After that, I returned to my daily life, going back and forth between Ayane and Yusha, enjoying the tenderness of their bodies.

As for Ms. Taneda, no... she has become Risa now. Although she said she was a little shy to be called her like this, I still insisted on calling her like this.

And her name for me has changed from Totsuka-kun to Kazu-kun. I have told her my real name for the time being, but she seems to be unable to get used to it in a short period of time. And I also like the title Kazu-kun, so I will keep the status quo. Pretty good too.

I haven't had a physical relationship with her yet. No matter how bad I am, I would never attack someone who is seriously ill. Moreover, meeting each other for the first time in such an unsightly place like a hospital is really uninteresting.

I didn't tell Yusha what happened between me and Risa. I always felt that it was really unnecessary, and with Yusha's mental state, maybe she would go to the hospital and do something to Risa after learning about it.

Although I don't have a precise reason, I can probably feel that Yousha, like me, is completely broken inside.

I can't let Arisa like this get close to Risa.

In addition, Risa still thinks that I have broken up with Ayane. Regarding this aspect, before I opened my mouth, she expressed that she wanted to keep the affairs between us secret from the outside world, especially from Ayin. She still doesn’t know what she should do. Face her with such an expression.

For me, this is of course a great thing, but naturally I can't express my inner thoughts on my face. I even said to her, "I don't want to deceive her, I want her to bless us from the bottom of her heart." This is disgusting. words.

Of course, if Risa agreed with me because of this, I would feel that something was wrong, so in the end I gave in "very frustrated" and showed a disappointed posture, and Risa compensated me with a sweet kiss.

What a considerate girl.

By the way, let me tell you a relatively unimportant thing. The skill I acquired from her was painting skills. Since I had known for a long time that she was a graduate of art major, I was not surprised at all.

But compared to singing and dubbing, I don’t plan to develop my painting skills any more.

No matter how many things I know, my day is no different from other people's. It is 24 hours a day. I no longer have the leisure to spend time on painting. At least I will not develop into a professional field. I will only occasionally paint on my pocket. Draw a few strokes in the notebook you carry.

When my painting skill reached Level 3, I painted a portrait of Caiyin and hung it in our bedroom.

As for Arisa and Risa, I didn't do that.

Part of the reason for this is because Ayin is special to me, but the most fundamental reason is because if I draw them, there may be a risk of being seen by Ayin in the future. If the relationship is exposed because of this, That would be stupid.

In addition, during this period of time, I could gradually feel Yusha's desire to possess me, especially when doing that, she always wanted to compare herself with Ayin. Even if I couldn't see her face, I could still see her face. I felt the chilling madness in my body.

Well, I'm not dissatisfied with Yousha like this.

Rather, I am flattered that she can still love me so obsessively in the face of a scumbag like me.

As for Caiyin, of course she doesn't know that besides her being my nominal fiancée, I actually have two other girlfriends at the same time.

If she knew that not only had I cheated on two female voice actors at the same time, but both of them were her friends, I don’t know what she would think.

Crying is a given, and close to it is anger, sadness, and despair. As for whether it will lead to murderous intent, I'm not sure yet.

However, since he was able to do something that outraged both humans and gods, it was only natural that he would have the consciousness to be killed.

If there is someone in this world that I want to die in the hands of, there is no doubt that it is Ayin.

Although there is an option to live, if I have to die, I still hope to die in the hands of the girl I love most.

I love her from the bottom of my heart. Maybe I am not qualified to speak loudly about the word "love" now, but scumbags also have scumbag obsessions. They want me to announce loudly who I am in front of everyone.

The person I love most is undoubtedly a girl named Sakura Ayane.

Of course, before I made this declaration, I might have been stabbed with a knife by them who knew the truth.

If I really die, will they spit on my tombstone or shed tears?

This is an answer I will never know.

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Time came to July before I knew it. Risa had successfully completed the operation. The operation was very successful. It is currently under observation. I heard that Ayin came to visit her after the operation was completed. I deliberately acted calm and calm.

appearance, and she did not continue to mention it.

Great, not exposed.

But only once, when Risa and I were alone in the ward, there was a knock on the door of the ward.

Risa and I were both startled. We originally planned to kiss, but thanks to this, we directly distanced ourselves.

The person who walked in was Ms. Uchiyama. She and Risa are old partners in radio programs. Although I haven’t had much interaction with her, I have met her a few times.

After she walked into the ward, I pretended to say goodbye using honorifics. Miss Uchiyama seemed to think that I was visiting on behalf of a certain radio program team, and bowed to me in a very friendly manner.

After that, I learned from the line that Ms. Uchiyama was teasing us. Even so, Risa didn't intend to make it public.

It seems that Risa is determined not to tell anyone what happened between us.

Just what I wanted.

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July 12th.

Today is Risa’s birthday. Because the operation was successful and her post-operative recovery is also quite good. Although she still needs time for rehabilitation training, she was allowed to leave the hospital for one day as an exception.

Because I had said hello to Miss Dai in advance, after one o'clock this afternoon, my schedule was completely free.

Ayin is currently holding a live show in Kyushu due to Bangbang's concert. As for Yusha, I spent the night with her yesterday. I can find any reason to fool around today.

If it really doesn't work, I can only tell her about Risa. If we communicate well, she will probably understand me.

After finishing work, I went alone to the hospital where Risa was sitting. When I walked into the ward, Risa had already changed into private clothes and was making the sheets on the hospital bed. I walked over quietly and hugged her from behind.

I admit that at this moment, I was indeed abrupt and made a very reckless move.

Moreover, I deliberately did not tell her that I would come to pick her up from the hospital today because I wanted to give her a surprise. This was a mistake on my part.

Therefore, when "Risa" held in my arms made a sound of "Sakira Ayone", my whole body froze in place.

There is nothing I can do about it because I can't distinguish their faces.
Chapter completed!