Chapter 109: Enlightenment
After opening his eyes, Lu Yangsheng was in a daze for a moment, because he didn't know if it was an illusion, but he really felt that a beam of light was shining on his face, but when he subconsciously blinked, the beam of light disappeared and came into view.
He also became a drunken young Taoist priest.
Lu Yangsheng pursed his lips, feeling his mouth was dry. He struggled to sit up, looked at the familiar room, and then asked Jiang Guining hoarsely.
"Taoist Priest? What's wrong with me?"
Jiang Guining burped from wine and answered in a daze.
"You? What can happen to you?"
Lu Yangsheng shook his head gently. He felt dizzy and in severe pain. Not only that, even his hands were shaking a little, and he looked like he was just recovering from a serious illness.
Seeing Lu Yangsheng like this, Jiang Guining said as if he suddenly realized something.
"Oh... I remember that you begged me for several bowls of wine and got very drunk. Then you started crying, fussing, sobbing, and almost made me laugh to death."
As if remembering Lu Yangsheng's appearance at that time, Jiang Guining really held her belly and laughed.
Someone helped Lu Yangsheng to remember, and it was as if Lu Yangsheng had opened the floodgates of memory, and all the memories of that night came out in an instant.
He remembered the confession in front of his parents' graves, the quarrel after Jiang Guining arrived, and even all the conversations he had with Jiang Guining after he was drunk.
Lu Yangsheng looked at Jiang Guining, who was laughing loudly, and his hands and feet suddenly felt cold. He stared at him blankly, his eyes full of panic.
Jiang Guining finally stopped laughing at this time. He looked at Lu Yangsheng, still with a smile on his face.
"Why, do you remember what happened that night?"
I don't know whether it was because of fear or a natural reaction after being drunk, but Lu Yangsheng's face turned pale at this moment and he nodded lightly towards Jiang Guining.
Looking at his appearance at this time, Jiang Guining knew that he had indeed not solved the knot in his heart, but thinking about it, if the knot in his heart could be solved so easily, wouldn't the monk's so-called inner demon become a huge problem?
A joke?
So he said to Lu Yangsheng knowingly.
"Brother, do you still think that the deaths of Li Aniu and Liu Mazi are entirely your fault?"
Lu Yangsheng lowered his head, not letting anyone see his expression, and just nodded lightly.
Jiang Guining had already sat on the edge of the bed and said to Lu Yangsheng with a joking smile.
"That's going to be difficult. Well, little brother, let me ask you something."
Lu Yangsheng still didn't raise his head or speak, he just nodded.
With Lu Yangsheng's consent, Jiang Guining asked.
"Brother, have you ever thought about killing people and silencing them?"
After hearing Jiang Guining's question, Lu Yangsheng raised his head suddenly, his face full of panic, and shook his head desperately at Jiang Guining.
"Taoist Priest, I have never thought of killing you, never."
Seeing Lu Yangsheng's panicked look, Jiang Guining suddenly stretched out a hand and gently pressed it on his head, stopping him from shaking his head.
"If it's not, it's not. There's no need to shake your head so hard. You've just woken up from a hangover and you haven't passed away yet. Are you really afraid of shaking yourself up? Besides, what's the matter even if there is? You haven't done anything yet.
? As for being so nervous?"
Lu Yangsheng looked at Jiang Guining with tears in his eyes, his face full of confusion. He really wasn't lying about this. Even if Jiang Guining knew all his plans during this period, he still had no intention of killing anyone. After all,
Even though he had been bullied countless times since he was a child, Lu Yangsheng had never had a quarrel with someone with red eyes, let alone a murderous intention. If it weren't for Li Aniu and Liu Mazi's incident in Jiuye
He went too far, and Lu Yangsheng wouldn't be able to plan everything that will happen next.
Seeing Lu Yangsheng's appearance at this time, Jiang Guining lost the smile on his face. He said to Lu Yangsheng seriously.
"Since you haven't thought about killing me, it shows that you still have your own bottom line. In this case, let me ask you one more thing. Little brother, do you regret what you have done during this time?"
After listening to Jiang Guining's question, Lu Yangsheng was stunned. In his mind, the scene of Master Jiu before his death appeared in front of him over and over again, then the rumors in the town, and finally Li Aniu and Liu
The expressions on the faces of Mazi and Mazi when they blocked Master Jiu at the door of the clan leader the night he died...
These memories appeared before his eyes over and over again, vividly, and everything seemed to have happened just now.
Thinking back on these memories, Lu Yangsheng's face became increasingly uglier. He did not answer this question and had no way to answer it. Because if it happened again, he might still do the same thing.
Looking at Lu Yangsheng's expression at this time, Jiang Guining already knew the answer. He did not ask further, but changed the topic.
"Brother, are you so sad now? Is it because of the deaths of Li Aniu and Liu Mazi, or is it because of the affection Li Aniu's parents had for Li Aniu? What did you think of that makes it so difficult for you to let go?
"
After hearing Jiang Guining's words, Lu Yangsheng's head suddenly felt like a bolt from the blue, and he was stunned on the spot.
Ignoring Lu Yangsheng's appearance at this time, Jiang Guining continued.
