"Are you suppressing yourself? If you are suffering from PTSD, I can enlighten you. I have played the role of a PTSD patient, and I also did a trauma-themed performance art exhibition, and it was interactive."

Ren Lu attributed Yi Jiayin's performance to trauma.

Trauma can change a person's behavior.

No one can be like Amano Hina, and she cannot die for all the people in Tokyo.

This great cause of redemption can only be set by one person: Jesus.

No one is Jesus, and no one can completely withstand trauma.

Yi Jiayin also had an expression that said, "I'm a fool! Your ideas are so weird."

"Am I being abrupt?" Ren Lu laughed.

o(*￣︶￣*)oNot forced, Ren Lu’s smile was not forced at all.

"No." Yi Jiayin threw the towel into Ren Lu's hand dissatisfied, "Wash it for me as punishment for your attempt to betray me."

"Okay!" Ren Lu happily rushed to the bathroom, humming a song, and while washing the towel, he burst into tears of gratitude. If he could be forgiven in this way, would people in the world still be afraid of admitting sins and mistakes?

Five minutes later, Ren Lu washed the towel and brought it over to show to Yi Jiayin. Yi Jiayin was curled up on the bedside, and the girl sitting on the bedside wrapped her small body, feeling weak, holding her hands on her chest

, without raising his head, he said, "Can't you wash it clean? Once it's been used, it can't be made new again."

Although he didn't understand what Yi Jiayin wanted to express, Ren Lu happily raised the towel in his right hand and said, "I used a magic weapon, look."

Yi Jiayin turned around with confused eyes and focused on Ren Lu's hand. The towel was as new as ever.

"Really, that's great."

Just like before.

Yi Jiayin turned around and looked out the window again. The sycamore leaves were glowing in the distance. It turned out that dirty things could be washed clean, as long as the right materials were used.

Most things in the world are not absolute, and there is no need to be so fussy about it.

"What are you going to tell me?"

"I'll hang up the towel, and then I'll tell you." Ren Lufei fled out, walked to the clothes hanger on the edge of the balcony, and hung the towel on it nervously.

When it came time to confess, I was a little nervous.

My feet felt inexplicably heavy, and my heart was beating much faster, but what should be faced must be faced, and there is no use in escaping.

"Yinyin, I'm here. It's like this, well, after you entered the hospital that day, Liang Zixuan came to see me..." Ren Lu prepared a long speech, but only the length can move people's hearts. Maybe if he talks too much, his fault will be underestimated.

; The explanation is more detailed, and the apology is easier to accept.

"Don't be nervous. What did Liang Zixuan threaten you? What are the conditions? What did you promise him?" Yi Jiayin's tone was calm and her expression was calm. She was lying on her back at leisure, as relaxed as she was on the beach with Ren Lu.

Sunbathe.

"Here, give me money, a lot of it, I'm short of money." When Ren Lu spoke, his voice became softer and trembling. Is this the feeling of untying a scar?

"How much? How much did you spend..."

Ren Lu: "Many, there are..."

After listening to Ren Lu's words, Yi Jiayin thought for a moment and then said, "This matter has long since passed. Since you have regretted it and confessed to me and reconciled, I accept it. Even if it has been revealed, there is no need to mention it again in the future. However, for the sake of

If you are not controlled by others, this money must be returned to Liang Zixuan, and you cannot accept his money in this way in the future."

"But, I spent a lot."

"I know, even if I buy the shares, I will advance the money, and then I will pay it back to him slowly."

"Why? Isn't it okay if I don't give it to him? He hurt me, why don't he just laugh it off without paying some price?!" Ren Lu's eyes stood up, with puzzlement, stubbornness and an annoyed brow at the corners of his eyes and eyebrows.

Frowning and then moving away, he shook his head, "I'd better listen to you, I just don't understand why I have to do this."

"Because, if you take this money, you can't be upright."

"Don't be so strict. We are not the Holy Mother, nor God Jesus, nor saints of Confucianism, Buddhism, and Taoism. We are just ordinary people. What's wrong with us?"

"It's not wrong, but this way we are not upright about our dreams and the people we have to answer to. I think one day, I will stand in front of him with my back straight and say to him, look, I succeeded.

There was no need for conspiracy, no harm to anyone, no deception, no deception, and I have a clear conscience along the way."

"Have a clear conscience? I don't feel guilty now either."

