First of all, I want to apologize. I'm sorry, opening a single chapter is indeed a bit pretentious.

Actually I really don't know what I'm doing.

Maybe it was a moment of passion, or maybe it was the arrogance of being a half-literary person that made me dare not give up easily.

I have to take the postgraduate entrance examination at the end of the year.

And now with an income of around one thousand a month, I don’t know what I am insisting on.

If it weren't for the rewards from readers who I couldn't express my gratitude to, I would only have only 500 yuan a month for perfect attendance.

No reader knows how many times I read the book circle every day. Whether it is good, bad, praised, or slandered, I see it all.

When I saw some readers posting questions because they didn't understand something, I wanted to help them answer it immediately, but I didn't. I just watched silently and felt grateful.

In one hundred days, I, an extremely ordinary liberal arts student, still devoted an unimaginable amount of effort to it.

The postgraduate entrance examination is very stressful. You may not know that I even signed up for two postgraduate entrance examination tutoring classes, one face-to-face and one online. It can be said that in the past 100 days, I...

Many times I thought about giving up, telling myself that it was meaningless and that it was only right to prepare well for the postgraduate entrance examination.

But looking at the readers on the reward list, the readers who even paid to subscribe to the book, and even worse, the readers who downloaded Zongheng specifically for this book, looking at you, I really don’t dare, and I don’t deserve to say anything. Say the word "give up".

I've been feeling a bit depressed in recent days. I even check every once in a while to see if there are any new readers and if there are any readers who are dissatisfied. If no one talks in book circles or groups all day, I will feel empty in my heart. …

From now on, I will no longer ask for rewards or subscriptions, and I feel a little relieved. Maybe the result of writing a niche article is just what it should be, and it's just your own fault.

Several writers at the same time advised me to change my writing to routine and trivial writing. Although I could make money, I really couldn't get over the hurdle in my heart and couldn't start writing at all.

Hey, stop being pretentious. The book is for everyone to feel comfortable and to pass the time, not to see me being pretentious. I understand all this. I apologize again, I'm sorry.

If one day you find that this book has stopped updating, please don't scold the author, because some things cannot be accomplished with passion.
Chapter completed!