Zhou Xiaodu rolled up his sleeves and prepared to catch this brat out with murderous intent and beat him up. When he reached the door, he stopped again.

"No, I can't react in such a big way, as if I care about him very much." Zhou Xiaodu muttered to himself.

So, she turned around and walked back, thought about it, and started packing her bags, preparing to leave for the Sheng family early tomorrow morning.

They have been delayed in Changliu Village for several days, so it would be better to get through the plot as early as possible.

Sesame put the other end and scolded him for a long time, but he didn't see any reaction from Zhou Xiaodu. Instead, he became even more angry. He even felt so angry that his stomach hurt and he couldn't eat.

Jiang Sibai was also annoyed by Zhou Xiaodu before and was so angry that he refused to eat, but he was too angry and refused to eat. Sesame was too angry and couldn't eat it at all.

Originally, he, the youngest, had taken over the cooking duties, but now that he couldn't eat, he just stopped doing it. Anyway, if he wasn't happy, everyone wouldn't be able to have a hot meal.

Jiang Sibai saw that Zhou Xiaodu had no intention of cooking, and he was a young master who did not touch the spring water, so he was forced to eat dry food.

Eating dry food was the second priority. The main reason was that he really couldn't bear to see the child crying in front of him. Every time he looked at each other, he would inevitably feel embarrassed for a long time. After a long time of psychological preparation, he mustered up the courage to knock on the door of Zhou Xiaodu's room and act as

Peace always comes.

Zhou Xiaodu let him into the room and continued to pack his luggage. In fact, they were traveling lightly and didn't have much to pack. She just found something to do for herself to pass the time.

Jiang Sibai didn't think about how to start, so he first asked Zhou Xiaodu, "Zhizhi said you suffered some burns, have you applied any medicine?"

Zhou Xiaodu said casually: "No, I don't want to wipe it off."

Dr. Jiang really couldn't listen to such words, so he frowned and said, "Why don't you wipe it off? If you don't take it seriously, a minor injury may turn into a serious illness. Don't you know?"

"That's my own business, what does it have to do with you?" Zhou Xiaodu said coolly.

"As a doctor and as a friend, they are all related to me." Jiang Sibai said seriously, "I don't understand what you people are thinking in your hearts. Since you want to live in this world, you should live well, respect and cherish your only

Otherwise, what’s the difference between self-destruction and self-destruction?”

"So what if I fall for myself? This is my right, isn't it?"

She likes the feeling of pain, it is like a warning, always reminding her: she is not a person qualified to enjoy ease.

"Why hurt yourself?" Jiang Sibai looked at her helplessly, "Injury means pain. Pain is a warning for the body's self-protection. It reminds you to protect yourself, but excessive pain will

Turn into poison, it will destroy your sanity, drive you into madness, and even death——

"Just like you are in extreme pain right now, so you attack others. You are not only hurting yourself, but also hurting others."

Zhou Xiaodu stopped moving, thought for a long time, and then said dullly, "How do you know that I am not rational at this moment?"

"I don't know what your relationship is with Zhima, but thinking about it, as a woman who doesn't resist the approach of the opposite sex, it means that you should like him quite a lot, and he is indeed a lovable child." Jiang Sibai probed cautiously.

He said, "You must feel uncomfortable if you treat him like that, right?"

Zhou Xiaodu glanced at him angrily, "Don't try to figure out my thoughts. You arrogant, arrogant man always thinks he can understand women!"

"It's Jiang who offended me, don't blame me, girl." Jiang Sibai apologized kindly, and then persuaded her from another angle, "When I was a child, I was a stupid kid. I was not as good as others in studying and studying medicine. With Huai Xu,

Compared to my brother, I couldn't keep up with him. My father often got angry and scolded me because of this incident. I resented him very much at that time.

"Later, when I grow up, I can understand the painstaking efforts of being a parent, but every time I think about the grievances I felt back then, I still feel depressed. I still don't know how to get close to my father, as if doing so would make me feel sorry for the man who cried so much.

The little boy...

"In fact, when the human heart is injured, it is easier to leave scars than the physical body. However, because the heart is hidden deep in the body, people often ignore it, pretending that it does not exist, and pretending that it will not be injured. However, is this not a kind of deception?

?

"Jiang has been a doctor for many years and has seen too many separations between life and death. The most common word he heard before the sickbed was 'regret'. Regret for not cherishing the past. It was only when it was irreversible that he realized that it was too late to regret.

"Zhou Xiaodu, as a friend, I sincerely hope that you can understand your own heart and not hurt the people you care about or yourself."

Zhou Xiaodu stood quietly, listening to him finish speaking these great principles, and then looked at his jade-like face under the candlelight and said, "We have only known each other for a few days, and you are just a 'friend'."

Call yourself?"

Jiang Sibai's face quickly turned red. He lowered his gaze and quickly finished the rest of his words, "Remember to apply medicine and have a good rest. Jiang takes his leave."

Not caring whether Zhou Xiaodu listened to his words or not, he fled as if running away.

"You're so thin-skinned..." Zhou Xiaodu muttered. If it were the son of luck, he would definitely not be as embarrassed as him. Instead, he would stare like a cat and say nice things sweetly.

Come on, it's like a piece of sticky candy cake that can't be shaken off.

Although that boy was simple-minded, he would hardly reveal his heart to her without any scruples like Jiang Sibai, and tell her what was buried in his heart.

She used to be able to lie to herself that the Son of Destiny was just a tool used to carry out the plot of the male protagonist, a toy that she could play with at will, but she couldn't do that now.

She knew that the other person was also a living person, someone who had the same guarding as her. If such a person were to take off his guard one day and give his heart to her, she would not dare to take it.

Zhou Xiaodu unconsciously turned over the book in his hand, and suddenly saw two touches of dark red in it, and couldn't help but pause.

Those were two peonies given to her by Xiaozhizhi.

The red peony she had begged for from him when she was pretending to be Mrs. Du had been lost somewhere. Later, when she left the inn, she couldn't bear to throw away the two red peonies she had begged for, so she picked up a book and tucked them away.

Looking at it now, it is as dry as wrinkled paper. It can be broken into powder with just a pinch of your fingers.

She closed the book, put it in the package, and tied the package in a knot.

She sighed softly, her eyelashes forming dark cloud-like shadows under her eyes, her voice drifting as if she was talking in her sleep, "I'm very afraid of regrets, but what I'm afraid of is not missing out, but what I'm afraid of is that when I pick it up and then let go, I'll lose the things I care about.

The fall was ugly.”

This is something that is on her mind, something that she will not reveal to others.

Zhou Xiaodu put her hand on the package. She looked at the damaged burn on the back of her hand and felt the burning pain.

The pain would make her feel relaxed and at ease, but according to Jiang Sibai, it turned out to be telling her to protect herself... Thinking about it this way, her original idea was really contrary to common sense. No wonder Xiaozhima scolded her in the first place.

She is "crazy" and "perverted".

Considering what the little idiot just said, "Excessive pain will turn into poison, it will destroy your sanity, drive you into madness, and even death." Zhou Xiaodu once again doubted his choice. After all, she really looked like a lost person.

sane madman...

It's a pity that she has no one to talk to except the artificial retard in her head.

After hesitating for a while, he finally picked up the bottle of burn ointment and applied the medicine to himself in silence.

Finally, I compromised.


Chapter completed!