712. The temptation to go home.
From an inner level, Mogami Kazuto is undoubtedly a contradictory guy.
On the one hand, he deeply loves Sakura Ayane, but on the other hand, he cannot accept the departure of Shimizu Arisa, which leads to that kiss.
No matter what kind of rhetoric or reasons, he can't excuse his behavior. This is a real act of betrayal.
For Ayane Sakura, who regards love as sacred, this is unfaithfulness.
In the same way, clear water with sand is also a contradictory geometry.
It is true that she hopes Sakura Ayane can be happy, but it is also true that she kisses her lover without permission.
Either side is true, and both are thoughts with sand and clear water, but if you really put these two points together, the contradictions are endless.
Human nature is something that is difficult to distinguish in black and white.
To Mogami and Kazuto, it’s a woman and a woman.
For Qingshui Yousha, it is friendship and love.
They kept hesitating among these options, knowing that they could only choose one of them, but they still stretched out their hands in embarrassment, wanting to hold everything in their hands.
There are no such good things in the world.
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At nine o'clock in the evening, Mogami's house.
Kazuto Mogami sent a line to Ayane Sakura, but it has never been read. She should still be appearing live at this point.
During this time, he has been busy with dubbing work and has been unable to go to see Sakura Ayane's performance.
Thanks to this, he has not met Sakura Ayane for a long time. Mogami Kazuto was deeply afraid that he would be overwhelmed and convey such a sad fact to her.
One night, huddled alone in the corner of the living room, the curtains were tight and there was no light in the room.
Mogami Kazuto swallowed two sleeping pills, hugged his knees and trembled all over, his eyes were distracted and scary, his eyes were ferocious like a huge rat looking for food in the dark.
The clock on the wall kept changing the time. After an unknown amount of time, the mobile phone next to me glowed with light and vibrated slightly on the floor. In this quiet space, the sound was really jarring.
His bloodshot eyeballs rolled, and he waited for about three to five minutes before he picked up his phone and took a look.
It was a line from Sakura Ayane. She had just finished her live and was on her way back to the hotel.
Because I lived with other female voice actors, I couldn't call him at night, so I complained to him.
The fluorescent light of the screen was reflected on Mogami Kazuto's pale face, which looked even more terrifying. His typing fingers were trembling slightly, and he couldn't type well. Helplessly, Mogami Kazuto could only send a few commonly used emoticons.
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The beating of his heart suddenly became intense at this moment, and the icy cold air seemed to freeze him into an ice cube. The phone fell from the palm of his hand, and he lay crookedly on his side on the floor.
Twitching, twitching, twitching.
It gradually returned to calm, as if death had passed away.
At a certain moment, Mogami Kazuto suddenly opened his eyes, large beads of sweat rolled down his forehead, his palms pressed tightly against his heart, and his breathing became heavier each time.
"Uh-huh!
Hahaha……!"
Just now, it seemed that even the heart stopped for a short time.
This is a situation he has never encountered in a long time.
So far, as long as he can endure the coldness and loneliness, and wait until the sky turns white and the sun rises, his body functions will return to calmness.
How many more nights like this are waiting for me in the future?
Thinking of this, Mogami Kazuto couldn't help but laugh to himself, stretched out his slightly trembling hand, and picked up the medicine bottle that had fallen aside.
Unscrew the bottle cap and pour it.
Already empty.
He smashed the empty bottle out, leaned his back against the wall, kept raising his head, and hit the wall with the back of his head one after another, making a dull sound, as if just doing this would make him feel better.
【Ding Dong...】
Suddenly, the sound of the doorbell came from the entrance.
Mogami Kazuto ignored it, and then the doorbell didn't stop. It still rang without stopping. The piercing doorbell entered his mind over and over again, making Mogami Kazuto even more upset.
She stood up staggeringly and walked barefoot to the entrance hall. After opening the door, the girl stood pretty in front of the door. The moonlight covered her with a thick silvery glow, exuding a wonderful holiness from head to toe.
"Good evening, Kazuto-san."
The girl in front of him smiled sweetly, and when that smile entered Mogami Kazuto's eyes, it was a bit more evil than the devil under the netherworld.
"Yousha, what's the matter?"
For some reason, Mogami Kazuto suddenly felt nervous.
After that night, there was no close contact between him and Qingshui Yusha. Qingshui Yusha's attitude was ambiguous. Even when they met on the set, they still faced him with the same attitude as usual.
"Nothing special, I just want to come over and have a look. Why don't you invite me in first?"
Mogami Kazuto was silent for a while and stepped aside.
"Excuse me."
After walking into the house, Qingshui Yousha was surprised that there was no light in the living room. She turned on the light in the living room. She had lived in this home for a long time and was familiar with everything.
Now that the living room was brightly lit, Shimizu Arisa looked down on Mogami Kazuto's pale face and almost screamed in surprise.
"Kazuto-san? What's wrong with you?!"
Mogami Kazuto waved his hand, and sat down in the living room with empty steps. Qingmizu Arisa came directly over and put his hand on Mogami Kazuto's forehead.
"Ah...it's so cold. Are you sick?"
The palms of Shimizu Usa's hands are extra warm. Perhaps it is an illusion caused by Mogami Kazuto's body temperature being too underground, but it is undeniable that Shimizu Usa's hands can indeed relieve his symptoms.
As long as she is a woman, does it matter who she is?
Mogami Kazuto thought mockingly to himself.
"Kazuto-san..."
Shimizu Arisa looked at him worriedly. The anxiety and hesitation before coming, as well as her inner struggle, and her guilt towards Ayane Sakura were all thrown aside by her at this moment.
While resisting the coldness on his body, Mogami Kazuto stretched out his hand to take Shimizu Arisa, who was sitting next to him, into his arms.
In just a moment, the cold current that swept through his body disappeared for a small amount, and Mogami Kazuto could clearly feel that his breathing was calming down.
This discovery made him even more sad.
Faced with Mogami Kazuto's sudden embrace, Shimizu Arisa felt a little unprepared. She didn't know whether to push him away or continue to hug him tightly, so she could only remain silent.
After a while, she gently raised her arm, touched Mogami Kazuto's hair, and rested her cheek on his shoulder, savoring the short-term peace of mind and the guilt that could never be expelled.
These two emotions intertwined together, forming a wonderful state of mind that swallowed them up bit by bit.
Mogami Kazuto's breathing returned to calmness, and became thicker again. It was different from the coldness before, revealing a hint of heat unique to adults. Unlike two years ago, this was something he had never shown in front of Shimizu Arisa.
side.
Shimizu Arisa raised her head, looked into his bloodshot eyes, and took the initiative to bite Mogami Kazuto's lips.
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