Chapter 453 My heart is even colder

Author: sum of both sides

Chapter 453 My heart is even colder

Song Yi'an was so busy every day that he never touched the ground. When he found out that his second brother failed, he suddenly remembered, oh, the provincial examination results have been released.

"Uncle, I want you to go back." The boy running errands sent a message.

Song Yi'an frowned subconsciously. He was too busy. There were confessions piled several feet high on the case and he hadn't finished sorting them out. How could he have time to go back?

Besides, why is he going back? Let him comfort the second brother? Does the second brother appreciate it? Is he afraid that it will add fuel to the fire?

"The second master just came back from Fucheng. He must be very tired. Let him have a good rest first. I will go back to see him in two days."

"Master..." When the young man heard what he said, his expression became very strange, and he hesitated to speak. Song Yian became a little unhappy, "Just reply to the master like this." He was so busy that he couldn't even sleep.

The family is still bothering him with these nonsense things. Doesn’t it mean he failed the exam? What’s the big deal, just work hard and take the exam again in three years. Is it possible that he still wants to imitate that woman who cried, made trouble, and hanged herself?

The boy then said hesitantly: "Uncle, the second master is not, he is not back..."

"Didn't reply?" Song Yi'an was surprised, "Where has he been? How did you know that he failed the exam if he didn't come home?"

The boy said: "The second master drove the boy beside him back, and then left in the carriage without saying where he was going."

Did he run away from home? He didn't even return home after failing the exam. I wonder if his family is worried about him? Why is the second brother acting like a child when he is such a big man?

Song Yi'an was so shocked that he didn't close his mouth for a long time. The second brother left quietly. The family must have been in chaos, and his father and mother... forget it, he should go back.

As soon as Song Yi'an got home, he saw his father's face was sullen and his brows were furrowed, his mother was holding a handkerchief and crying, and his wife was comforting him in a low voice.

"Yi'an, your brother is missing." When Mrs. Song saw her eldest son back, she seemed to be grasping at straws, "Yi'an, your second brother failed the exam. He has always been a strong child. Mom is really scared. I'm afraid.

He did something stupid!"

"No, the second brother is smart and won't be confused." Song Yi'an comforted her, "Mom, don't scare yourself. The second brother just wants to save face and is in a bad mood. Go out and relax and think about it in a few days.

I'm back. Besides, isn't Lao Zhang following me? Don't worry, it'll be fine."

Lao Zhang was the coachman of the Song family. This time Song Lixian went to Fucheng for the exam, he was the one who drove him. Song Lixian drove the boy back, and the coachman was still following him. What could happen? Song Yian felt that there was no need to worry at all.

"This kid Lixian will fail if he fails the exam. How can he not even know how to make a home? Isn't he trying to steal my heart?" Mrs. Song still cried, "He is in a bad mood and restless. If he uses wine to relieve his worries, he will be killed.

What should I do if someone traps me? What should I do if I fall off a cliff? Nghe An, mother can’t rest assured, go and find your brother.” She grabbed her eldest son’s hand and stared at him closely.

Song Yi'an's face darkened, "Mom, you are just thinking nonsense." Can't you think more clearly? The second brother is already in his twenties, and this is not the first time he has gone out. He has been on study tours four times.

Is he okay? With Lao Zhang following him, who can trick him? It would be even more outrageous to fall off the cliff. If he can't walk on a smooth road, why is he running on the cliff?

"But I feel so panicked. I have nightmares every night when I close my eyes. I dream that something happened to your brother. Yi'an, you are the elder brother. You must get your brother back." Mrs. Song held her eldest son's hand tighter.

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The head of the Song family also followed: "It's really uneasy for him to be alone outside. Yi'an, you are in the county government, you have a wide range of people, and you know many people. Your second brother is not sensible, so you have to work hard to find him."

Right. You are brothers, and only if brothers work together in harmony can the family be carried forward."

Song Yi'an looked at his father with a worried face, and then at his crying mother, and felt very weak in his heart.

Lixian is his biological brother. Even if they have conflicts of one kind or another, he still wishes him well, hopes he can win the imperial examination, and hopes he can have a good future. No matter how much trouble they have, they are still brothers, Dad said

That's right, after breaking the bones and connecting the tendons, he naturally doesn't want anything to happen to him.

He was also worried when his second brother ran away from home. However, his father and mother forced him to find someone, which made him feel very uncomfortable.

"Dad, where is my second brother? Where should I go to find him?" Song Yi'an asked expressionlessly.

"Your second brother..." The head of the Song family was speechless.

"Father and mother don't know where the second brother has gone. How to find him? This is like looking for a needle in a haystack. The second brother left in Fucheng. Do you think this is okay? Ask the uncles and brothers in the clan to start from Fucheng and choose one.

direction……"

Song Yi'an suggested tactfully. Before he even mentioned that the Yamen couldn't ask for leave, his mother became anxious, "Yi'an!" She looked at him dissatisfied and said sternly, "You don't want to go find him? That's your biological brother! Yi'an!"

, are you so reluctant to see your brother? Are you hoping that something will happen to him? You have disappointed my mother so much."

The look in Song Yi'an's eyes made him feel as if he had fallen into an ice cellar. The blood on his face quickly faded. It was as if there was a knife in his heart, piercing his heart time and time again. The pain was so painful that he almost fainted.

"Mr. Sir." Luo Shi whispered uneasily.

"Mom, is this how you miss your son?" It took a long time before Song Yi'an had the strength to speak.

Mrs. Song's eyes evaded, "Did I say something wrong? You have been jealous of your brother since you were a child. You always compete with him for things. If he gets a book, you must have it too. You have no talent for reading..."

The head of the Song family really didn't want to hear what she said, so he interrupted her, "Okay, why are you talking about Chen Guzi and rotten sesame seeds? The top priority is to find Lixian."

Then he turned to the eldest son and said, "Your mother is also thinking about your second brother, so she is inevitably a little emotional. Don't take it to heart, Yi'an."

Song Yi'an only felt it was extremely ironic. He knew that his parents were partial to him, but he didn't expect that he, the eldest son, was not at all in his mother's heart. Was he the one who robbed the second brother's things? It was obviously the second brother who robbed his things.

The book my mother was talking about was given to my second brother by my uncle. He envied it and wanted it, but he also knew he couldn't get it.

How did he come to own that book later? He used the monthly money he had saved for half a year to buy a gift for his second brother, and he was willing to lend it to him to copy. Doesn't he deserve to read because he is not talented in reading?

Song Yi'an wanted to argue, but when he opened his mouth, he felt it was boring. There are parents in the world, so what's wrong with parents? If there is any fault, it can only be his fault as a son.

He closed his eyes and opened them again, and said calmly: "Dad, I'm very busy with errands, I'm afraid I won't be able to ask for leave. We have so many servants, it's not difficult to find someone. My son will ask adults for help.

Make some inquiries in Fucheng to see if anyone knows where my second brother has gone."

The head of the Song family was also a little frightened by his son's serious expression, and said with a stern expression, "You are busy, you are busy, and several of your cousins ​​from your second uncle's family are idle."

Song Yi'an twitched the corner of his mouth, "Then my son will go back to the county office and tell the adults about this first."

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Tomorrow we will go on a spring outing. There will be a martyrs memorial service at the Huaihai Memorial Tower in the morning, and a pastoral singing activity in the afternoon. I hope it won’t rain tomorrow. Updates are pending, and I will try my best to update them.
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