Chapter 378: Lovesickness, heart-breaking

Qiaomu whispered: "I miss you very much, too."

I think every day that as long as I don’t study and do experiments, she will appear in his mind.

He would recall her every frown and smile over and over again. From the day they met, he would almost remember every word she said to him.

He recalls a little bit every day, and his unbearable thoughts are mixed with sweetness.

Susie asked softly, “How is learning?”

Qiao Mu stood straight, "very good."

He wasn't bragging, he wanted to tell Susie that he was also trying to become better, and he didn't want to be worthy of her.

"Sometimes ago, the professor told me that the leaders of the institute pay great attention to me and may recruit me into the institute in the future."

"I told the professor at the time that my girlfriend is in Hong Kong City and the political review may not be able to pass."

Susie's heart skipped a beat, "What do you say from the institute?"

"The leader said that scientific researchers are also human beings, and it is normal to find a girlfriend. The port city is also the territory of our country, so I don't have to worry about those things."

Suzy breathed a sigh of relief, "That's good."

If it was because of her that affected Qiaomu's future, she would feel guilty.

Qiao Mu did not tell Su Xi that when the professor talked to him that day, he told him that he should be able to endure loneliness in scientific research.

Many scientists stay in the research institute and base, and sometimes stay for one or two years, or even a few years. During this period, some people will find it unbearable.

The professor thinks that Qiao Mu should not have this problem. After all, he is alone every day, either studying or experimenting, and has a very strong concentration.

Only Qiaomu knew that he might be able to withstand any kind of loneliness in the world, but he could not bear the pain of not seeing his lover.

After Susie left, he once thought about whether to give up her studies and go to Hong Kong City. No matter what she said, he just wanted to be by her side.

But when he really planned to make a decision, he realized that he couldn't do it.

He couldn't let go of his mission.

Susie once told him that most people in this world don’t know what they do when they come to the world, but there are very few people who know their mission and will fight for their mission for life.

Now, Qiaomu finally understood the sense of mission that Susie said.

He loves what he learns, and the aerospace career is his lifelong mission. Just as Susie cannot give up her career and come to him, he cannot give up his mission.

At that moment, he understood Susie, and there were always choices in life.

It doesn’t matter whether it is right or wrong, but there are always some things that must be done.

He even thought that this would be good.

Susie has her own career. If he does scientific research in the future, she will be locked up in the base for a year or two and cannot get out of the house. She can also do things she likes so that she will not miss him too much.

However, reason is rational, and the unforgettable lovesickness is still unbearable.

Susie asked softly over there: "Have you eaten well recently? Have you lost weight again?"

Qiao Mu's heart was about to break when he heard these gentle words, sweetness and sentimentality mixed together.

"I'm not thinner, I'm heavier than before."

He has actually lost a lot of weight recently, and his classmates in the dormitory said that he could blow away with a gust of thinness.

Several professors talked about him and asked him to have a good meal and said that scientific research also requires good health.

Susie said: "It's really heavy? Don't lie to me!"

"I will come back in July, if you lose weight-"

Qiaomu said: "No, I'll know when you come back."

He still has time, and he will try to make his body stronger.

"By the way, is this your phone number at home? Tell me the number."

Susie was a little surprised, “Didn’t I write it in the letter?”

Qiao Mu's heart sank, "I haven't received the letter." This is one of the reasons why he can't eat recently.

Susie has been away for a month and has not even written a letter to him. He feels that Susie has forgotten him.

"I'll check this."

"Tell me the number and the address first."

He had to know where Susie was, what kind of way and where to find her, so that he would feel a little relieved.

Susie quickly reported her address and phone number to Qiaomu.

Qiao Mu didn't need to use a pen, so he silently wrote it down in his heart.

Susie looked at the door at this time, and the door was closed, and Yun Ruolan should be still outside.

She whispered, "Qiaomu, sing a song for me." She thought it was a good idea to let Yun Ruolan listen to Qiaomu's singing.

Qiaomu was stumped at once, "I really don't know how to do this." He doesn't like singing, and he doesn't think singing is of any meaning.

Susie acted coquettishly, "Then you recite a poem for me."

"Okay, what poem do you want to hear?"

Susie said: "You recite a song "The Song of a Wanderer".

Qiao Mu's voice lowered, "Is it okay to recite Li Shangyin's "Untitled"?"

"Well, then you can recite "Untitled" first, and then recite "The Song of the Wandering Son".

Qiaomu said slowly: "It is hard to part when we meet, and the east wind is weak. The flowers are gone. The silkworm will die until it dies. The candle will only dry out when it turns into ashes. The tears will only dry out after it turns into ashes.

Susie listened silently.

He knew that this poem was Qiaomu's state of mind and what he wanted to say to her.

After listening to this poem, she quickly walked to the door.

When he opened the door, he saw Yun Ruolan standing outside. Susie pulled her sleeves and Yun Ruolan immediately stepped into the house.

She picked up the receiver and heard a very nice male voice in her ear saying, "Why did I suddenly ask me to recite "The Song of the Wanderer"?"

"Okay, I'll recite it to you."

"The thread in the hands of the loving mother, the clothes on the wandering son are sewn tightly before leaving, fearing that she will return late..."

Yun Ruolan couldn't help crying as her son read this poem praising her mother. She held the microphone in one hand and covered her mouth with the other, fearing that she would cry.

Susie stood beside her, feeling unspeakable.

Qiao Mu quickly finished memorizing the poem, "What else do you want to hear? Can I recite "Suchai Chang" for you?"

Yun Ruolan was crying, but when she heard Qiaomu's words, she felt a strange feeling of relief. Her son grew up and had a girl she liked.

She put down the microphone, looked at Susie with a faint smile, and walked out quickly.

Susie went over and picked up the microphone, and heard Qiaomu in her ear saying, "Sauvignon is heartbreaking."

Su Xi's face turned red. It was over, and she told Aunt Yun that she would all be heard.

She angrily said, "Who asked you to recite this?"

"Okay, I'll hang up the phone."

"etc!"

Qiao Mu's voice was a little anxious, "Would we make an appointment? I'll call you every Saturday at 7pm."

Susie hesitated. If she called every week, it might not be a good thing for Qiaomu.

It's like a lump on the side of the road. It's dry and it's not smelly anymore. You have to use a stick to pick it. If it doesn't smell bad, it's going to be a ghost.

Feeling Susie hesitating, Qiaomu's voice begged, "Xixi, can you promise me?"
Chapter completed!