610. Night.
The kiss wasn't passionate, it was less warm than I expected.
Also, a kiss without a legitimate relationship is like a rat looking for food in a dark and damp alley. It is definitely not something worthy of celebration and aboveboard.
When I realized this, I suddenly raised my hand and pushed Saori away from me.
The moment I separated from those soft lips, I actually felt a trace of reluctance, and this feeling was also swallowed up by the despicable feeling in my heart.
I made an unforgivable mistake.
I know this very well.
Even though I knew I didn't have that qualification, I still looked at her with an angry and indifferent look, as if what happened just now was all her fault.
This thing was worse than kissing her, but I couldn't react otherwise.
Saori looked at me slightly blankly, with a look of guilt and annoyance.
If you regret it so much, why did you do this?
It's just that I shouldn't be the one to question this, as I don't have the qualifications to do so.
The only thing I can do is to take Caiyin with me and leave this place.
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After helping Ayane Sakura leave the izakaya, Kazuto Mogami took her to the roadside and waited for the taxi to arrive.
As for Miss Konishi inside, Mogami Kazuto doesn't want to think about her right now. As for how long she will stay there and how she will get back, these are not things he should think about.
"Colorful sound, colorful sound..."
Maybe it was because he had just slept in the izakaya for a while, or maybe he was blown by the night breeze in Shinjuku. Kazuto Mogami put his coat on his girlfriend, and Ayane Sakura opened her eyes in a daze.
"Kazuto-kun...?"
"Um."
Seeing clearly that the man beside her was the lover of her heart, Sakura Ayane showed a sweet and silly smile, squeezed into his arms, and smelled his scent obsessively.
After the taxi stopped in front of the two of them, they got into the back seat together. Mogami Kazuto reported the address of Sakura Ayane's home, but Sakura Ayane changed her words and told the driver to go to Tsukishima.
"Is it okay if you don't go home tonight?" Mogami Kazuto asked.
"I want to sleep with you tonight." She whispered.
Normally, Mogami Kazuto would certainly not refuse.
But at this time, Mogami Kazuto couldn't suppress the feeling of despicableness in the face of such a lovely girl who was so attached to him.
There was silence for a long time, until the driver asked where to go, and Mogami Kazuzu defaulted to the second address.
On the way, Sakura Ayane was curled up in Mogami Kazuto's arms. She seemed to be thinking about what would happen next, and her whole body showed shy excitement.
Mogami Kazuto just held her in his arms without speaking, looking out the car window with dull eyes, with complicated thoughts.
After arriving home, Mogami Kazuto laid Sakura Ayane down on the sofa, and she fell asleep again.
He squatted in front of the sofa and stared at her face for a long time. He got up and went to the kitchen to boil water, and then to the bathroom.
While waiting for the bathtub to be filled with water, he sat on the sofa in a daze, occasionally glancing at his girlfriend who was dreaming about something and smiling sweetly.
Closing his eyes, countless memories came flooding back, so powerful that they almost engulfed Mogami and Kazuto in endless nothingness.
Time passed bit by bit, and Sakura Ayane woke up leisurely and took the initiative to stick to her. Judging from her expression, she must be in a half-asleep state. At this time, she was secretly undoing Mogami Kazuto's belt.
Mogami Kazuto stopped her.
"Kazuto-kun?" She showed a puzzled expression, as if asking why she was told to stop.
"Go take a shower first, take off your clothes and change later."
"Well, then you can hug me."
Mogami Kazuto knew that Ayane Sakura would act coquettishly if she was not satisfied in this state.
Take the girl to the bathroom, undress her, wash her hair, wash every piece of skin on her body, and then soak her in the water together.
Surprisingly, Mogami Kazuto was unable to have any evil thoughts.
Even though Sakura Ayane passionately wanted to have sex with Mogami Kazuto in the bathroom, he refused.
Sakura Ayane puffed out her cheeks and made a fuss, but in the end she did nothing.
At night, the two of them hugged each other and slept together, and Ayane Saki took the initiative to kiss her. It was still a familiar touch, very different from Saori Konishi's lips, but both were soft and sweet.
"Kazuto-kun, I order you to come in."
"…………"
Have to rely on.
While listening to his girlfriend's joyous sounds, Mogami Kazuto was thinking about other people's women in his heart. It was like a soulless pile-driving machine that just pressed the button and operated coldly.
Afterwards, Sakura Ayane carefully wiped the sweat from Mogami Kazuto's forehead and curled up beautifully in his arms. All the alcohol remaining in her body had evaporated with exercise. It was the most sober time.
"Kazuto-kun, I seem to have something on my mind today."
"fine."
"Are you angry?"
"What?"
"I wonder if you were angry because I went to Saori's birthday party."
Mogami Kazuto was silent for a while and asked, "Why do you say that?"
"I was wondering if it was because she hurt you at that time that you became very disgusted with her."
"Shouldn't I hate it?" Mogami Kazuto asked back like a lie.
"I didn't say that, but for me, I still want to continue to be friends with her, even if she has hurt the man I love most.
Especially after I learned about your attitude towards her, my thoughts became even more firm."
Mogami Kazuto stroked her hair wordlessly and said sweet words that Ayana Sakura would be happy to hear.
The more you talk, the stronger your inner guilt becomes.
Obviously it shouldn't be like this.
He could not excuse himself for making such a mistake, but he did not have the courage to speak out about it.
At that time, he had already deceived her once about Saori Konishi, and now it was the second time.
If this continues, it wouldn't be so strange to see a third or fourth episode in the future.
Why...have you become such a person?
"Ayane..." Mogami Kazuto spoke with difficulty.
"Um?"
Do you want to speak out?
Let’s talk about sending Saori Konishi home that night, and kissing Saori Konishi today.
It's impossible to tell.
Mogami Kazuto couldn't say anything no matter what, and whether he said it or not, the damage caused to Sakura Ayane would not change.
Once such a vicious closed loop continues, it will only be a matter of time before the individual named Mogami Kazuto collapses.
"What's wrong? You're so serious." Sakura Ayane laughed playfully and pinched Mogami Kazuto's nose with her hand.
"...No, it's okay."
"What a strange guy."
Chapter completed!