Chapter 145: Broken Obsession
Qing Wu fell into self-denial and imaginary fear for a moment. She stood by the window and looked at the forest in the distance.
The lush vegetation in the forest is full of the beauty of vigorous life, just like the baby in her belly, which is growing up healthily.
But now she doesn't know what to do. Her obsession seems to have betrayed her. She never thought about this problem before.
She recalled all the sweetness and beauty she had with Cang Yuan in the fantasy world. He doted on her to the best of his ability, and his love for her was like a flood.
He said that he would make himself the happiest woman in the city, and he would give himself the best in the world. His love is so true.
And he really did that. At the grandest wedding banquet, he was the focus of others' envy wherever he went. He gave him enough dignity in front of others, and he still gave himself enough tenderness behind others.
With such a perfect Cang Yuan, how could Qing Wu ever think that he would not want him when he set out to find him? He would not want him because of his race. How could it be possible?
Qing Wu thought of Cang Yuan outside the fantasy world. He was dressed in the modern civilized attire of the mortal world and disappeared quietly after a night of fun.
After so many intentional encounters, he obviously had many opportunities to tell the truth, but he didn't. He always pretended to be a stranger.
Yes! In the fantasy world, they are all the same ordinary people, everything is fake, and they can naturally play the harp and sing in harmony.
In reality, the gap between them is too big. One is a demon, can cultivate, and can live in the world for hundreds of thousands of years.
And he is just a mortal, a mortal whose life span is only a few decades. In his eyes, it is just a blink of an eye.
How could such an insignificant and ordinary self deserve to grow old with him? While others were still young, he himself was an old man.
Qing Wu squatted on the ground holding his head and cried, crying silently, crying helplessly, crying sadly, it was the humility of the soul and the powerless cry of the soul!
She was blaming herself for her stupidity, why she came to look for him rashly without thinking about these problems. In the end, everything was in vain, and she made so many people pay for it.
Her separation from Fusang without saying goodbye must have hurt him, and his heart must have been broken. They were almost ready to promise to stay together forever.
Xiao He is the biggest victim. He is all about himself. Perhaps he is his only salvation. In the end, a sharper sword hits his chest.
These are all the results of their own obsessions, their own impulses, and their own ignorance. They have all caused themselves harm.
The more Qing Wu thought about it, the more painful it became. His silent screams turned into heart-wrenching shouts, and he almost fainted.
She held onto the wall tightly and covered her chest to try to calm down. Yes, she had caused innocent people to be involved in this matter, but she was a mother now.
She couldn't hurt her baby again because something irreversible had already happened. If she couldn't control her emotions, her baby would be hurt.
Ying Jie said that he almost failed to save the baby for himself. The baby was very fragile now and needed her care and to maintain a positive attitude.
Qing Wu took a deep breath to calm down as quickly as possible. She didn't know how long it took before she stabilized her emotions. She turned around and didn't know when Ying Jie left.
Qing Wu had no choice but to hold on to the wall and walk to the bed tremblingly. She climbed onto the bed tremblingly and fell asleep in a daze.
Perhaps because sadness consumed Qing Wu too much energy, she soon fell asleep, and then she had a strange dream.
In the dream, she was wearing coarse linen clothes like a peasant woman, with her long hair tied up. She was shopping for something on the street, and someone called her from behind.
Qing Wu turned around and saw that it was a man, but she couldn't really see who that man was! The man's figure was blurry like a shadow.
But his voice was very familiar, but Qingwu couldn't remember who it was. Just as she was about to get closer and take a closer look, the scene in her dream suddenly changed.
She was standing in a small courtyard, still wearing the same coarse linen clothes. At this time, someone knocked on the door. She opened the door doubtfully, and at a glance, the door was filled with endless red.
I don't know who had spread the red carpet from the entrance of the courtyard where she was standing to the distance. At this time, a group of people who looked like palace maids and servants came into the courtyard.
Just as Qing Wu was about to ask what they were going to do, the scene changed again. This time she was standing on a high platform in a palace.
She turned around and walked down hundreds of steps. The square below the steps was filled with people. They looked like the civil and military officials on TV.
Qing Wu wanted to lower his head, but his head felt very heavy, as if he wanted to hold something heavy on his head. If he lowered his head, it would fall.
Qing Wu was trembling and didn't dare to move. She turned her eyes slightly and wanted to look to the side. There was someone standing next to her. She didn't know who it was.
Qing Wu was about to turn slightly to inquire, but this time the scene changed again. She was standing in a magnificent bedroom.
There were footsteps behind her. Qing Wu turned around and saw Cang Yuan. Qing Wu was so happy that she ran towards him. Unexpectedly, Cang Yuan teleported to her.
Qing Wu saw the displeasure on Cang Yuan's face. He seemed very angry. Qing Wu was about to ask him what happened to make him unhappy.
Cang Yuan suddenly became ferocious, reached out and grabbed her chin tightly, pushing her back until her back was against the wall.
Qing Wu felt her jaw hurt. She was in so much pain that she couldn't speak. She wanted to resist and slap Cang Yuan to make him let go, but Cang Yuan's expression was terrifying and his eyes were filled with murderous rage.
Qing Wu was too scared to move, and allowed Cang Yuan to pinch her chin hard. Tears flowed down her cheeks and onto Cang Yuan's hand. Qing Wu was so scared that she didn't even dare to cry.
Her whole body was trembling uncontrollably. Cang Yuan's appearance was really terrifying, as if he was going to kill her if she dared to resist or say a word.
But after a long time, Qing Wu finally couldn't bear the pain anymore, and she said with difficulty: "A Yuan..."
Before Qing Wu finished speaking, Cang Yuan suddenly roared: "Why? Tell me why? Huh?"
Qing Wu's mind went blank. What was Cang Yuan talking about? Why? Why didn't she know anything? What happened.
Qing Wu didn't speak for a long time. Cang Yuan seemed to be even more angry and kissed Qing Wu's lips. His kiss was crazy, angry and murderous.
Qing Wu felt very uncomfortable. She was almost suffocating. She tried hard to push Cang Yuan away, but she couldn't push him away. Cang Yuan wouldn't let her go.
Qing Wu was really anxious. She already felt that she was starting to have trouble breathing. She bit Cang Yuan's lip hard.
The sweet taste of blood entered her throat, and Cang Yuan finally let go of her. Qing Wu immediately took a big breath. She almost thought she was going to die.
Cang Yuan wiped the blood from his lips. The anger in his eyes seemed to be even stronger, and he immediately kissed Qing Wu's lips again.
Qing Wu was so scared that she opened her mouth to shout for help. Then she woke up from her sleep. Ying Jie was sitting by the bed and looking at her with concern...
Chapter completed!