Liu Yiqian's mood was not as heavy as Xu Hengzhou's.

From the second half of today's interview, she became extremely calm, so calm that she couldn't even understand herself.

Logically speaking, she should be angry when she heard Xu Hengzhou say that.

But she didn't seem that angry.

Instead, I had a kind of realization of "So that's it", and then I suddenly felt a little bored and uninteresting.

So we can't talk about being angry or not.

Liu Yiqian sighed slightly, not knowing what she was sighing for. She rubbed her shoulders slightly and went to find her pajamas in the closet, intending to take a hot bath to keep herself warm.

As soon as I took out my clothes, I heard a knock on the door...

Xu Hengzhou and Liu Yiqian walked away from each other. The moment they heard the sound of the door closing, they couldn't help but feel a sense of sadness.

It seemed as if something was lost in an instant.

This feeling made him realize again how important Liu Yiqian was to him.

At the same time, he also felt that this was an early warning, as if the moment the door was closed, a high wall had been erected between his and Liu Yiqian's hearts.

If this gap cannot be properly handled and eliminated, they will inevitably drift apart.

Xu Hengzhou took a deep breath again, then opened his closed eyes, his eyes firmer.

Putting aside those unnecessary worries and mixed emotions, the rational thoughts in his mind became clearer. He could not lose Liu Yiqian.

Because Liu Yiqian is his anchor in this world.

Although he subsequently had more contacts with many people in the world, Xu Hengzhou clearly knew the importance of Liu Yiqian to him.

When he was wandering and restless, it was Liu Yiqian who pulled him in and gave him warm strength, allowing him to explore the world with peace of mind.

If he loses Liu Yiqian, he will definitely return to that "wandering ghost" state again.

And it is almost impossible for him to be so lucky and find the next anchor point.

In fact, this kind of intellectual trade-off is very selfish, but Xu Hengzhou accepted it well.

He has always been a somewhat selfish person at heart. When his parents divorced, they actually asked him if he wanted to go with one of them.

But he refused.

Because he wants to make his parents feel guilty, and wants to get the overwhelming fatherly and maternal love that his parents gave him because of their guilt.

So even though he knew that his choice to live alone would cause extra pain to his parents, he still did it.

For another example, prepare a lot of snacks, games, and comic books at home, and then share them freely, so that you can make a lot of friends...

He is always replacing emotions with reason.

It used to be family affection and friendship.

Now it's love.

Xu Hengzhou felt that he was too sentimental before and couldn't figure out why he wanted to be with Liu Yiqian. He felt happy and wanted to be close to her warmth, so they got together.

So it's a little too wanton.

He seemed to have never thought that Liu Yiqian would leave him, so he never thought rationally about what he should do to replace this love.

At this moment, he suddenly realized that because Liu Yiqian was so good, that kind of love that was almost asking for nothing made him a little unclear.

Let him forget that some things, as long as you don't do anything, are squandering and will be lost one day.

Xu Hengzhou breathed a sigh of relief, turned around, opened the door, walked to the opposite side, and knocked on Liu Yiqian's door.

"Sissi, do you have time? Let's chat."

Liu Yiqian did not open the door or make a sound.

Xu Hengzhou did not knock on the door again, but waited quietly at the door.

A few minutes later, when the door was opened, Liu Yiqian saw Xu Hengzhou still standing at the door. Her expression was surprised for a moment, but she soon regained her composure, opened the door and said, "Come in and talk."

Xu Hengzhou nodded, walked in, moved a chair from the dressing table, and moved it to the end of the bed. Liu Yiqian walked to the bedside tacitly, sat down, and then raised her eyes to look at Xu Hengzhou quietly.

Now that reason is on the line, Xu Hengzhou has no intention of breaking up with Liu Yiqian over logical matters.

He looked at Liu Yiqian seriously and expressed his feelings at that moment during the interview: "I'm very afraid of losing you."

Liu Yiqian originally thought that Xu Hengzhou might explain why she said what she said countless times before, and then ask her why she was angry.

She had already thought about what her reaction would be if Xu Hengzhou said this.

As a result, Xu Hengzhou suddenly said this, and Liu Yiqian felt that the edges and corners of her body softened instantly.

