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Chapter 858 852. She used to have something called self-esteem

Chapter 858 852. She also had something called "self-esteem".

"Is it okay for three people to live together?"

What is this woman talking about?

Sakira Aiyin subconsciously thought that she had heard it wrong, but Shimizu Yusha's expression was particularly serious, which made her incredible.

What kind of things does a woman with normal values ​​have to go through before she can say such words seriously.

"Because, Neru Sang still likes to be friends with Rensang, right? He must also want to be friends with me, right? In that case, wouldn't it be better for everyone to live happily together! That way..."

"Do you want to hear what you're talking about?"

"I'm serious."

"Enough! I don't have the heart to continue talking to the woman with a broken head."

Sakira Aiyin didn't know where she got the strength and shook off Shimizu Yusha's hand with all her strength.

"If you have finished speaking, please get out of the car."

Qingshui Sa's face silently lowered her face, showing a lonely expression: "Is this OK with Neru Sang? Wouldn't you feel unwilling to give up?"

Ahh, I'm not willing to give up.

How could it be willing to be willing?

She has never loved a man so much in her life. The feelings accumulated in her heart and those sweet and happy memories cannot be said to let go.

But this is completely different.

Sakira Aiyin made a bitter voice: "Keinosuke, you have become abnormal."

Qingshui Yousha was slightly stunned, showing a subtle expression of laughter or crying: "What is normal and what is abnormal, I have...I don't understand at all."

"Where I... I love Rensang very much. I have always loved him since then. I fantasized that I can become his bride in the future, put on a beautiful wedding dress for him, fantasize that the two of them live a happy life together, and fantasize that I have a cute baby for him.

The same is true for neru Sang. If it is neru Sang, I will definitely understand my mood. I also want to continue to get along with neru Sang.

Now ~~

Come and be my real sister.

Stay with that person together.”

The more Shimizu Aisha spoke, the more excited she became. Looking at her expectant eyes, Sakira Aito closed her eyes sadly.

"get off."

“neru San…”

"Don't you understand if I asked you to get off the car!"

Sakira Aito showed an extremely tough attitude. She could not accept Shimizu Aisha's ridiculous remarks, and stayed by his side together.

Isn’t this just asking her to compromise and share her lover’s meaning with another girl?

There is only that kind of thing, Sakira Aiyin can never do it.

She has so far longed for and pursued, and once thought that what she had been held in her hands was absolutely loyal love.

She can share many things, whether it is expensive clothes or limited accessories, she is willing to give them to the people around her without even blinking her eyes.

Cute love is different.

Love should be something more noble and dedicated.

At least, it should never be shared with others.

"I will not agree with you, I do not agree with your mood, or my actions."

Sakira Aiyin's voice was extremely determined.

"There has been completely over between him and me. Nothing can be said is impossible. Even without you, even if he comes to find me on his own initiative and swears that he will only love me in his life, I will never trust him and will not give him any chance.

Can you understand if I say this?"

"Why can you be so determined?"

"You are! For such an excessive man, you even say such inexplicable words as three people living together! Are you..."

Sakira Aiyin's voice paused at this moment, and she struggled for a long time, but she finally spoke.

"Do you... don't have self-esteem?"

I think this is a very hurtful sentence, even Sakira Aiyin himself thinks so.

But now there is sand in Qingshui, which is like this in her eyes. She is a girl who doesn’t know how to love herself.

People who don’t know how to love themselves often find it difficult to get the love of others.

I guess, for the current clear water and sand, anything I say is just in vain.

"Something... there were a long time ago."

Shimizu Yoshi half-hung her eyes, her tone was gentle like the wind in March. Sakira Aiyin couldn't imagine that she was the innocent and confident Shimizu Yoshi, who was once the popular voice actor who was loved by everyone.

What appeared in front of her at this moment was just an ordinary girl who was physically and mentally damaged by love, and was pitying.

Just like yourself.

"I didn't have this kind of virtue at the beginning. Even if Neru San didn't say it, I know the most about this kind of thing myself.

But, I've made up my mind.

Even if I am not understood, even if I am scolded, and even if the world is destroyed, I still want to be with that person from the bottom of my heart.

For me, as long as I can be loved by that person, my love is too trivial for him.

Compared to you and Saori, there may be some Chinese sauce and Rican sauce. Maybe I am actually the one who is least needed.

As long as I think of this, I feel so nervous.

‘Ah! It won’t work like this! It must be more useful!’, I have such thoughts in my mind countless times.”

"Neru San and Saori are really amazing. They always know what he wants, how can they enter his heart and understand his true intentions.

I was really envious, and even for a while, I was about to go crazy with jealousy."

Qingshui Yousha scratched his head and pretended to be relaxed and squeezed out a silly smile: "Sure enough, it's not OK to be with him alone."

Sakira Aiyin opened her mouth but couldn't make a sound. She didn't know what she should say to Shimizu Yusha now. After all, she could hear what she said, and she didn't have any confidence in it.

"Now, neru San, can't you really think about it anymore?

I know I'm saying something strange, but I hope Neru Sang can think more about that person and let it go, that person will definitely fade out of Neru Sang's world from now on."

"...In that way, I will be purified. My time is very precious and I don't spend the rest of my time loving the scumbag."

At this point, Qingshui Yousha could never persuade her anymore. After thinking about it carefully, she really said something inexplicable.

"That's it, I understand."

"Um."

Qingshui Yousha did not continue to speak, and opened the car door and got out of the car alone. She sighed softly before closing the car door.

“neru San…”

"No, lie to yourself."

After Qingshui Yansan left, Sakira Aiyin dropped her head weakly, her forehead pressed against the steering wheel, and murmured to herself.

"You are the one who lied to you, right? This fool."

(End of this chapter)
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