Chen Xu knelt in front of a tombstone and said, "Teacher, are you okay in heaven? I'm going to go to the provincial capital to go to college. People say 'I'm not grateful for my kindness', but I still want to say: Thank you for pulling me out of the garbage pit twelve years ago; thank you for teaching me knowledge, thank you for teaching me the principles of being a human being; thank you for encouraging me and guiding me. You have been away from me for six years, but in my heart, you have always been with me. I was admitted to a good university, and no family is happy for me, but I know if you

If you know, you will be happy for me. My high school teachers are happy not only for me, but more because they prove themselves. I am happy because I verified what you said and I did what you promised you. Teacher, I remember every word you said, you said: Life is not just about living. You made me believe that knowledge can change my destiny. From today on, I will live well." Chen Xu took the green train to the provincial capital. She looked at the fleeting scenery outside the window, ignored the stunning eyes of the passengers opposite and blocked it.

The hawking of "peanuts, melon seeds, ham sausages; beer, drinks, mineral water..." Chen Xu is already 22 years old this year and is about to turn 21 years old. Today is the first time he takes the train.

But she was not excited about taking the train for the first time, but rushing to her new life. Chen Xu also had a happy home. She remembered that at that time, her parents loved her very much and would take her to the park to ride a carousel on weekends. Her grandmother dressed her up beautifully every day and took her to the neighbors outside to listen to people praise her for her good looks and her intelligence.

My aunt would bring her cousin back every week, bringing a lot of delicious food. My cousin also liked her very much, spoiled her, and rushed to call her little sister.

Those distant memories are becoming more and more blurred, as if they have really existed, or as if they were imagined by themselves.

Since her parents divorced, no one wanted her. Grandma despised her, aunt hated her, and little brother bullied her. Everything changed overnight.

Chen Xu suspected that night, he seemed to have become no longer smart, no longer beautiful, no longer likeable, as if everything was his fault.

Looking back on the journey of time, Chen Xu suddenly hated herself at that time. At a young age, she opened her big ignorant eyes and embarked on a difficult journey of survival. She pleased others everywhere, with humility and puppy eyes that were afraid of being abandoned.

No one sympathized with her, but she just felt that she was annoying. In the years after her parents divorced, Chen Xu was thinking: If the grandmother taught her to hug her mother's thigh and cry and not let go, would the result be different?

After the court ruled that his parents had divorced, he tried his best to keep his mother because he did not cry and did his best to keep his mother.

If I couldn't hold back my tears, but instead burst into tears, would the ending be different?

There is no if in life, you can't press the pause button, or you can't start over again. However, when people are in difficult situations, they always think about whether it would be different if they did something at that time, and whether there would be no unbearable past events in the stinking garbage dump for the next five years.

It was Teacher Lin! It was Teacher Lin! That morning, Teacher Lin was covered in sunshine and stretched out his hand to her. Regardless of her dirty body, she pulled her out of the garbage pit and said to her: "Child, come with me!"

Chapter completed!