In March, when hyacinths were in bloom, the girl decided to die.

In fact, not only the hyacinths were in bloom, but also the day lilies were blooming beautifully, and the skyflowers, roses, and crabapples were all blooming lively.

Outside the window of her room, she happened to see the flower garden, which was covered with flowers. The fragrance of flowers filled the house, and various floral fragrances woven into this rich season.

The hyacinths on the windowsill have been watered, and the suicide note is placed neatly on the table.

She didn't suddenly want to die. There was no specific triggering reason why she wanted to die.

It's just that at a certain stage in life, I suddenly feel like I've hit a wall and there's no way to go on.

She put on a pair of simple white pantyhose, followed by a white chiffon suspender belt.

Wear a Lolita-style pink and white dress with a lot of lace.

There is also a pleated collar with a red tie on the collar, a copper button on the bra and a bow on it.

On her feet, she wears pink lace leather shoes, and her hairband is the one with white flowers.

She wears each piece carefully because it is her favorite outfit.

Since it is the last day of your life, there is no reason not to wear your favorite clothes.

The Persian cat stood on the wardrobe, staring at her with its beautiful eyes of different colors. She scratched the flesh of the cat's cheek and said:

"Shamisen, Shamisen, if I die, will you eat me?"

Shamisen didn't want to answer the question, so he pulled his face out of her hands like a plug from a water pipe.

"Miss, we have to go to dinner." The nanny came over to deliver the message.

Liu Ruyan said: "I won't eat it."

The nanny had a pleading look on her face: "Miss, I have hired a professional Japanese chef to cook kaiseki cuisine today, and I tell you to go and eat it."

Originally planning to die today, Liu Ruyan was already feeling extremely relaxed, but now she suddenly felt sad again.

Her father never punished her physically, but would punish her nanny if she disobeyed.

Liu Ruyan went downstairs, and her father and mother were already sitting at the table.

"Wearing this kind of clothes again, do you have nothing to wear?" Her father frowned at her.

"I……"

"Ruyan, aren't you in a bad mood recently? Your father specially invited a chef from Japan, how about coming over and trying it?" The mother looked at Liu Ruyan with a smile on her face.

"What is this?" Liu Ruyan looked down at the pale green and red bowl, feeling that she had no appetite at all.

"Water shield soup, good stuff, drink it while it's hot."

My father explained to my mother, as if he was showing off his knowledge: "Water shield can only grow in the purest water. Even if there is a little pollution, it will not grow. This is the most pure and natural good thing."

Liu Ruyan took a sip, and a sour taste came over her, making her want to vomit.

But she endured it and held it back.

While her parents were still discussing how grand Kaiseki cuisine was, the sound of clinking bowls and spoons sounded, and Liu Ruyan felt that they were far away from her.

After finishing the food, she felt even hungrier.

The nanny was sorting out her clothes. She went over and asked, "Sister, have you ever taken a bus?"

"I've been there, what's wrong?" The nanny was still busy.

"How can I take the bus?" Liu Ruyan asked.

"Wait at the bus stop. When it comes, get on the bus."

Liu Ruyan asked: "Then how does it know where you are waiting? Are there sensors at the bus stop?"

The nanny turned back, looked at her with a smile, and then hugged her.

"My eldest lady, you are so cute."

Liu Ruyan pushed her away: "I can't take the bus, so I'm not cute at all."

"No, it's very cute."

With a suicide note in her arms, Liu Ruyan sneaked out of the door.

Beautiful clothes may not be practical, and soon she began to regret choosing small leather shoes.

My feet hurt when I stepped on the concrete pavement that was heated by the sun.

Fortunately, the bus station had an awning. Liu Ruyan walked around the station and found no sensor-like device.

So, she sat obediently on the bench at the site, put her hands on her knees, and sat upright.

If the bus sees a person sitting like this at the bus stop, it must know that she is waiting for it.

20 minutes passed, and Liu Ruyan felt that her back was beginning to feel sore.

Just when she began to wonder if the way she was waiting for the bus was wrong, the bus finally came.

After getting on the bus, the driver asked her to put in coins, but she felt all over her body and found no money.

Fortunately, a boy paid for her. So she sat next to the boy.

While driving, the boy kept secretly looking at her. In fact, many people in the entire carriage were secretly looking at her.

But she kept sitting very tight and didn't speak.

When she arrived at Liyuan Station, she got off the bus.

There is a central garden in the Liyuan. There is a lake in the garden and there are many benches beside the lake.

This is her favorite place, and she plans to end her life here.

But how to implement it specifically, the girl began to struggle in her mind.

For example, where should her suicide note be placed?

The suicide note must not be kept in the pocket like this. When people fished her out of the lake, the paper was so wrinkled that it was hard to see what was written.

If it is left on the bench and picked up by a passing child, it may be mistaken for an elementary school student's composition.

In addition, there are so many people around. What should I do if someone rescues me after I jump?

According to her experience of swimming in her own swimming pool, she would definitely not be able to sink just by jumping like this.

Speaking of the swimming pool, Liu Ruyan remembered that when she slipped out, she saw a lot of fallen leaves in the swimming pool at home.

At that time, she felt that the picture was very bad. Specifically why it was bad, she was in a hurry to go out and did not think about it in detail.

Now that I think about it, at the end of "The Great Gatsby" written by Hemingway Faulkner, Gatsby died in a swimming pool covered with fallen leaves and was shot to death.

So she began to worry again. Before leaving, she should at least tell her father and let him find a way to clean up the swimming pool.

The scorching sun turned from high to low, then gradually dimmed, and the color of the sky changed from blue to orange, then to purple.

There were more and more pedestrians in the garden, and then fewer and fewer.

March is not a hot season. It is cool at night, and there is mist floating on the lakeside, passing through the young girl's neck.

She looked at her watch and saw that it was already 2 o'clock in the morning. Besides her, there was another person sitting on the bench next to her.

At this time, besides committing suicide, Liu Ruyan could not think of any other purpose for sitting here.

It was a man, wearing a gray-blue trench coat, with the collar covering his face, and a hat on his head.

Liu Ruyan felt that this person must be very smart. He wore so many clothes and would not be cold at night, as if he knew that he would sit here until the early morning.

She couldn't help but shiver. Then she thought that it was time to make up her mind. If she didn't make up her mind, she would die of cold first.

Liu Ruyan stood up, walked towards the man, and stood in front of him handsomely.

The man raised his head and his face was exposed from under his collar.

The streetlight reflected on his face, Liu Ruyan's first reaction was that he was so handsome.

Then, she stretched out her hand and handed over the suicide note: "Please help me bring this to my parents."

The man looked at her for a while and then asked: "Why?"

"I am planning to commit suicide, and this is my suicide note."

"I'm not asking that," the man said, "I'm asking why I should listen to you."

Liu Ruyan raised his head and thought about it, and felt that he had a point.

"You give this to them and they will give you money," she said.

The man rolled his eyes: "From the time I came to this world, I vowed to become the freest man in the world."

This makes no sense. When he came to this world, he was still a baby. How could he make such an oath?

However, Liu Ruyan kept these words in her heart and did not say them out. She still wanted to use him to deliver the letter.

"But free men also need money. No one doesn't need money." Liu Ruyan said seriously.

The man snatched the suicide note from her hand.

"Let me read what you wrote."

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At this point, Qin Yunchu interjected: "This person is...your teacher, right?"

She suppressed the word "Chen Ya" without saying it.
Chapter completed!