She doesn't need his guilt
With her beautiful eyes staring at Qin Yiren's subtle expression, Ji Manman uses her innate expertise and firmly grasps the initiative in conversation.
Relying on the advantages of being both women, she instantly guessed what Qin Yiren minded the most, and she didn't mind at all by hurting the other party to get more.
"Then, things are clear."
Yun Ningfeng made a conclusion on the relationship between the two, Ji Manman smiled confidently: "In the past, I just sympathized with you and didn't want you to do stupid things like suicide. I had to stay by your side to coax you...
…”
Having said that.
Ji Manman paused, and looked at Qin Yiren with a meaningful look, as if he had already seen through the other party's dirty and secret thoughts. He continued with a vicious smile: "But you are not a little girl, he can't always waste time on you."
Qin Yiren's beautiful face gradually faded.
Her heart was cold and painful, but she didn't want to show her timidity in front of her rival, and she forced herself to have the illusion of calmness and indifference, and pursed her lips and remained silent.
Ji Manman was very satisfied with her performance and sighed: "Miss Qin, you must have thought about what I said, right? Why don't you leave your past years?"
"...I love him." The slender eyelashes trembled violently, and Qin Yiren said softly: "I believe that he loves me too."
"Do you believe it? Or do you expect it?"
As if he heard the funnyest joke in the world, Ji Manman opened her eyes exaggeratedly and showed a hint of ridicule in surprise.
She sighed helplessly and said slowly: "Okay, I originally thought Miss Qin was just a little shameless, but I didn't expect that Miss Qin was best at deceiving herself, which really made me feel at a disadvantage."
Qin Yiren looked up at her, and there was no smile in her eyes that were clearly distinguished by black and white.
She knew that what Ji Manman said might not be true.
But the other party really knew her heart very well, and every word was like a knife, which hit her pain very accurately.
He picked up the teacup and took a sip. Ji Manman sighed with a smile: "No wonder he was so worried about you in the past. How did you act when you were in front of him? Isn't you going to be unable to survive without him?"
She didn't...
Qin Yiren subconsciously wanted to refute.
However, thinking of her fragile self during this period, she asked herself unforgettably, and her heart was filled with bitter and melancholy emotions.
She did not deliberately show fragility. She always wanted to recover quickly, but psychological trauma was more difficult to heal than physical trauma.
In order not to worry Chu Xinian, she forced herself to do her best to this extent.
If it was her unintentional fragility that made Chu Xinian sympathize with her and unable to let go...
The thoughts that had emerged countless times surged into my heart again. Qin Yiren quietly bit her lower lip and tried her best to hide the water mist that was quietly spreading in her eyes.
"Oh? Miss Qin intends to cry in front of me?"
Ji Manman looked at her leisurely, and her sweet lips exuded sarcastic words: "No wonder you promised to see me so happily. Are you planning to make yourself even more embarrassed, go back to complain to the past year, and get more sympathy from him.
And care?"
Qin Yiren's hand hanging down beside her clenched into a fist, pressing the pain in her heart, pursing her lips and refusing to speak.
Since she knew that Ji Manman was provoking her, she could not control her emotions and could not take her words any longer.
Ji Manman didn't like her ignorance very much, and she tried her best to continue to stimulate her: "That's right, after all, as long as you leave you in the past, you will be completely unable to survive."
"What you want to say is just that?"
Qin Yiren took a deep breath silently and interrupted her with a hoarse voice: "Miss Ji, if you think that saying these words to me will make me run away ashamed and make you get what you want, then you may underestimate me too much.
Now.”
The above are indeed Ji Manman’s original plan.
Listening to Qin Yiren expose her thoughts, Ji Manman felt no shame at all and smiled and counterattacked: "I just think that if Miss Qin thought she loved the past, she shouldn't have tied him to her side with sympathy and guilt. It was me
Too naive?”
Qin Yiren looked at her tit-for-tat and answered word by word: "If his feelings for me were just sympathy and guilt, I would leave without you saying it."
"That's it." Ji Manman smiled helplessly and said carelessly: "So, in your opinion, did you really love you in the past?"
"I don't know if he really loves me." Recalling the time he and Chu Xinian spent on the island, Qin Yiren's mood gradually calmed down, "But I know that sympathy and guilt cannot make him do that.
pay."
What's more, she got drunk that day, giving Liu Liang an opportunity.
Even though the reason for her drunk was Chu Xinian and Ji Manman, she never intended to blame anyone for the reason, even if that would make her much easier.
So, she didn't think Chu Xinian would feel particularly guilty.
I felt so guilty that I left my beloved wife alone, and would rather stay on the island to take care of her diet and daily life, with three meals a day.
