t want to leave you now!
I love you, I want to be with you, I want to marry you, I want to have children with you, I want to live and sleep with you and die in the same hole with you!
If you say there is a bad fate between us, then I hope to be entangled with you for the rest of my life!
I don’t care what past life it was, what fate it had, I only know that I love you! I only know that I can’t live without you!”
Kan Yuxuan shed tears again as she spoke. She gasped with runny nose and tears:
"Bai Qiu, if you mind my past life, you have to leave me! Don't you think it's too unfair to me?!
My previous life was just like my birth, it was not chosen by me at all!
I am not the same person as I was in my previous life, so you imposed those things on me. What did I do wrong? What do those things have to do with me?!
Could it be that I killed someone in my previous life, and do I still have to pay for it in this life?!"
"Xuan'er! It's my fault! It's my fault! You are different! You and she are different from the beginning to the end!"
Bai Qiu dropped the tray as if suddenly enlightened, and hugged Kan Yuxuan tightly with both hands.
The person in the previous life didn't love him at all and just wanted to escape from him, but Kan Yuxuan loved him and was willing to be with him for the rest of his life.
They are completely different from appearance to personality, and their pursuits are also completely different. He should not confuse them, let alone impose the wishes of the person in the previous life on Kan Yuxuan, while ignoring Kan Yuxuan's own thoughts.
He has been struggling with the fact that they are the same soul, but in the end they are still two different personalities!
He could understand that the woman back then wanted to get the happy life she dreamed of by any means necessary because of her life experiences. He had no hatred for that woman for a long time. Now that he thought about it, it was because he was too persistent that so many tragedies happened later.
, if he had let go of the woman who didn't love him earlier, many tragedies would not have happened.
But in front of him, Kan Yuxuan loved him deeply and only wanted to be with him, but he insisted on pushing her away. Wouldn't this be the same as before, going down the blind alley of stubbornness and mistakes?
If you don't love, after fighting for it, you don't have to keep forcing it, you should let it go in due time;
If you love each other, no matter the wind or rain, you should support each other, stay in the same boat, cherish the present, and grow old together.
Such a simple truth, such a simple multiple-choice question, why does he always get it wrong?!
Chapter completed!