Chapter 838 832. The rooftop is not a good place to go, especially the rooftop of a hospital.

After hanging up the phone, I froze in place for a long time. I can't tell what kind of mood I was feeling at this time, but if the emotions are generally divided into happiness and sadness, it must be the sad part.

I expected this ending long ago, but I didn't expect the process of getting through the ending.

There was no regret in Yusha's voice, as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with her. She was obviously Ayin's friend, so why could she be so decisive?

Rather than anger, I feel more sadness and pity for Ayane.

Apart from that, I actually felt a little relaxed, which was extremely despicable.

——Finally, there is no need to pretend that you don’t know anything anymore.

I thought for a long time about whether I should call Caiyin.

I'm still waiting.

Waiting for her to contact me.

This method is extremely disgusting, because I don't want to reveal that I knew about this earlier, and I want to be the one she confides in.

So why do you do nothing when you know that your friend is in pain and desperate for life?

...In that case, what kind of friend am I?

I couldn't accept myself like that, and I couldn't continue to stay by her side as a bystander. I wanted to be her strength.

But I know very well that no matter how high-sounding I describe my behavior, there is always a voice deep in my heart that reminds me all the time.

What I do now is ultimately for myself.

Because of my hesitation, because of my indifference, because of my promise not to interfere with her love, this sad fact was pushed to a more cruel ending.

What I did was just selfish and to alleviate my own guilt.

Be it selfish or not, there is only one thing I should do at this time.

And when I couldn't get through her call no matter what, I couldn't help but worry, so I put on my coat and prepared to go to Caiyin's house to find out what was going on, and suddenly opened the door.

She is Sakura Ayane.

Silently, like a piece of wood without emotion, he stood in front of my house.

She, who was originally full of energy, slowly raised her drooped head. In those eyes, I saw something darker than despair.

…

…

"Drink some water first."

I put the hot tea on the coffee table and sat down next to her.

Ayin never looked at me since she walked in. She sat blankly on the floor, looking blankly at where she was looking.

"What happened? Ayane."

I hate myself for asking questions knowingly.

But she still didn't give me an answer, so I just stared at her and held her in my arms wordlessly.

On normal days, she might struggle and resist. She always thinks that I will attack her mountains.

But now the color sound in front of me is just like a piece of wood, silent.

Even today is her birthday.

As time continued to pass, I could feel that her body was no longer stiff, and her body temperature, which had been chilled by the cold wind, was quietly rising.

I can't help but feel uncomfortable inside.

And when I thought that the man who turned that Sakura Ayane into what she is now was the man I loved so much, I felt lost and sad.

This is not the future I want to see.

I stretched out my hand and put it on her back, patting her gently like I was holding a sleeping baby. I tried to make her feel my presence and to tell her that she was not alone.

Gradually, her body became a little looser, and her shoulders began to tremble slightly.

Suddenly, I heard her slight and weak words.

"...Hey, Saori."

"I am here."

"Can I lend you your shoulder for a little while?"

"...Ah, that's okay."

After about ten seconds, Caiyin gradually changed from choking softly to a beast crying heartbreakingly.

I deeply realized that the strong Ayane Sakura was completely and heartbroken.

For some reason, even I felt the urge to burst into tears.

After a long time, her crying gradually subsided, and I did not ask her what happened. I had already learned everything about the incident from Yousha, and asking her now would only cause her more pain.

After she gradually calmed down, I looked at the corners of her eyes that were red from crying, and felt a sense of sadness in my heart. Even so, I managed to smile kindly.

If, if she were to know that I had actually known about the relationship between the two people for a long time, but had concealed it from her for so long, this would undoubtedly be a betrayal.

I can't blame those two people for this. From Ayin's point of view, the three of us are hateful betrayers.

"I'm sorry, Saori... I made you worry, I'm fine now."

This is a lie. Without thinking at all, I can tell that she is lying.

How could it be okay? She was just trying to show off her strength.

"What happened?"

She was silent for a while again.

"I don't know what to say right now, I'm very confused, and all this makes me feel a little unreal.

So, don’t ask anything for now, okay?”

"...That's it, I know, I won't ask anything."

"Um."

"On the other hand, if Caiyin wanted to find someone to talk to, she would try to tell me. Some things would be much better if she told them than if she kept them in her heart.

Although I cannot share your pain, at least I can be with you when you are sad and uncomfortable."

"...Thank you, Saori."

This night, Caiyin stayed at my house.

I really don't feel comfortable letting her go back like this. At least tonight, she needs someone to be by her side.

After dawn, Caiyin went to the recording studio early. She almost didn't sleep at all last night, and her mental state was worrying.

But if it's in a crowded place like a studio, it shouldn't be a big deal for the time being. After I finished washing, I thought about how to comfort Ayin.

After much consideration, I decided to go to the hospital first and talk to someone about it.

I asked Yousha for the address. I thought it would take a lot of effort, but she gave it to me easily.

Regarding the girl Yousha, my feelings are naturally extremely complicated. I can say without hesitation that Qingshui Yousha has completely transformed into a girl I don’t know. What she did is undoubtedly wrong.

But I couldn't stop it.

This is not a kind of sadness.

After arriving at the hospital, I found the ward where Kazuto was, but there was no one in the ward. I checked the nameplate outside the ward again, and it was indeed Kazuto's name.

Just when I was extremely confused, I saw a tall and thin figure that looked like Kazuto at the end of the corridor. After a slight hesitation, I followed him in small steps.

He seemed to be completely immersed in his own world and didn't notice me at all. He kept walking up to the rooftop of the hospital.

Vaguely, I had a bad premonition.

When I climbed up to the rooftop with some breathlessness, the white sheets swayed in the wind and kept flying. Through the gaps, I could clearly see Kazuto standing on the edge of the rooftop.

His forehead was wrapped with a bandage, and the cold wind blew his hair into a mess. His face, which should have been handsome and handsome, looked bloodless.

In him, I saw a sense of death that had no nostalgia for this world.

At this moment, my heart seemed to have stopped, and huge fear and sorrow swallowed me up.

Can't……

and people.
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