Chapter 143 Xie Yu's speech and farewell
Xie Yuci from that year was clearly in a deep way toward Taiyin Youying.
He had a close relationship with Him, and loved him to the point where he was willing to give up on himself and imprison himself even though He had not yet realized this love, even if she had not yet transformed into a gender.
How desperate was Xie Yuci at that time?
For Him, he could spend a hundred years turning the fairy mountain Daiyu from a desolate land into a foreign source of immortality overseas;
For Him, he could also give up his own third-born "Qiuanqi Pearl" whose power is comparable to the power of half of the soul of the Supreme God without hesitation;
For Him, he did not hesitate to damage his cultivation and absorbed evil spirits for her in the mortal world for nearly a hundred years.
But why? Why did he fall in love with someone else after he was beaten back to his sacred fetus, practiced again, and became Qiongqijun's farewell?
Could it be that the love that I once thought was as hot as fire could be mixed with impurities?
It turns out that he is such a person who is unstable and has a sense of dissatisfaction?
When Xie Yuci was a god, he would still fall in love with the birth of a god, and failed to differentiate his gender, and his divine nature was obvious, and he was ruthless and desireless.
So, why did he? As a farewell, he fell in love with Yu Lan, a mortal woman who was destined to have no result with him?
The most shameful thing is that after being rejected by Yu Lan, he did not insist anymore, nor did he let go of everything to find her. Instead, he returned to Daiyu like a fate, and went to the Ninth Heaven to serve as a priest, and never met her in life and death.
——This is also the one who is wrong!
It was him who was sorry to Yu Lan.
But how could he compare Yu Lan with the "impurities" of his feelings?
Yu Lan was originally the purest woman in this world.
The person who makes his love no longer firm is Taiyin Youying, while the person who makes love produce impurities is himself.
From beginning to end, how innocent Yu Lan is?
Xie Yuci looked at Luopu Guai in front of him with a deep look, and suddenly laughed silently.
In fact, at this time he had figured out the joints that had puzzled him for a long time.
Why did Junbei just returned to Xianshan Daiyu and all the developments were out of control?
Why did Taiyin Youying ordered him to go to the Ninth Heaven to work and practice, so he had to obey and dare not disobey?
Because at that time, even though I lost my previous memory, there was still no one or anything that could pass through the weight of the Holy Emperor Taiyin Youying in his heart.
Even Yu Lan, it won’t work.
The Emperor of Saint only needs to say lightly: "What if I insist on you going? You will violate my order."
——He could only bend his knees, kneel on the cold white jade floor tiles, faced the jade steps according to the courtesy, and bowed heavily to his head and surrender!
He didn't even need to say a harsh word, just a look could make Jun at that time not anxious and nervous.
Young man Jun, don’t love the humbleness, love the timidity, love the low point into the dust.
What’s even more sad is that it was not until he took back the “Qiongqi Pearl” to restore his memory, until the day when his life belonged to “Junbei” was completely completed.
——Young Junbei never really faced the feelings he had for the Saint Emperor Taiyin Youying, nor did he realize who the Saint Emperor Taiyin Youying was to him.
Jun did not think that his feelings for the past saint emperor were just admiration for years, deep admiration, and noble respect.
But in fact, none of them are.
That was the hopeful and desperate emotion when Xie Yuci looked up at the Nine Heavens alone for thousands of years.
That is also Xie Yuci's love for Taiyin Youying, and the love engraved in his bones is hard to control.
He is Junjie, and Junjie is also him.
But he is not Junbi, and Junbi is not completely considered him.
But even if the same person is beaten back to his original form and starts again, the feelings that once belonged to Xie Yuci still affected the Junbi back then, making the young man who didn't know what he was just wanting to look up to her and just wanting to get close to her.
Just like a man who had been groping and crawling alone in the dark silence for many years, he suddenly discovered a bright and cold moonlight, and he could not control himself and did not chase the moonlight.
So even if you have been in a lifetime, you will be renamed and called it a farewell, even if you lose your memory and forget all the past.
I must not forget this palpitations.
The young man farewell, he once admired Yu Lan sincerely, and this is undeniable.
But it is also undeniable that many of the mortal woman Yu Lan's personalities and habits are indeed very similar to those of the former Saint Emperor Taiyin Youying.
Junbe, who didn't know the past, didn't understand, but Xie Yuci knew clearly that the admiration of "Junbe" for the mortal Yu Lan was also a kind of empathy for the dislocation of the saint emperor?
Because I didn't dare to hope to catch the bright moon hanging high in the nine heavens, I encountered the similar reflection of the moon reflected in the lake water, and couldn't help but approach and leaned forward to catch it.
How unfair this is to Yu Lan.
Xie Yuci was relieved with a little regret at this moment. He was actually a little grateful.
Fortunately, Yu Lan did not agree to the young man Jun’s other emotions.
Perhaps, Yu Lan is also a smart woman. She was worried that the boy was not sure of his character and could not tell his true feelings, so she did not have to accept his feelings.
There is God's will in the dark, and everything seems to have its own arrangements.
If Yu Lan had never left without saying goodbye, but had agreed to Jun's other wishes, perhaps Jun would not have really been with her for the rest of her life.
Then, he will definitely not leave his mortal lover and go to the Nine Heavens Fallen God Ting Temple to serve as a priest.
If he did not become a priest in the fallen temple, he would not have the chance to know Ling Rong and Wan Qing.
In this way, he no longer has the opportunity to get back the "Qiuanqi Pearl" of his own, and he will not recover his memory.
But if this is true, the "Jun Farewell" who did not know about the past will never become the evil spirit "Xie Yuci". From then on, I will find another love and be a so-called righteous immortal beast and immortal official for the rest of my life;
From then on, Taiyin Youying also sat in the Immortal Palace, ruthless and unloved, and will always be the holy emperor admired by the Three Realms and worshipped by the people.
He will live with heaven and earth, and remain unchanged for thousands of years. The path of God flows and the years go by.
If this ends between them, is it luck or misfortune?
Xie Yuci looked at the clear water of Luoshen Lake under his feet silently.
He suddenly overturned all the previous inferences!
No!
Why did he follow the path she arranged to perform this drama she arranged for him in life?
If she confessed frankly and disliked his companionship and got tired of having sex with him, Xie Yuci was not a person who did not understand self-esteem and forced to disturb him.
Chapter completed!