175. Mogami-san, I miss you so much.
Facing Terashima Aimi's words, Mogami Kazuto acted very calm and indifferent.
He still held on to his original idea that he did not have the right to decide life for Terashima Aimi.
"You shouldn't ask me about that kind of thing, it's up to you to decide."
Mogami Kazuto's answer didn't give her any chance.
Mogami Kazuto understood Terajima Aimi's thoughts. When he was hesitant, he longed for someone to push him from behind.
Treat that person's words as your own sustenance and rely on them. In that case, you can give yourself a peaceful excuse after making a choice.
But that is a false thing.
Mogami Kazuto cannot be relied upon by Terashima Aimi, no one can.
This is something she must decide for herself.
Otherwise, she will definitely regret it.
"Mogami-san, there's still no flaws at all."
The girl lowered her head, and anyone could hear the disappointment in her words.
Mogami Kazuto is not a hard-hearted guy. Seeing Terashima Aimi's appearance, he can't help but feel a little bit unbearable.
"Terashima, although I said that this should be something you consider yourself, relying on others is not a bad thing, but I am not powerful enough to make a decision for you.
The only one who can make the choice is you."
"I... know."
"What you are worried about now is that you can no longer choose between your dream and the blessing star. Doesn't this just mean that the blessing star is already something comparable to your dream?"
“…”
"Do you remember what I once said to you? I envy you very much. I envy you for having your own dreams. I envy you for having many things."
"Kazuto-san, have you found your dream?"
Hearing this, Mogami Kazuto took a sip of coffee and said, "Although it's not enough to be called a dream, I think I should have my own goals now."
"That's it..."
Terajima Aimi didn't ask any more questions. Her mind was now filled with her own affairs and she had no time to think about anything else.
Every move she made reeked of trouble.
Mogami Kazuto couldn't help but think deeply, Terashima Aimi and himself were indeed different.
Singing is not something that Mogami Kazuto must do.
He does not have Terashima Aimi's dedication to music. It is only because he acquired this skill from her that he can contribute to the Internet as he does now.
Thinking about it like this, Mogami Kazuto once again realized what a despicable guy he was.
Relying on the panel, he can have singing skills higher than anyone else without even putting in any effort.
Terashima Aimi had to give up a lot of things to get something, and Mogami Kazuto was able to give it up easily just because he didn't like to show his face.
Desire to get what he wants without paying any price.
The panel brought him more than just skills.
Subtly, he developed arrogance.
This is undoubtedly a mockery for Terashima Aimi, who regards music as everything.
Look, what she is pursuing with all her strength, some people simply don't care about.
"Mogami-san."
"Um?"
"Mogami-san once told me that he wanted to see me singing on TV."
"You can definitely do it."
"Why can Mogami-san be so sure? Even I can't believe in myself, why can Mogami-san be so sure?"
"Even if this is the case, I still believe you."
“…”
"Didn't you say? One day, you will become the best singer and make me regret what happened that night.
Your limit shouldn't stop at this place."
Terashima Aimi stared at Mogami Kazuto's eyes for a long time.
"Mogami-san is indeed a very bad Tokyoite. If he wants to use provocation, he would be looking down on me."
"Didn't it work?"
"No, it worked."
She took a sip of the milk tea in her cup, and the confusion in her eyes receded a little.
"As for my debut, I will explain it to Miss Asano after I return."
"Is there an answer already?"
"As expected, I still can't leave blessing star."
"Um."
"But, as Mogami-san said, I also want to try to rely on someone.
It’s not that I hope someone will give me the answer, but I hope someone will say to me:
‘I support your decision’.”
"If this is the case, no matter what your choice is, I believe that Ms. Asano and your band mates will support you."
Terashima Aimi shook her head: "I think they will be happy for me and let me leave Blessing Star."
Mogami and Kazuto didn't speak.
"What I want to say is that even then, I still want to stay at Blessing Star and convey my determination to them."
Mogami Kazuto smiled, Terashima Aimi was indeed the stubborn and strong girl he knew.
"Isn't this already the answer?"
Perhaps because she had made up her mind, Terajima Aimi couldn't help but smile: "It's all my fault that Mogami-san didn't want to make a decision for me."
"Is it actually my fault?"
"If you leave a poor and helpless girl like me alone, Mogami-san is really a jerk."
"This is the first time I have received such a comment."
Terashima Aimi fiddled with the spoon in the cup and asked softly: "What about Mogami-san?"
"I?"
"Mogami-san doesn't look like before. How should I say? He looks like a human being."
"How rude."
"Because Mogami-san used to be cold to others, but now he loves to smile a little and has become warmer."
"In that case, isn't it the same with Terashima? You looked quite wary when we first met."
"I'm a girl, so it's natural for me to be so wary."
Mogami Kazuto nodded, as if he had thought of something, and said, "I'm not hungry, I'm not sleepy, there's nothing I want."
"......No! Don't mention that thing again."
Terashima Aimi blushed rarely.
Mogami Kazuto smiled lightly, and then saw Terashima Aimi staring at his face non-stop, coughed lightly, and strategically took a sip of coffee.
"Hey, Mogami-san."
"What?"
"I miss you so much."
"…………"
Why is there another straight ball player?!
Mogami Kazuto hesitated and couldn't speak, thinking about how to fight with her.
The girl in front of her gently moved the chestnut hair hanging by her ears, leaned forward slightly, supported her chin with her hands, and stared at Mogami Kazuto, as if she was afraid that he would disappear.
"Mogami-san didn't take the initiative to contact me at all after that."
Well...if something like that happened, it would be weird to contact him proactively.
Terashima Aimi saw Mogami Kazuto's embarrassment in her eyes. She was not timid at all, and her behavior was completely unlike a girl who had been rejected to confess her love.
That night, she had already shed tears.
After wiping away her tears, she still refused to give up.
music, dreams.
And him in front of me.
Chapter completed!