"There are many things in this world. No matter what others say to you, it is other people's truth, not your own. You often cannot convince yourself with other people's truth. So, little brother, you
Think about it for yourself. If you still can't figure it out in the end, then come to Xiaodao again. Or you can go directly to your clan leader and openly confess to him what you have done and see what he will do.
Treat you. In short, don’t deceive yourself by saying that you are wrong, and at the same time think about deceiving your inner thoughts by confessing. In that case, you are really wrong.”
After listening to Jiang Guining's words, Lu Yangsheng was speechless for a long time. His head was dizzy, and he felt as if he had caught something, but also as if he had caught nothing.
After saying so much, Jiang Guining seemed to have no interest in talking anymore. He yawned and suddenly said with a frown while holding his stomach.
"Brother, can we talk about other things later? I'm hungry, can you cook some food for Xiaodao?"
One second he looked like a master who was giving advice to others, and his words were in line with his status as a master. The next second he became the poor Taoist priest who was begging for food. Jiang Guining changed so quickly that he was thinking about him.
Lu Yangsheng was a little confused when he said this. But at this moment, Lu Yangsheng's stomach also started to make a "gurgling" sound. He touched his stomach and said to Jiang Guining in a daze.
"Oh, Taoist priest, just wait a moment, I'll go cook for you right now."
With that said, Lu Yangsheng stood up from the bed and staggered toward the kitchen outside the door.
Lu Yangsheng was actually a little strange at this time. He didn't know whether it was because he was drunk or because Jiang Guining's words reminded him of something. He was immersed in his own thoughts and had no time to care about the situation outside, which made him walk.
He was swaying when he was walking, and even the expression on his face was very confused. He seemed to be sleepwalking, giving people a feeling of being half drunk and half awake.
After Lu Yangsheng got up, the seat on the bed naturally became vacant, and Jiang Guining lay down on it. He looked at Lu Yangsheng's back and said to himself.
"There is a saying in the human world that the relationship between the years is difficult, but compared with the relationship between a monk and a monk, it is still far behind."
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After leaving the house, the bright sunlight outside shone on Lu Yangsheng's face. Logically speaking, anyone who stayed in the house for a long time should have a bright feeling when they went out for the first time, but Lu Yangsheng did not
No. He still looked dazed, as if he didn't feel anything about the changes in the external environment.
In this state, Lu Yangsheng almost relied on instinct, put the rice and water into the pot, and then started to light a fire at the bottom of the pot to cook.
During the whole process, Lu Yangsheng did not make any other unnecessary movements, giving people the feeling that he had lost his soul.
Not far from where Lu Yangsheng was cooking, there was a small tree as thick as a bowl. Since it was already late autumn, the leaves on the tree had completely turned into a withered yellow color. If the autumn wind blew by,
, a few yellow leaves will fall from the tree with the autumn wind, and then be carried by the autumn wind to the distant mountains.
While Lu Yangsheng was cooking, by chance, his eyes happened to be looking at this small tree, and he happened to see the scene of the autumn wind blowing off the yellow leaves.
After seeing this scene, Lu Yangsheng seemed to suddenly think of something, and his blank eyes suddenly became brighter. He looked at the yellow leaves floating in the distance, and only slowly took them back until the yellow leaves completely disappeared into the mountains.
He looked at it, and then looked at the small tree again.
Not long after, another gust of autumn wind blew by, and a few yellow leaves fell from the trees, and then they were blown away by the autumn wind. Then Lu Yangsheng turned his eyes to those who were blown away by the wind.
Leaves.
Repeating this process over and over again, I don't know how many reincarnations have passed, the look in Lu Yangsheng's eyes became brighter and brighter, and the spiritual energy on his body circulated faster and faster. In the end, the spiritual energy even formed a small spiritual vortex above his head,
All the spiritual energy within a few miles was sucked in.
Inside the house, Jiang Guining suddenly laughed. He stood up and walked gently to the door without making any movement. He just looked at Lu Yangsheng's strange behavior at this time. There was a small colorful snake that came out with him.
, when it looked at Lu Yangsheng's appearance at this time, there was actually a hint of human envy in its eyes, because it felt that Lu Yangsheng's state at this time was clearly enlightening.
In the world of cultivation, enlightenment is a rare opportunity. Generally speaking, only when a monk has a breakthrough in his mind, can he enter this state. Once he enters the state of enlightenment, his strength may not be the same.
There will be slight progress, but in terms of character, there will definitely be great progress.
For monks, the growth of character is always more difficult and more important than the growth of strength. Because the former determines the level of the monk's future practice, while strength is only the current strength.
That little snake has actually been practicing for more than five hundred years, but in all these years, it has never entered the state of enlightenment, not even once. But now, it actually saw with its own eyes a man who was only a dozen
A year-old human being has entered a state of enlightenment in front of it. How can he not be envious of this?
While envious, it quietly glanced at the little Taoist priest next to it, and then a chill swept through its body. It knew that the reason why the human boy was able to enter the state of enlightenment should be entirely due to this man.
Help, it really doesn’t understand how much strength one needs to be able to enter the state of enlightenment casually.
Chapter completed!