Unless, the person he loves is not Ji Manman.
When he met Qin Yiren's clear gaze, Ji Manman frowned without a trace.
She knew that Qin Yiren was in a bad mental state and had seen her strangeness with her own eyes, but she could not easily anger her.
The reason for this result is of course related to the past years.
I can't imagine what kind of life these two people live on the island. Ji Manman's beautiful face was twisted because of jealousy and said with a sneer: "Miss Qin, since you insist on lies that you don't believe, then you can like it, just
Please don't forget a little."
Qin Yiren blinked quietly, Qingmei's little face was not moved, and she maintained a calmness that was neither humble nor arrogant.
Ji Manman hated her for fear of victory and warned maliciously: "I am Chu Xinian's legal wife, and you will always be a shameful lover!"
After saying this, Ji Manman stood up and left with a high attitude, as if Qin Yiren was just an inconspicuous little character and was not worth her waste of too much time.
Staying alone in the private room, Qin Yiren held down her forehead that was painful and began to regret agreeing to meet Ji Manman.
Although she is not afraid of the other party, the oppression of the big stars is extraordinary and indeed not comparable to that of ordinary people.
After a tired rest, Qin Yiren clearly realized that Ji Manman would never agree to divorce Chu Xinian, so she closed her eyes in a complicated mood.
Could it be...
It really takes one and a half years to separate, and to force the marriage between Ji Manman and Chu Xinian, as Chu Xinian said?
Just as Qin Yiren was struggling, his cell phone rang.
She thought it was Xia Ye who called, but when she saw the caller ID, she was stunned and answered with guilt: "What are you doing?"
"Yiren, where are you?"
Chu Xinian's low magnetic voice rang in her ears, and she said concisely: "I just finished my work and returned to the room early and found that you were not here."
Qin Yiren looked out the window secretly and regretfully gave up the idea of being able to pass the test.
It is impossible to return to the island from here without an hour.
"I……"
After a moment of hesitation, Qin Yiren quickly found a suitable excuse: "I talked to Dr. Miao, and she said that revisiting the old place might help restore memory. I wanted to go back to my previous home to see it, but now...
Not mentally prepared.”
It is inevitable to have a complicated mood when visiting the forgotten past with a brand new identity.
Chu Xinian pondered slightly and accepted her explanation: "Then where are you now?"
Qin Yiren was glad that she was witty and said softly: "I'm in a cafe and want to eat some sweets to relieve stress."
Such behavior is very consistent with her personality and preferences.
"Fool."
Chu Xinian sighed helplessly and dotingly, and continued in a low voice: "Why don't you wait for me to come back?"
"You've been very busy with work recently, and I can handle such small things."
"Stay there and wait for me, I'll be there soon."
"……All right."
Knowing that Chu Xinian could not leave her alone, Qin Yiren did not refuse the gentleness of the man, and left the teahouse as if nothing had happened and took a car to Huang Qian's former address.
I chose a cafe nearby. She ordered a few small cakes and sent the address to Chu Xinian.
Using a small spoon to dig sweet cream, Qin Yiren turned her head and looked at the street scene outside the window. It was difficult to reflect the pictures in her memory.
In the past decade, the changes in the rivers and seas have changed with each passing day.
But she only recalled her childhood memories. At that time, her adoptive mother always rode her bicycle to pick her up and drop her off to kindergarten, and the buildings on the streets were dilapidated.
Looking at the busy scenery outside the window, Qin Yiren rubbed his forehead in annoyance, and found that finding memory was more difficult than imagined.
Since the streets I lived in as a child became like this, it is unknown whether the kindergarten I studied exists.
The only thing that made her expectate was the place where she lived when she adopted mother was.
I heard that for some reasons, there was no demolition nearby, but it was just a small block.
A kind heart arose in his heart. Qin Yiren silently dug the small cake and deliberately stopped thinking about meeting Ji Manman.
She didn't know whether Ji Manman was saying true or not, but Chu Xinian was willing to stay by her side, so she wouldn't be so stupid that she pushed him to Ji Manman.
And what she has to do now is to work hard to recover
At that time, she no longer needed Chu Xinian's sympathy and guilt, if he was still willing to stay with her...
Apart from love, she could not think of any other reason.
The corners of the scalp lips gently raised a curve. Qin Yiren took a sip of milk tea, not preparing to mention today's meeting with Chu Xinian.
Although Ji Manman talked to her seriously, she didn't intend to take it to heart.
She would judge Chu Xinian's feelings for her by herself, instead of denying everything he had given to others after listening to a few words.
Chapter completed!