028. I have no money(1/2)
"Oh, writer, what have you written?"
"The problem now is not my work, but your work." Chen Ya grabbed her hand and took back the clumped-up suicide note, "My assessment is that there is still room for redemption. How about,
Do you want to learn writing from me?"
Liu Ruyan didn't want to pay attention to him.
She really wanted to ask him, what kind of say do you have over my life?
But because I felt that I couldn't defeat him, I turned my head and looked at the lake angrily.
Chen Ya said: "No one has ever tried to understand you, right."
Liu Ruyan suddenly turned her head and looked at him in surprise.
"I can see that even in the suicide note, you deliberately suppressed yourself and did not reveal your true thoughts," Chen Ya said, "because you were worried that no one would understand what you said, right?"
Liu Ruyan said nothing.
Even though he spoke to her heart.
"If you don't like Japanese food, you have to put it in your suicide note to say how afraid you are of your parents." Chen Ya commented, "If I'm not wrong, what you had for dinner today was Japanese food, right?"
"
all hit.
It was so accurate that Liu Ruyan was a little reluctant.
"Kaiseki cuisine," she said, "is specially prepared by a chef from Japan."
"You're not full, are you?" Chen Ya said.
Liu Ruyan wrinkled her nose: "What does it have to do with you?"
"Just tell me if you're full, right?"
Liu Ruyan pretended to exhale from her nose fiercely and said, "What do you know? Water shield grows in the purest water. It is a truly natural food."
"Ah, I understand, I understand," Chen Ya commented as if he had seen it with his own eyes, "Water shield soup, right? It's quite interesting. It's just like jelly, but it's very sour."
Liu Ruyan said in surprise: "Have you eaten it?"
Chen Ya glanced at her and said, "If I guess correctly, the chef who cooks for you is called Zhang Quan?"
"I don't know that."
"It should be him," Chen Ya said. "He was in Japan, and I recommended him to learn Kaiseki cuisine."
Liu Ruyan didn't quite believe it.
As he was talking, someone's stomach started to growl.
Liu Ruyan's face turned red.
Fortunately, it was night and I couldn't see clearly.
Chen Ya laughed: "I just said you haven't eaten enough, right?"
Liu Ruyan rubbed his stomach angrily and stood up: "Even if you are not full, you have no right to laugh at me."
Chen Ya smiled and said: "That's not what I meant. Your parents shouldn't have kaiseki for dinner."
"Eh?"
"Kaiseki cuisine was born out of tea cakes. The so-called tea cakes are the snacks eaten before the tea ceremony."
Chen Ya continued: "Matcha used in Japanese tea ceremonies will hurt your stomach if you drink it on an empty stomach, so tea snacks are only used to fill your stomach. If you are full, you will not want to drink tea."
"Is that so?" Liu Ruyan was doubtful.
"That's it." Chen Ya crossed his legs and leaned back comfortably on the chair, "I had tea once at Ichimi-an in Tokyo, and the whole process was a good experience. But in domestic kaiseki meals, there is nothing, just eat it alone,
But when it comes to eating, how can Japanese food compare to Chinese food? So it’s better to eat Chinese food.”
"Oh..." Liu Ruyan felt like she was about to faint from hunger.
"So, your parents are wrong." Chen Ya said, "Why don't you oppose them?"
Liu Ruyan lowered his head: "It's not like I didn't object..."
Chen Ya smiled, as if he had guessed what kind of environment her home was like. He crossed his legs and continued to read the suicide note in his hand.
"Do you feel sorry for your nanny?"
"?!" Liu Ruyan suddenly raised his head.
Chen Ya picked his head and said, "Is your nanny very good?"
Liu Ruyan lost his temper.
This person only read these few lines and guessed everything.
"Well, I graduated from 985 University, can speak three foreign languages, and is very beautiful."
Her father said that in order to provide her with a role model, he paid a high salary to hire a very capable nanny, who was said to have worked as a simultaneous interpreter before.
Unfortunately, Father Liu's plan had the opposite effect.
The more he looked at the nanny sister, the more Liu Ruyan felt that he was a lazy person who couldn't even fold clothes.
Chen Ya was surprised: "How much is your monthly salary?"
"I don't know, I haven't asked."
"Tsk, tsk, your family is really wasting the talents that the country has worked so hard to cultivate." Chen Ya shook his head.
These words were like a sharp arrow, piercing into Liu Ruyan's heart.
As soon as the old tears dried up, new tears popped up from the corners of my eyes.
Chen Ya looked at the suicide note like an old scholar: "Your second favorite clothes are left at home, so this is your favorite?"
Liu Ruyan blushed and said, "Yes, how is it?"
"It looks good. It would look even better if the skirt were shorter."
"Ah? Ah? Ah?" She looked down at her skirt and didn't understand why someone could blatantly comment on her clothes to her face.
"Because I can see that your legs are in good shape, and if you wear them shorter, they will look better." The other party said eloquently.
Liu Ruyan's face turned red.
She felt more and more that this man was taking pleasure in herself.
"Give it back to me." She reached out for her suicide note.
Chen Ya quickly folded the letter and put it in his pocket.
"??!" Liu Ruyan looked at him with wide eyes.
"Give it back to you, and then what?"
"What then?"
"Do you want to use it as a suicide note?" Chen Ya asked, "If you use it as a suicide note, I will help you give it to your parents. If you don't use it, I will help you throw it away."
Then he stretched out his hand toward the lake and said, "Please."
Liu Ruyan stood there with two fists clenched, her face turning red and white.
He just commented that the suicide note she finally wrote was worthless, and now he asked her to jump into the lake.
To be honest, she has no suicidal mood at all now.
She couldn't help but think back on her life, feeling that every day was marked with failure.
It seems that she has never dared to do what she really wants to do.
Even on the last day of her life, she did not dare to muster the courage to die.
That's it, the suicide note will still be degraded into rubbish by others, and it will still be brought up to cause sadness at the last moment.
Liu Ruyan squatted on the ground and cried.
Chen Ya stood up, his hands and feet a little flustered: "Don't cry."
"Uuuuuu——"
Chen Ya handed over the suicide note: "I'll just give it back to you."
The girl slapped the letter in his hand and flew it away.
"Uuuuuuuuuu——"
Chen Ya squatted down.
"I admit it. I just used my way to dissuade you from jumping into the lake. It may have been a bit venomous. Now I apologize. I'm sorry. Please calm down first, okay?"
"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu-"
Liu Ruyan became more unabashed and cried harder.
Chen Ya turned around and glanced behind him.
To be continued...