Chapter 16 Jiang Qin's guilt
Chapter 16 Jiang Qin’s guilt
Thinking about this, she struck harder and slapped it with her palms.
Bang bang bang.
Soon, the door swished open and opened.
Jiang Qin's hand paused, and she was startled when she saw the girl with messy hair and bloodshot eyes.
Then she sighed and realized that she was not the only one who couldn't sleep last night.
She said earnestly, "Fan Fan, there is no need for you to feel burdened by what happened yesterday. That is a matter between adults. You are still a child, so you should try your best to read well first."
Although her acting major is not a promising major, it is still better than working hard at nothing.
Si Fan narrowed his eyelashes and hummed lightly.
Jiang Qin smiled lovingly, "Let's have breakfast first. Hotel service is free."
"I'm going to wash up first."
Si Fan said, then turned around and went back.
Jiang Qin urged her to hurry up and went to put the dishes and chopsticks on the dining table.
five minutes later.
Si Fan sat on the two-meter-long dining table, facing Jiang Qin.
She has a straight posture, sits upright, and eats delicately and elegantly, as if she was born a noble.
Jiang Qin was stunned for a while.
She didn't know why, but she always felt as if her daughter had changed overnight.
But no matter how she looked at it, she thought it was the same person!
Maybe leaving Si's family was a big blow to her, so her mood changed a bit, which led to her behavior being a bit weird.
Jiang Qin put a piece of chicken leg into Si Fan's bowl and said, "Eat more, you are too thin."
Si Fan moved his lips and said very coldly, "Well, thank you."
The unfamiliar tone made Jiang Qin's nose feel sour.
She squeezed her chopsticks tightly, her eyes flushed, "Fanfan, do you... hate me as a mother? Do you think I am incompetent?"
For so many years, Si Fan lived in that home without enough food, clothing or warmth. She suffered so much and suffered so many crimes, but she did not help. Instead, she told her to swallow her anger and endure it as much as she could.
Although Si Fan didn't say anything, she probably hated her mother.
Even she hated herself, hated herself for being cowardly and not daring to resist.
Live like a poor creature without dignity.
When Si Fan heard this, a strong resentment welled up deep in his heart.
She frowned.
This resentment is obviously the resentment that the original owner has suppressed in his heart for a long time and has no place to express it.
Obviously, the original owner complained about his mother's inaction.
But this is not Si Fan's own complaint.
She has no feelings for Jiang Qin at all.
If she hadn't been the original owner's mother, they wouldn't have been involved.
Now that they are involved, she will not sit idly by. It is the original responsibility that she should bear, and she will take over without hesitation.
Including the original owner's mother, the original owner's sick brother, and complex interpersonal relationships.
When Jiang Qin saw that Si Fan was silent, she thought she hated her, and felt even more uncomfortable.
Her throat was slightly choked, "I'm sorry, Fanfan, I have ignored you for so many years and didn't care about your feelings. It's only natural that you hate me..."
Si Fan's lips moved, "I don't hate you."
She has no feelings for Jiang Qin, so why does she hate her?
Besides, everyone has their own difficulties. She is not the real Si Fan, but looks at this matter as a bystander, so she naturally sees it more rationally and clearly than the original owner.
Do you really not hate it?
Jiang Qin didn't believe it in her heart.
As a mother, she failed so badly, how could Fanfan not hate her?
Perhaps Fanfan was concerned about her feelings as a mother and did not confess to her.
Thinking about this, Jiang Qin felt even more guilty towards Si Fan.
She will definitely treat Si Fan well in the future and will never ignore her again.
After eating, Si Fan prepared to go to school.
Jiang Qin called her, "Do you still have money on you? Do you need me to give you some?"
Si Fan: "No need."
Last night's half-million bonus was not spent.
"Really not necessary?" Jiang Qin glanced at Si Fan's attire.
Today she was wearing a white shirt and black trousers. The shirt was wrinkled and the black trousers were washed a little white. They looked old.
Jiang Qin suddenly realized that she hadn't given Si Fan money to buy new clothes for a long time.
Most of her clothes were ones that Siya and Si Xue wore that they didn't want and then threw them to her.
She once bought new clothes for Si Fan, but after Si Ya found out that she used Si Mingyuan's money to buy the clothes for Si Fan, she asked a servant to secretly cut the new clothes into pieces.
It happened several times after that.
She couldn't find any evidence to prove that Siya did it, so she left it alone.
I didn’t dare to buy new clothes for Si Fan.
Because if you buy it, it will be destroyed.
Thinking of these bad things, Jiang Qin felt a little sore in her nose, "Mom will transfer 10,000 yuan to you, go buy some nice clothes."
The clothes worn by Si Xue and Siya cost tens of thousands each, and the most expensive ones cost hundreds of thousands.
But Si Fan only deserves to wear what they don't want.
"No need!"
Si Fan refused simply.
But the more bluntly she refused, the deeper Jiang Qin felt towards her.
Since Si Fan was unwilling to accept her money to buy new clothes, she, the mother, had to go out and buy them.
"Okay, in that case, you go to school first. If you are short of money, tell mom and she will transfer the money to you."
Si Fanduo glanced at Jiang Qin, hummed slightly, and then turned around and left.
Seeing that Si Fan had left, Jiang Qin was also going to visit her son Si Yi in the hospital.
Si Yi has a serious heart disease and needs to be suspended with medication almost every day.
Even if no medication is needed, you still have to stay in the hospital for observation every day.
The doctor said that unless a healthy and suitable heart was found to replace the bad one in Si Yi, it would be possible to be reborn.
However, the source of the heart has been found for nearly ten years and has not yet been found.
In her lifetime, will she see Si Yi leave the hospital and live a normal life like a normal child?
Jiang Qin didn't know that the only thing she could do was to keep looking for a suitable source of dirt. As long as she had hope, she would be favored by God, and one day she would get what she wanted.
Women are inherently weak, but mothers are strong.
Relying on this belief, Jiang Qin convinced herself to stay with the Si family and has persisted to this day.
Just when Jiang Qin was about to leave the hotel, she received a call from the hospital.
"Ms. Si, your son's treatment fee for this month has not been paid yet. Please come to the hospital immediately to pay."
Jiang Qin's eyes widened, "How is that possible? Did you make a mistake? Didn't my husband already pay yesterday?"
Yesterday, she paid off last month's fees before she and Si Mingyuan came back from the hospital.
"I'm sorry, Ms. Si. Mr. Si has just recovered the treatment fee. If you still want to keep your son in the hospital for treatment, please come to the hospital to pay the fee immediately."
When Jiang Qin heard this, her head buzzed, as if she couldn't believe it.
She didn't come back to her senses until the hospital hung up the phone.
Si Mingyuan actually did such a great job and even took back the treatment expenses that he had just paid for. This is really too much!
No matter what, Si Yi called him daddy for more than ten years, and he was half his son. How could he be so cruel to his son?!
After thinking about it, she couldn't help but call Si Mingyuan.
But after trying for a long time, I still couldn't get through.
She had no choice but to go to the hospital and pay the bills first.
Chapter completed!