Asavani was very panicked at this time.
Although she had always thought that it would be great if one day she could wake up from the madness of the curse of knowledge and live a truly carefree life, but the serious illness was not treated, and at this time, the evil god and witch seemed to be ill.
Patients who dare to see a doctor generally know that their rationality tells them that they should seek active treatment, but they are full of fear emotionally.
What if we can’t cure it this time? If there is no hope, there is no despair, so why don’t we just stop trying? Anyway, you are used to being crazy. There are still almost forty-nine years before the deadline. There is no rush.
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And even if I go for treatment, it may not be cured. On the contrary, there is a huge risk of treatment failure, and the consequences will be terrible if it fails. If I don't get treatment, I still have forty-nine years of free time, but once I get treatment,
If it fails, I might just burp.
No, it’s so scary, so scary, I’m scared.
Asavani was trembling.
Although she shouts every day that she is the great fourth king of the future and the witch of destiny, and looks like she is very powerful, in fact, the more people lack something, the more they talk about it every day.
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Therefore, in fact, she is not great at all, nor is she a chosen one loved by destiny. On the contrary, she is a superfluous person, just a test subject that the mother of the world was forced to give birth to by the three kings.
And it was a failed experiment.
Want to ask why she feels like a failure?
Needless to say, a successful experimental product will go crazy halfway?
Besides, Teacher San Wang didn’t have any expectations for her from the beginning, otherwise he wouldn’t have been so indulgent to her, saying that you can do whatever you want. Do you think any parent who really values ​​their children would do this?
Made?
Those children who are truly loved bear the expectations of their elders, will be placed on the public's expectations, and will be taught strictly from an early age, instead of being left alone like themselves.
Therefore, the Mother of the World does not love her, the Three Kings Teacher does not love her, and even the sages below do not think highly of her.
Alas, yes, who cares about the feelings of a failure? The one who is truly loved is a perfect being like Xibao.
When she thought of the different treatment she and Xibao received, the Evil God Witch couldn't help but feel a sore nose. She was not even worthy of being a substitute.
If she could, she really wanted to put all the blame on others, find a scapegoat to shoulder the blame for everything, and attribute all her misfortunes to the other person's existence.
And the best scapegoat is obviously Xibao. It is because of her existence that he looks like a failed clown.
Well, everything is Xibao's fault. It would be great if she didn't exist. In that case, everyone would like me.
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"Oh, it would be so easy if you really thought about it this way."
Asavani sighed in her heart.
After all, she is not a clown to the extent of escaping reality. She cannot blame her misfortunes on others so naturally.
Moreover, she really couldn't resent Xibao.
After all, she is not a real fun-loving person like Mr. Demon King. Even if she becomes a fun-loving person, she can still laugh happily, as long as she has fun.
Her usual fun-loving behavior is just a childish imitation of her teacher. In fact, she can't accept that she has really become a clown, and she absolutely doesn't want to think about that kind of thing.
So, how could you resent Xibao?
Although the two have known each other for less than a year, that guy is like the sun lighting up her world full of darkness and haze. This year has also been the happiest year she has lived since she was born.
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If possible, she actually wanted to stay with Qian Bao and just be a hat pendant on this guy. If she could spend the remaining forty-nine years happily and peacefully, the evil god and witch felt that even if she could
When the time comes that I really disappear, I will definitely be able to leave with a smile.
Speaking of which, a mortal's life is only a short period of a hundred years, so it is not so difficult to accept that he can live his life calmly like a mortal.
Therefore, our disease is really not that indispensable to be cured.
Asavani thought so in her heart.
Well, before, Xibao promised that she would be treated. At that time, she was really happy and moved, but now that it was time for treatment, she was really reluctant to give up, and she was also really scared.
She was very afraid of what to do if the treatment failed. She had only really lived for a year, and there were still many things that she had yet to try and experience.
She really doesn't want to die.
In short, if you want to run away, let's do it first.
Although escaping is shameful, it really works.
The evil god and witch wanted to escape.
only.......
"Senior, don't be afraid."
One hand firmly grasped Asavanni's figure as she tried to escape, and then the familiar voice sounded firmly in her ears.
It's Dorothy.
The evil god and witch turned her head, and saw that beautiful face that was so charming that she couldn't bear to die. She was very serious at this time. There was absolute confidence and sincerity in this face. Just looking at it made people feel inexplicably at ease.
"Senior sister, please believe me, I will always be by your side, and you will get better soon."
Dorothy looked directly at Senior Sister Fanny in front of her and assured her again.
She could understand the senior sister's nervousness and fear at this time. This was not a sign of pity from a superior person, but a fact that she felt the same way.
After all, it has been almost a year since the two signed the familiar contract.
The familiar and the master have the same mind. As long as a contract is signed, both parties will have a certain probability of receiving the other's thoughts and sensing the other's thoughts as long as they occasionally relax their minds.
Although this ability to empathize is theoretically equal to both parties, in fact, more often than not, the thoughts of the strong flow to the weak.
Dorothy has felt senior Fanny's emotions inadvertently leaked more than once. To be honest, she would have a nightmare every time she felt empathy with the other person, and it was not a pleasant feeling.
What is more direct than the familiar contract is the feeling when two people merge.
Whether it was the fusion of the former Lord in Yellow, the Outer God and Demon God, or the real fusion not long ago when he was pretending to be Hei Wuchang, at that time the two people's hearts would inevitably blend to a certain extent, so in the process, the two sides naturally
It is also inevitable that collisions between minds will occur.
The Lord in Yellow mode is not bad, but she will feel some surging negative energy during the integration process. She can still suppress it easily. At most, she will have nightmares for a few days afterwards, but the previous black and impermanent mode.
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At that time, Dorothy was just pretending to be calm. Her soul was indeed like the sun, seeming to illuminate the dark inner space of senior Fanny, which was very powerful.
But probably only Senior Fanny felt warm at that time.
But the sun greedily absorbing light and heat only makes me feel a little cold.
In that coldness, she could very clearly feel the fear and uneasiness in her senior's heart, and she knew the confusion and inferiority hidden under the smiling face of this fun-loving senior who usually smiled playfully every day.
Haha, my senior sister often helps her pretend to be a clown mask.
But Dorothy is just a performer wearing a clown mask, and that clown mask is closer to the core of a clown than she is.
She greeted people with a smile, but she was crying in her heart.
Alas, I can only say that Senior Sister Fanny was born in the circus. She was indeed born to be a clown.
"As I said, you are the king I recognize. You know, I never lie. Just wait until you are well and be crowned."
Dorothy said so.
"I believe you, there is no one in this world who can lie to others better than you, okay?"
The Evil God and Witch naturally didn't believe it. She complained like this, but she stopped running away.
Alas, Xibao has already said so, what else can I do? Of course I have to trust her.
That's all, it's the same whether you die early or late, and if you don't get treatment, you will definitely die. With treatment, there is still a glimmer of hope. What if a miracle happens?
Asavani thought so in her heart.
She didn't actually believe in miracles before, but now she does.
After all, miracles are all around her.
During this period of time, she witnessed too many miracles with Xibao.
To be continued...