212. In my memory there is only intoxication
Qinglan, you eat the plum blossoms, the plum blossoms here taste very good. "I felt helpless, and I stretched out my slender finger and pinched a plum blossom from the small plate, handed it to Xie Qinglan's mouth. At the same time, I gently put a hand on Chen Rui's thigh, and gently pinched it, and handed it over the corner of my eyes.
At the same time, an indescribable feeling surged in her heart, sweet but sour. What’s sweet is that Chen Rui still cared about her. Even in front of his wife, she was very touched. What’s sour is that she felt that her current situation was a bit like an affair. Compared to Xie Qinglan, she was like Chen Rui’s lover. She could only think about these things in private. How could she fall to this point?
Zhang Qingqing, Zhang Qingqing, why are you so happy? It’s okay to sleep with a man, why are you still happy to be someone else’s lover? You are so happy, you won’t be so depraved, you are so petty bourgeois, you are not short of money, and you are not short of appearance, why do you have to find a man to rely on? Is it okay to show some backbone? This kind of thought comes out in her heart, constantly reminding herself to pay attention to her identity
But even so, she still couldn't help but worry about gains and losses. The hand placed on Chen Rui's leg did not twitch, but gently stroked it a few more times, as if she was afraid that the pinch just now would make Chen Rui hurt.
Chen Rui was stunned and understood Zhang Qingqing's thoughts. She was afraid that Xie Qinglan would discover their ambiguous relationship. It seemed that she regarded Xie Qinglan as his girlfriend.
"Mr. Zhang, don't be polite, I'll do it myself. You'll give Chen Rui this pill and let him taste the things here too." Xie Qinglan shook her head. Her coldness made her not very familiar with the world. After all, she has very little contact with others, so she didn't think much about Zhang Qingqing's small moves.
But Zhang Qingqing was stunned. She glanced at Mei's words in her hand and felt puzzled again. How could I ask me to feed your husband? What does she mean? Don't she know how to be jealous?
After thinking about it, she quietly took her hand back. As Xie Qing said halfway, she handed the plum blossom to Chen Rui's mouth. She smiled awkwardly and stroked the little hand on Chen Rui's legs a few times. The palm was covered with sweat. The feeling of having an affair became stronger and stronger. This made her, who had always followed the rules, feel like she was in a dream.
When Chen Rui opened his mouth and put the plum blossom in his mouth, he just touched Zhang Qingqing's finger, her delicate body trembled, and quickly withdrew his fingers. One of the faces was covered with red clouds, but her other hand still did not retract.
The first time was a mistake, and the second time was barely considered a mistake, but the next two incidents of going to bed caused a lot of stimulation to Zhang Qingqing. Apart from Alang, she had never even dated a man, not to mention the deviant behaviors of holding hands and kissing her mouth. Now she not only slept with Chen Rui, but also twice, which made her a little unacceptable. But when she thought of this, she also felt like she was passionate in her heart.
Chen Rui chewed the sour words of plum blossoms and squinted his eyes. Xie Qinglan lowered her head and wrote something on the notebook. It was the hospital's heavy planning map, but Zhang Qingqing lowered her head, and her delicate face almost squeezed into her chest. Her mind was in a mess. For a moment, no one of the three people spoke.
"Mr. Zhang, you mentioned the outsourcing of the hospital's financial last time. I thought about it and thought it was really good. But I am not very familiar with the financial company. I would like to ask you to introduce it to me." Xie Qinglan asked coldly, leaning quietly into the chair, and her slender legs pressed on her other leg, which was very freehand.
"Well, okay," Zhang Qingqing agreed casually. In fact, she didn't hear clearly what Xie Qinglan was saying. She is still thinking about Chen Rui's affairs, struggling to tell her not to think about Chen Rui anymore, and she will never become Chen Rui's lover. She is an extremely traditional woman. She has almost harsh demands on men and women. So she has a ** contact with Chen Rui, which makes her very confused. She always feels that it is Chen Rui's woman.
"Qingqing, let's go, I think everyone's interest is not high. We have already had dinner and met, so we went back separately. But we can't just be so cheap Qinglan. She said she wanted to treat us to a big meal, so she must find time for her to treat it again." Chen Rui finished talking to the plum blossoms, spit out the kernel, said softly, and looked at the hand pressed on his thigh, and patted it a few times.
Zhang Qingqing suddenly reacted and held Chen Rui's hand with his backhand. The beautiful eyes under his glasses were flowing, but his waist was straight, his chest was bulging, and he was staring straight towards Xie Qinglan opposite him.