"Yeah, I think so too. I helped Liang Zixuan hundreds of millions, and I don't feel guilty at all. What does this little money mean to those aristocratic rich people? It's nothing! They just pick out a hair.

Silk is enough for us to live a lifetime, but you know what? I'm thinking, just because we don't mind now, doesn't mean we won't mind in the future. Taking the road of light, even if it ends up being an ordinary and bitter life, is better than taking the road of darkness.

We have experienced the peak and fallen. Because, on the road of light, we have no weaknesses, we do not do dark things, and we are not afraid. We always have choices and retreats. If we take the road of darkness, we can only move forward with our tail between our legs, and we are controlled by others at every turn, and

We are stepping on thorn bushes, the road our feet tread is a bloody road, and the money we earn is also hot and thorny money. Endless sorrow traps us, and there is no way to regret it."

"What you mean is that I stick to my principles and myself now. Although I suffer a disadvantage, I have a clear path and I can also give myself an account, right?"

"yes."

"Then I listen to you. But, there is still something I haven't said." Since Ren Lu confessed, he felt that he should say everything and not hide it.

"Two days ago, when you were just getting well, I said I wanted to dye some of your hairs golden, remember? There was a mark on your wrist at that time, but it must have dissipated now."

"Much shallower." Yi Jiayin held her wrist unnaturally.

"But look, I have one here too." Ren Lu turned his wrist over, and a shallow mark was no longer obvious, but you can still see it if you look closely.

"Is this?" The blood in Yi Jiayin's body was almost frozen, and a painful premonition caught her. Is it possible?

Tears suddenly condensed into frost in my heart, looking for an outlet in my eyes.

"Yi Jiayin, don't be sad. No, Liang Zixuan only tied me up to ask about your whereabouts." Ren Lu rubbed his wrist and smiled, "Actually, thanks to him, I have an additional suitor recently. Also.

It's a blessing in disguise, but I'm not prepared to accept him."

"It's too much. Liang Zixuan has gone too far." Yi Jiayin choked on her words and punched the bed. The deep dent in the mattress revealed her anger, "Threatening you, bribing you, and illegally detaining you; eavesdropping on me.

mobile phone information and deceived me.”

"Eavesdropping? It seems like something he can do. There may be more than that, but it's okay now, you two are separated."

"Yes, I must destroy that agreement~ It is not a symbol of shame, but the devil's chain. I want to break free."

Ren Lu was really sweating. He knew Yi Jiayin was going to tear up the agreement, but he didn't know she would be so impassioned.

What if Ren Lu misunderstood, what if all this is excusable.

Don't be afraid of ten thousand, just be afraid of what happens.

discouraged!

Why do people have doubts?

In this world, why is there a kind of thought called doubt?!

Urgent! Ren Lu is becoming more and more uncertain. Maybe she has thought wrong.

Ren Lu remembered Yi Jiayin's words that people should not comment on others at will, especially when they don't understand the situation, and said, "Maybe he loves deeply but behaves crazy. Maybe he just doesn't know how to love."

"If your boyfriend is like this and your husband is like this, are you willing to teach him through the experience of blood and tears?"

"I...I don't know, it may depend on whether I love him or not, and how deeply I love him."

"I will never forgive him! No matter what the reason is, I will never forgive him!" Even if there are ten thousand reasons, wrong is wrong and right is right. Bai Zihua is right.

Yi Jiayin also wanted to complain about the characters painted by Bai Zi.

Forget it, I won't hold him back anymore.

"But, I might be spying on you because I like you."

"Can anything be done in the name of love?!" Yi Jiayin said seriously, "They are insulting love and using love as a cover to achieve their own goals! I will not be kidnapped, I want to save myself."

"Great! This is exactly the performance art activity I want to do in London, a woman who gets rid of the chains. What contemporary women need is to be themselves and get rid of the victim mentality. As long as they are bullied, men, people in the world

Just use an attitude towards people who are flirtatious, and start to find faults without limit. The skirt is short, the hair is long, the makeup is thick, the neckline is big, the tone is coquettish, the movements are sexy, saying that these are women's faults, why?

?This is the chain that binds women, and this is what we want to take off. We want to find the self-esteem and identity that have been lost for many years, and cut off the chains on our bodies."

Yi Jiayin: "...???" She didn't, she really didn't mean that.

"Oh? Your phone rang..."

Yi Jiayin climbed out of bed and pushed the door open into the living room...
Chapter completed!