It has been three days since I said that the writing was closed. How can I say it? It’s very calm! Actually, when I have time, I go to Qidian to read it. I have read all the words of everyone, and I feel in my heart: No one really understands why I want to close the writing.

I no longer have time to write books. I have to study, get a diploma, and have not learned anything. When I enter society, I have to starve to death and be looked down upon. As graduation approaches, I find that I am less and less interested in investing in it. Looking at the computer, I really don’t know how to continue writing.

School has started, and I have a lot of things to do. I found that I really don’t have time to write on campus. Although I really want to continue writing, I can’t do anything anymore. Facing some comments from readers, I also feel that the campus is different from the past. Some people say that I’m bored and feel nothing anymore. I keep feeling it. In fact, the words I scolded me were just angry at that time, but what really made me dare not write was the readers’ higher and higher requirements, which is: essence.

I have to take time and spend more time writing, just like making a movie. The first episode is very popular, and the sequel has to be even more exciting. If you don’t spend time thinking about it and writing, you can imagine that no one will read the things you wrote.

I'm not saying that I'm over, I just feel that I don't have time to conceive. Last year, I hung up four red lights, and the price I paid was plenty of time to write, but what about this semester?

I think I still know how to decide on the allocation of time. Unfortunately, I chose to study rather than write.

Some people say I am still a child and I am very angry. Oh, there is no way, I just want to do this, I will change it slowly.

I didn't give up on campus. I just wanted to wait until I had time to write. But now my hand is injured again and I can only rely on my left hand to type. It's very inconvenient. You said, if I write a chapter of more than 10,000 words now, I still have to conceive it. How much time will it take for me to do it?

This is the reason why I closed the pen, not because of some people's curses. Although this is also a factor, it is mainly what I said above.

When I get my hands done, I get my graduation certificate again and have a job, I will continue writing it.

Campus basketball was written in my second year of high school. The background is taken from the basketball league held in the county at that time. At that time, I often fantasized about how great it would be if someone could be like Jordan, with excellent abilities and bring a bad team into the national competition (I had never watched the slam dunk at that time, nor the NBA. I only liked basketball in the second year of high school)

Out of excitement and fantasy, I started writing. Actually, I wrote very slowly. It took basically two weeks to write a chapter. Later, after I finished writing the school competition, I stopped writing it.

When I arrived in college, one day I was bored to open this book (I like to bring what I wrote with me, no matter where I go). I was very excited to read it myself, so I had the urge to continue writing. At that time, I still wrote very slowly.

Later, I saw the book "Rise of China" written by Yang Dada, who had not finished writing it, so I went crazy looking online and finally found it at Qidian.

So, I began to form a relationship with Qidian.

I read a lot of books at Qidian, especially those who write basketball. When I look back at my own books, I feel that it is no worse than them. After something went wrong with the killing world, I pushed the campus out.

Unexpectedly, unexpectedly.

The campus is indeed very popular, and its popularity has exceeded my imagination. While I was fond of my heart and the joy of readers, I stopped killing and began to write wholeheartedly for the campus.

I admit that I am vanity, otherwise I wouldn’t even be able to write a book review, but I also admit that I am still very rational and I am not complacent about the popularity of the campus. In reality, I am still me and still live an ordinary life.

I have always been a very unlucky person, but my friends who know me know that I am a very happy person all day long. Maybe I have become accustomed to being unlucky. I always think about what will be unlucky tomorrow. Alas```, some people don't understand why I always have so many things, but I always feel a little strange. Do I still like to curse myself?

There are things that affect writing. This is a normal thing. I regard all readers as friends and explain them to you one by one. I don’t want to lie to you. If you want to lie, just say: If you don’t have time today, update it if you have time. Why bother to say it hurts and chat with you all the time?

Unfortunately, my thinking was still wrong. At first, everyone could accept it, but over time, some people began to doubt it, but I still didn't realize it at that time, as usual, I couldn't update it, so I explained the reason clearly. Later, when I saw a book friend scolding me for being a liar in the book review area, I finally realized that my thinking was too naive.

It’s not that you want to treat everyone as friends, but everyone treats you as friends!

I began to understand. Later, I couldn't update and I was too lazy to explain. At this time, the book friends who were used to my explanations were scolding me for putting on airs. I really felt it was too difficult to be a human being.

This is not, that is not, so what is it????

Just ignore it!

There are many people who support me, and I also know that sometimes I ask myself, who are you writing for?

For the ideal in your heart? For the readers? Or because this has become your habit.

I don't know, I can only say that there are a little bit.

I like to write things and write what I think in my heart, but I don’t like being urged. In the past, I wrote books just by writing them if I want to write, and I don’t write them if I don’t want to. Now, I find that writing books has become a task. This is not what I want to see, but I am already deeply trapped in it and cannot urge myself. Faced with the increasingly lacking passion in my heart and the subconscious resistance, I finally can’t continue to write.

I actually think it's a good thing to be injured this time. I can't write anymore. I can't even have the ability to write, so I simply stopped writing, sort out my own affairs first, then turn around and slowly write down the campus.

This is what I thought, but unfortunately few people really understand. I made it clear in the fable that the farmer found that it took more thought and time to meet the requirements of his children, but found that he did not have so much time to complete it. In the face of more and more urging and unsatisfied voices, the farmer decided to leave.

Some people say I am irresponsible, so what is the responsibility?

It’s considered responsible after writing!

I'll finish writing unless I die.

I can't write this time now, so don't wait. No one can turn it on without the earth. Besides, my book still has many shortcomings, which are not considered high-quality products, so I know very well.

Please hold on to the attitude of: if there is, just look at it, and if there is no, leave. This will benefit everyone.

Don’t talk about the end of the world, I can’t even catch my charm, let alone have such ability?

Maybe one day, you suddenly find that the campus has been updated for dozens of chapters, and when you find that Yan Yufeng and his friends are standing at the highest point of high school in the country, you will laugh happily.

That's what I want!

I hope everyone can keep my books on the bookshelf, this is my only requirement.

Finally, I want to make a statement: No one is perfect, don’t always say what I am. I am just an ordinary person. If someone scolds me, I will be unhappy, and if I am in a bad mood, I will be depressed. I am not a writer. I am just writing something that I fantasize about in my heart, but some people like to read it.

In a simple sentence: I am not a writer, don’t use it as a writer to measure me. It’s better to treat me as a passerby on the street. Your good friend who likes to behave like a little bitch around you will see me.
Chapter completed!