Chapter 39 Chen Xu, I Can't Be Separate From You
Chen Xu returned to his grandmother's house and just changed his shoes, his grandmother asked, "Didn't you suffer a loss?" Chen Xu was stunned, "Do you know who it is?"
Wu Sixian said helplessly: "Although Zhilan was not born by me, I raised her after all. How could I not know about her temper? How could she give up!"
Chen Xu sighed, "I'm not polite to her, she must have hated me so much. But even if I want to be polite, she doesn't plan to talk to me."
Wu Sixian comforted Chen Xu, "Don't take it to heart, she is just like that. When Zhilan was a child, I took her home, and soon I found that she had a too tough temper and was disobedient no matter what she said, and had to do it by her own temperament. To be honest, I regretted it at the time, but since I took the child out of the orphanage, there was no reason to send her back. I just wanted to educate the child and raise her well. Unexpectedly, she had sex with me since she was a child. Later, when she grew up, she couldn't see through the face of Korean hair when she got married. I reminded her several times that she drew a clear line with me in anger, ran away from home, and never came back. Later, when she gave birth to a child,
I went to accompany her with difficulty due to labor. She was a little moved at that time. They were busy with work, and Yidao was always led by me, and the relationship had eased. Unexpectedly, she later found that it was not my biological child, so she regarded the matter I strictly required her as abuse and hated me. It has been almost 20 years now, and she just can't overcome this hurdle. She has become a mother herself, but still doesn't understand the heart of being a mother. I don't expect her. Fortunately, Yidao, this child is kind-hearted, not like Zhilan. When the old man was alive, he advised me not to regret adopting Zhilan. If there were no Zhilan, how could we have such a good grandson as Yidao?
Zhilan's temperament is like that. Once she decides something, it will not be changed easily. If you have a mental preparation, she may have to argue with you for many years."
Chen Xu looked at Wu Sixian, "Grandma, I don't care whether Yidao's mother accepts me. But I have a knot in my heart and I have never known whether I should tell you."
Wu Sixian pulled Chen Xu to sit beside him, "Child, if you find it difficult to speak, you can not say it. Everyone has a secret place in their hearts. Grandma is old, but she is not confused. I know you are a child with a story. When do you want to say it? No matter what others say, Yidao and I believe you."
Han Yidao was busy in the company all morning. At noon, he took out his cell phone to check the surveillance footage at home. He saw Chen Xu sitting on the sofa motionless. Han Yidao couldn't help but wonder if the picture was a bit stuck. He called her, and Chen Xu was startled by the phone ringtone. She picked up the phone and saw that it was Han Yidao, and then she felt relieved, "Yidao... Well, after dinner, grandma is having lunch. I have nothing to do, I am also resting in the bedroom." Han Yidao hung up the phone and thought. Chen Xu was obviously dazed on the sofa in the living room. Something must have happened.
At night, Han Yidao quietly entered his grandmother's room and asked if something happened during the day. Grandma told Han Yidao what happened during the day. Han Yidao felt sorry for Chen Xu. He knew very well what kind of person his mother was.
Han Yidao came to Chen Xu's door and gently pressed the door. The door quickly opened from the inside. Han Yidao said softly, "Can I go in? Just say a few words." Chen Xu smiled. After Han Yidao came in, he was neither standing nor standing, and he was a little embarrassed. Chen Xu let him go to the chair in front of the desk, and he sat by the bed waiting for him to speak. Han Yidao's hand clenched into a fist and then let go, adjusted his breathing, and said, "My mother is looking for you?" Chen Xu nodded.
Han Yidao pretended to be relaxed, "You don't have to pay attention to her. My mother is too paranoid and unreasonable." Chen Xu still nodded without saying a word. Han Yidao was silent for a moment, and finally couldn't control his emotions. He was a little excited, "Chen Xu, I'm sorry, I'm incompetent, I'm criticized you. I thought you would not face these for the time being. I should have expected this situation and thought of a response. I am very ashamed. I know that my mother, whoever she wants to target, will be embarrassed and painful. I..."
Chen Xu said softly: "Han Yi said, you don't have to blame yourself, it's not your fault. Speaking of which, your mother is also for your own good. My past is really unbearable. I was wondering this afternoon if I am too selfish." Han Yi said suddenly and stood up, "What do you mean? You can't shake it so quickly. It's because I failed to protect you, my fault. Forgive me this time, I will definitely not be there next time, I promise." Seeing that Chen Xu didn't say anything, he stepped onto the bed in two steps and pulled
He took Chen Xu's hand and said anxiously, "Chen Xu, you are not allowed to break up! I have agreed, don't regret it." Chen Xu was a little funny, "Han Yi said, don't be afraid, I will not break up with you just because your mother insulted me. I am just afraid that everything will break up one day and you will be too embarrassed. At the same time, I am also worried that my grandmother will not accept my past. After all, the old man is old, and that age has a concept of chastity in his bones. I am afraid that my grandmother will be disappointed in me, and I am very worried."
Han Yidao still held Chen Xu's hand and squatted in front of her, looking up at her, "Chen Xu, you have to have confidence in your grandmother. She is a very transparent and rational old man. She will not look down on you just because a layer of film is gone. She believes in her eyes and her heart more. Chen Xu, don't give up, okay? I'm very scared."
Chen Xu pulled him up and stood up as he followed, "Yi said, you can't be too persistent in being a human being, just follow the circumstances. I won't give up because of a little setback, but life is long, and maybe I'll get separated at any intersection."
Han Yidao's eyes were a little wet, "Chen Xu, if we get separated, don't be afraid, I will keep looking for you, I will meet you again." Chen Xu suddenly couldn't control her tears. She pulled out her hand and turned her back to Han Yi and said, "It's getting late, go and rest." Han Yidao suddenly hugged her from behind, "Chen Xu, I can't separate from you, I will work harder. You have to believe me, give me some time, okay?" Chen Xu burst into tears, didn't dare to make a sound, but just nodded, and suddenly, liquid dripped from her neck. Chen Xu was shocked, and his body loosened, and Han Yidao quickly left. Chen Xu touched his neck with his hand. It was not an illusion, Han Yidao cried.
Chen Xu wiped his tears and went to bed to rest.
The next day, Han Yidao went to work. Grandma looked at Chen Xu's eyes with a little swollen and sighed, "Child, never make things difficult for yourself, and you can't punish yourself for other people's mistakes. No matter what you have experienced in the past, it has passed. Look forward." Chen Xu nodded repeatedly. She knew that after Li Zhilan's fuss yesterday, grandma had guessed the probabilities, but grandma not only did not dislike her, but instead comforted her. Chen Xu was suddenly very glad that God was not unfair, so he was fortunate that so many good people came to her.
Chapter completed!