500. I can't lie to Yousha.(1/2)
Faced with Shimizu Arisa's speech, Mogami Kazuto couldn't remain unmoved and raised his hand with a soft sigh.
In Qingshui Yousha's expectant eyes, he gently flicked her forehead.
The girl groaned.
"Stop talking nonsense, go back and rest early."
Qing Shui Yousha's eyes dimmed slightly, and Mogami Kazuto's reaction was within her expectations.
She wouldn't have said these words originally, but after seeing Mogami Kazuto's transformation during this period, she had lucky expectations.
Facts have proved that Mogami Kazuto is still Mogami Kazuto.
His nature ultimately determines that he will not do such a thing.
But the changes in Mogami and Ren are definitely there.
He will no longer muddle through like he did in the past, or pretend not to understand.
"Yousha is a lovely and kind-hearted girl. You should not say such things to someone who is not your boyfriend."
"It's just not for the time being, and I can't imagine falling in love with someone other than Kazuto-san. I don't want it."
Mogami Kazuto smiled bitterly.
Qing Shui Yousha's eyes were as bright as a torch, and she looked directly at him stubbornly, with a slightly uneasy voice coming out leisurely.
"Kazuto-san, can you imagine that? One day, I held another man's arm and went shopping with him intimately.
Eating unknown desserts on an unknown street.
Even if you are not interested, you still try to cater to the topics he talks out of "love".
So, at this time, we saw the poster of Kazu Totsuka's new album posted on the door of the audio store.
Handsome, melancholy, and revealing the beauty of loneliness.
"My boyfriend" pointed to the poster, smiled and said to me, I quite like this singer.
I said, I used to do the same."
"…………"
Perhaps Mogami Kazuto has never been so shaken when facing this girl.
She spoke calmly, word for word, but Mogami Kazuto could not listen calmly.
The girl smiled unknownly.
"Such a scene belongs to the ending between me and you.
Kazuto-san, can you... accept it?"
She looked directly at Mogami Kazuto and painted a picture for him of what might happen in the future or in a parallel world.
Before this, Mogami Kazuto never knew that she would think about such a thing.
The scene described by the girl was too close to reality, so realistic that it made him feel a little uncomfortable.
Mogami Kazuto opened his mouth, but when he saw her pure eyes, he couldn't say a word.
What does Mogami Kazuto want to say?
Based on his past temperament, he would probably say something disgusting like "That's something that can't be helped."
Even if this is not what he really thinks in his heart, he will still choose to say that in order to keep this girl away from him.
But, that's a lie.
The current Mogami Kazuto cannot lie to Shimizu Arisa.
"I tried to imagine what Yousha said."
"Um."
Her unwavering eyes were in sharp contrast to Mogami Kazuto's wavering eyes.
"Kazuto-san, you will definitely say, "There is nothing you can do about it, I will bless you." That's it."
The girl in front of him might know him better than Mogami Kazuto thought.
"If something like that really happened, I think... I might feel very sad.
No, I definitely can’t accept it.”
"…………Huh?"
Mogami Kazuto looked up at the stars calmly, took a deep breath, and looked at the clear water and sand again.
"Well, it's better not to do that kind of thing.
Although it’s too much and selfish to say this, to be honest, I don’t want to deceive Yusha.”
Speaking of this, Mogami Kazuto suddenly laughed, his laughter was a little inappropriate and a little lonely and sad.
"Why? I seem to be a little different from myself.
Obviously we are no longer lovers, but after imagining the scene you just described in my mind, I subconsciously felt conflicted."
"Kazuto-san..."
"I'm sorry, I'm such a bad man, did it make you feel uncomfortable?
It's disgusting. I don't want to accept your love, but I treat you as my own without permission.
Have I also...become a selfish and mediocre man?"
Maybe Mogami Kazuto's rhetoric has changed, but no matter which way he uses it, he can't hide the fact that he is a contemptuous person.
Perhaps the most correct thing to do is to hold her in your arms forcefully without saying a word, saying that you love her and that you like her.
Kiss her, fall on the bed, make fire with firewood, and have a big doo.
If that happens, Mogami Kazuto will really become the bad guy that Ayane Sakura calls him.
"The Lord of the Harem" corrected Mogami Kazuto's twisted character to a certain extent and made him become frank.
But he still couldn't correct the most essential thing in his heart.
Qingshui Yousha could only stare blankly at the man in front of her without saying a word.
After a long while, he slowly spoke out.
"Kazuto-san, you have never said such things to me before."
"……Um."
"Why? Kazuto-san now looks like someone I don't recognize.
He has become a cunning person who will demean himself to win the favor of girls."
"Feel sorry……"
Qingshui Yusha shook his head: "I don't mean to blame you, maybe Kazuto-san thinks his idea is too much and despicable.
But for me, this is exactly the answer I was looking for.
If Kazuto-san says that it's okay, I might be heartbroken and find it difficult to get close to you anymore.
If it gets more serious, you might become like Neru-san and lose trust in men.
Hmm... This statement seems a bit wrong, after all, even a proud girl like Neru-san would like Kazuto-san."
Mogami Kazuto remained silent, unable to refute.
The clear water and sand suddenly became relaxed, and a seductive smile gradually bloomed on his face.
It's even more beautiful than the moonlight.
Even though the moon is not visible in the sky above Shinjuku at this time.
“It’s really strange.
Kazuto Sang would never say such things when they were dating clearly.
Every time you say something I like to hear, there is loneliness and guilt hidden in your eyes. You can tell at a glance that you are lying.
But what I just said was not a lie."
Mogami Kazuto silently clenched his hands, then quietly released them, with a hint of hesitation and relief in his tone.
"I can't lie to Yousha."
Qingshui Yousha smiled, very sincerely and sweetly.
"I just discovered today that I don't understand Kazuto-san at all.
I originally kept it and planned to give it to you later, but I am very happy today, so I will give it to you in advance."
Under Mogami Kazuto's puzzled eyes, Shimizu Arisa put his hand into the handbag and fumbled around for a while.
"Kazuto-san, please close your eyes, I have another gift for you."
"Gift?"
To be continued...