Her voice felt much softer, and she said softly: "But you know I will never leave you."

Then he asked Xu Hengzhou: "Since you don't want me to leave you, why don't you bind me together instead of pushing me away?"

This is because in today's interview, she clearly stated that if Xu Hengzhou proposed, she would agree.

As a result, Xu Hengzhou didn't answer the question at all, and even used incomprehensible words to get around the matter. It could even be said that he kicked the ball back to her again.

It made her very passive, as if she had been unilaterally compromising this relationship, begging Xu Hengzhou to be with her.

So she didn't originally think of asking this question.

I always felt that once this question was asked, she would instantly become humbled.

But Xu Hengzhou's opening made Liu Yiqian's heart settle instantly.

It's not that she immediately believed what Xu Hengzhou said.

But she suddenly became interested and wanted to hear whether Xu Hengzhou was quibbling or expressing his sincere psychological activities.

"I didn't mean to push you away."

Although Xu Hengzhou struggled emotionally during the interview today, he really had no intention of pushing Liu Yiqian away.

He said he didn't know whether he would be with Liu Yiqian forever in the future, and he was indeed afraid of losing her.

He suddenly asked Liu Yiqian: "Do you still remember the issues we discussed last time?"

"What?"

"The topic about whether love will evolve into family affection."

Liu Yiqian remembered, and she could recall it now, that Xu Hengzhou's answer to this question was obviously inconsistent with hers at that time, but she did not say more about her thoughts later.

She asked Xu Hengzhou: "You want to say now that you had your own thoughts at that time, but you didn't say it out because of me, and this thought was also the main reason why you pushed me away?"

Xu Hengzhou shook his head and nodded again: "I remember you said that if there was no more love, you might end this marriage?"

Liu Yiqian was so blessed that she immediately understood what Xu Hengzhou was going to say:

"You mean you pushed me away because you thought I would have no love in our marriage, leave you, and then end the marriage. You didn't want to start because you were afraid of losing it?"

Xu Hengzhou sighed: "These were my truest thoughts at the time."

He leaned back in his chair and continued: "Although I don't want to say it, I do have some inferiority complex when dating you. I feel that if the love between the two of us is gone, there seems to be nothing else.

Leave you behind.

So I want to be more confident.

But actually I know that the current state is the best state of love between us.

It’s hard to predict the future accurately. It’s ridiculous to use uncertain things in the future to restrict current development..."

Liu Yiqian was immersed in what Xu Hengzhou said, trying to clarify Xu Hengzhou's emotions and logic, but she always felt that there was some confusion. When Xu Hengzhou said this, she became entangled with Xu Hengzhou.

But after hearing this whole paragraph, she actually already accepted Xu Hengzhou's ideas, and felt that Xu Hengzhou's thinking was understandable.

But Liu Yiqian didn't know what Xu Hengzhou wanted. What should she do to make Xu Hengzhou believe in her?

Liu Yiqian posed this question to Xu Hengzhou: "This problem does exist, so how to solve it? What do you need me to do?"

When Xu Hengzhou heard Liu Yiqian's question, he was silent for a moment and suddenly laughed.

"Huh?" Liu Yiqian was a little confused.

Xu Hengzhou covered his forehead, raised his head, and looked directly at Liu Yiqian: "I want to ask you a question that women all over the world like to ask."

"Ah?" Liu Yiqian was confused.

Xu Hengzhou asked quietly: "Will you love me forever?"

"..." Liu Yiqian was momentarily speechless.

When she was not in love before, she met some little sisters on the set who were in love, and she often heard them asking their boyfriends this question. At the time, she felt that it was quite pretentious to ask, and at the same time, she thought it was a little fun.

It's quite beautiful.

When she and Xu Hengzhou began to fall in love, she also thought about whether she would ask Xu Hengzhou this question?

But except for the initial period, Xu Hengzhou gave her such a sense of security that she had no chance to ask this question.

It's just that she didn't ask this question out loud, but she never thought she would hear this question from Xu Hengzhou.

Liu Yiqian was silent for a long time, and then she replied with an expressionless face and almost no fluctuation in her tone:
To be continued...