Both women are not talking much, so the scene is a bit dull. This is not a restaurant or other entertainment venue, so Chen Rui can't say anything boring. It's better to go home as soon as possible, at least you can hold Xie Qinglan and have a good sleep. But he didn't expect Zhang Qingqing to react so fiercely and hold his hand in one hand
Xie Qinglan raised her head, nodded, and said coldly: "Then let's go, I'll change my clothes first, Mr. Zhang, together
Next time I will definitely invite you and Chen Rui to dinner. If you don’t have your help, you will be transferred so smoothly.”
Zhang Qingqing quickly let go of Chen Rui's hand, glanced at Xie Qinglan, and smiled and said, "Qinglan, you go there first, I'll sit for a few more minutes, drink this cup of tea first, and go there immediately."
Xie Qinglan nodded, turned her head and walked around the table. When she passed by Chen Rui, she patted his shoulder with a slender hand and asked softly: "How is your injury? It's logical that it's time to heal. I'll take a look for you when I go back tonight."
This sentence is natural. She is cold and not good at socializing, so she won't avoid these things. In her opinion, these words are very natural. Anyway, they had an appointment tonight, and they didn't care about the other woman next to her at all.
But it felt uncomfortable when Zhang Qingqing heard it. She believed that Xie Qinglan was Chen Rui's wife, so a sour feeling spread throughout her body. She even felt that her nose was a little sour. She could only avoid Xie Qinglan's sight while drinking tea.
Chen Rui glanced at Zhang Qingqing and waved his hand to Xie Qinglan. He looked like a man, but he sighed in his heart. If Xie Qinglan treats to dinner next time, he should not go. In front of Zhang Qingqing, these facts are embarrassing, and the probability of misunderstandings is too high.
"Chen Rui, I was still thinking that you probably wouldn't come over. I didn't expect you to dare to come in. But looking at you and your wife, you are really loving. Qinglan is a little cold, but this also shows that she is wholehearted." Zhang Qingqing took off her glasses, wiped the corners of her eyes gently, and said with a slight slight silence.
Chen Rui was speechless, thinking that if Xie Qinglan didn't pat his shoulder and said that ambiguous words to him just now, he would definitely deny his relationship with Xie Qinglan. He thought about being with Xie Qinglan. Since the two of them were in the same city, they could know each other without any gaps. It would be good to live together, but Xie Qinglan has always disagreed. Her main ambition is not about men and women. In her opinion, she is a doctor, so she should focus all her energy on rescuing patients. It is not her distraction for the sake of family, so slowly, Chen Rui also accepted this undefined relationship. Anyway, even if she is defined as a friend, Chen Rui is her only man.
"No matter what, I will always face you in the future, so escaping is not the solution to the problem. Besides, we are friends. If you ask me to come over, no matter how difficult it is, I will come. This time, I know that you are giving me face and are willing to help Qinglan. I must see you. Don't say that this is a women's hall, or even a bathhouse, I will break in with my life." Chen Rui sighed, shook his head and said,
Zhang Qingqing burst into laughter and gave Chen Rui a blank look. This look contained an indescribable feeling, just like a woman acting coquettishly towards her lover she had known for a long time. The charm was full of the breath of a mature woman, and the charm of an intellectual woman in a specific environment made Chen Rui stunned, and her eyes fell on her earlobe wearing ruby earrings.
"Who told you to break into a woman's bathhouse?" After saying these shy words, she noticed Chen Rui's expression. She couldn't help but lower her head and sighed softly. Her voice faintly changed, full of helplessness. She said indifferently: "Chen Rui, you have such a good wife. You really shouldn't have such a relationship with me. I really want to forget you, so I don't want to call you, don't want to see you, I'm constantly restraining myself and being cold to you, but why do you always appear in my mind? The beginning between us is a mistake. What should I do in the future? I'm very confused. Can you give me an answer?"
Chen Rui smiled bitterly and shook his head. When Zhang Qingqing faced Xie Qinglan, she finally told Chen Rui that she felt bitter. She was also a woman, a beautiful woman. With her conservative tradition, she went to bed with Chen Rui and recognized this kind of relationship between men and women. Although she restrained herself and kept a distance from Chen Rui, when she really saw him, when she was facing Xie Qinglan, her psychological defense suddenly collapsed and she vented all her resentment at Chen Rui. This clearly showed an attitude. You Chen Rui owed me what you went to my bed. You made me unable to forget you. You have to solve this problem.
"Qingqing, I really want to tell you with a stern face, we are all adults, what should have happened has happened, no one can deny it, just let it pass, but now I can't say it with peace of mind. In fact, it's not a mistake between us, at least that's what I think, that process is wonderful, and there is only intoxication in my memory..." Chen Rui leaned on the back of the chair, his face hidden in the dead corner of the light, and murmured.
Chapter completed!