Chapter 375(1/2)
Since Mrs. Lin woke up, she has neither cried nor laughed nor spoken. She has been in a daze without eating or drinking.
After Suisui got married, her boudoir remained untouched.
The utensils inside were all hers.
Sitting in the room, Mrs. Lin didn't even feel her heartache.
It was as if the whole person was numb.
The green plants growing in her house will never wither and will always be full of vitality.
But after Suisui left, the green plants in her house instantly lost their vitality, their leaves withered and turned yellow, and they were unable to recover.
Mrs. Lin took out the swaddling clothes from the cabinet where Suisui came to the Yan family for the first time.
More than ten years later, it is still brand new.
Mrs. Lin held the baby in her arms, her whole face buried in the baby, like a living dead, neither crying nor fussing.
"Mother...mother, please cry." Ah Yue knelt beside her.
Yan Xingchen's eyes were red and swollen, and he could no longer cry.
Yanchuan's unshaven beard has long lost his former handsomeness, and his eyes are bloodshot and tired.
"Mom... Suisui doesn't want you to be like this. You are the one Suisui worries about the most." Yanchuan's throat was hoarse. He didn't dare to think about his sister, and he felt a sharp pain in his heart just thinking about it.
"She is about to give birth, and she often calls you into the palace to talk to her. Mom, I know Suisui will be sad." Ah Yue wiped away her tears. She regarded Suisui as being closer to her than her son.
"Mom, please cry. Please cry!!"
Lin's lips were stained with blood from biting them, and her throat was hoarse.
"I...how could I be so stupid? I didn't realize that Suisui was taking care of the funeral." Mrs. Lin only complained and hated herself.
"I only hate myself. I hate myself for not seeing Suisui's intentions."
"My Suisui is such a delicate and pain-shy child. She has known her fate and her ending for a long time. She is walking on the road to death alone!"
"Just thinking about it, my heart feels like a knife is cutting out flesh." Mrs. Lin took a gentle breath and felt that everything she inhaled was a knife.
Yanchuan's eyes trembled.
Mrs. Lin burst into tears and hugged Ah Yue and cried together.
Yanchuan held back tears and pushed the door open.
Yan Ping'an stood outside the door with a white face.
Her body was shaky, and she said numbly: "Except for Suisui, there is no one in this world who can mend the barrier."
"I originally thought that because I was transformed by Suisui's love roots and had seven emotions and six desires, I could die for Suisui."
"But I don't want to..."
Peaceful tears fell down.
She originally thought that she was separated from the lotus incarnation, causing the pool to wither.
Now that I think about it...
I'm afraid that Suisui has already made complete preparations. She is the root of her love, and all the spiritual energy in the lotus pond has returned to her.
From the beginning, she planned to die alone and calmly.
Yanchuan lowered his head slightly, holding back his tears, and nodded to Ping An: "I'm sorry."
His voice trembled, and he quickly left.
Ping An stumbled to the lotus pond alone. The lotus pond was all withered and yellow, and it was no longer as lively as it once was.
In front of the stone table, there is a small stove left by Suisui.
They once roasted peanuts, roasted milk tea, and roasted persimmons together in front of the stone table.
Pingan fell down on the wooden bridge, took out a dagger from his arms, and gently slid it towards his fingertips.
Dark red blood dripped.
There is no aura in the blood.
Ping An cried bitterly.
Half a month ago, her sister asked her if she had any wishes.
At that time, she didn't notice anything strange. She only wanted to repair the barrier for her sister. She only replied: She has nothing else to do in this life. If there is an afterlife, she wants to be a real mortal. She can get married and have children, and live a normal life.
At that time, my sister touched her hand and said with a smile: We are safe, kind and lovely, and we will definitely live a good life.
Later, my sister said she wanted to eat lotus roots from the lotus pond.
In order to preserve it, remember to bring in more lotus roots with mud.
I'm just afraid...
It was at that time that her sister made a clay figurine for her and gave her the power of the God of Creation at the last moment of mending the barrier.
And now...
She really became a mortal.
Her wish came true, but she didn't seem as happy as she had imagined.
If possible, she would rather be a ghost for the rest of her life than lose her sister.
Because of Suisui's departure, the whole city mourned.
No one forced it, and the whole city observed a month of silence.
One month later, the two children were one month old.
Fu Jiuxiao did not hold a grand full moon banquet.
Only the Yan family, the Xie family, the Zhou family, and the families who have a close relationship with Suisui were invited to the banquet.
There was no big fish or meat at the banquet, everything was vegetarian.
The two children were born extremely well. They were chubby and looked like Suisui and Fu Jiuxiao.
The two children also have opposite temperaments.
"The eldest prince, you have a loud voice. If you urinate, you will tear your throat and cry loudly."
"As for the little princess, she has a completely opposite temperament. She is lazy. She doesn't even bother to cry when she pees or cries. She just looks at you with her bright eyes, and she looks weird."
Mrs. Lin hugged the little princess, her eyes turning red again.
It is 50% or 60% similar to Sui Sui in infancy.
"Have you chosen a name?"
Ms. Lin suppressed her tears and asked while holding the child in her arms.
Fu Jiuxiao's eyebrows showed a touch of tenderness: "Take it, the eldest son Fu Huaizhi, and the daughter Fu Zhiyan."
When Mrs. Lin heard this name, her eyes became hot.
He lowered his head to hide his tears.
Everyone knows who I miss.
"What a good name... what a name." Mrs. Lin touched the child's cheek. The little princess, who had always been aloof, seemed to notice and opened her eyes.
He raised his little palm, babbling, and then his fleshy little hand fell on Mrs. Lin's cheek.
Lin was stunned.
The tears on her face were accidentally wiped away by the little princess.
She also grinned her toothless mouth and giggled at Ms. Lin.
Mrs. Lin didn't have time to feel sad, so she smiled at her.
Fu Jiuxiao felt sour in her heart: "This child loves to sleep and doesn't like to talk to others. She actually likes to be close to her mother." Fu Jiuxiao kept calling Lin's mother.
Fu Jiuxiao couldn't sit still, so she immediately stood up and stretched out her hand towards the little princess.
The little princess was still laughing just now when she saw his stretched out hand.
As if the sleep button had been pressed, she turned to look at him, then stretched out her fists to rub her eyes, and opened her mouth to yawn.
He closed his eyes.
Fu Jiuxiao!!!
The sadness in my heart was somewhat dissipated.
Mrs. Lin smiled from ear to ear.
"She's asleep. Your Majesty, the little princess is probably too sleepy." Mrs. Lin said that she didn't even believe it, and burst into laughter.
"Really?" Fu Jiuxiao stretched out his hand out of nowhere and put it under her nose.
Then he frowned.
To be continued...