145 Will You Be My Eyes?(1/3)
"Mom, Yifan...didn't you say anything?"
Bai He put down the bowl in his hand. Mint didn't take a few bites of her favorite pumpkin porridge. It could be seen that her appetite was really bad. Bai He picked up a wipe and gently wiped the corners of her daughter's mouth, slightly
After a smile, he said: "Yifan said he was busy getting married
It's business, so you asked me to come up and take care of you. Why, mom can't take care of you yet?" As she said this, Bai He's voice became a little tasteless, but she didn't expect that even though she was good, she couldn't compare to that kid. It seemed like she
Or would you rather be taken care of by that boy?
"No..." Mint shook his head, with a flushed face: "I'm just a little worried about him. He's been acting weird the past two days. No... It should be that since my eye injury, he has been acting weird." It won't be like before.
I was particularly close to her, but I was still gentle and considerate, taking care of her more carefully than before. But this morning, my attitude suddenly changed, and I seemed to be a little more distant.
Mint feels that since her eye injury, her emotions are more delicate and sensitive than before. Because she can't see, she always thinks about a lot of things when she is alone. Things that she didn't think about in detail before, if she can do it again,
I play it over and over again in my mind like a movie. Things that I didn't understand before seem to become clear now that I think about it carefully.
For example, Zhan Yifan, for example, their fate, it is incredible to think about it, and it is indeed destined to be married by God. For example, her heart... She loves Zhan Yifan, she loves him very much, she loves him even more than she imagined.
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Maybe it is because I have determined my own mind that I am more sensitive and fragile, that I worry about gains and losses, and that I always think about things that I find ridiculous. It seems that... I am more insecure than before.
Bai He is the person who understands Mint best. After all, she is her daughter. After all, she has been there, so after listening to Mint's words, she understands what she means. She is afraid, she no longer feels safe.
One hand gently held her daughter's hand, and the other hand touched her face. Bai He said lightly: "Silly boy, Yifan's heart is the same as yours. You are afraid that he will change, and he will feel guilty about you.
If he is injured, he will not be less sad than you, but more sad than you. Mom has long understood that the child values you more than his own life.
Life is more important. Mom understands that you don’t feel safe now, but have you ever thought about Yifan? Your eyes were injured in his arms, and he couldn’t find the murderer who caused your injuries. How anxious and guilty was he? This morning
, his face was pale and bloodless, and he asked me to come up and take care of you after working hard for who knows how long..."
It seems that everyone knows how good Zhan Yifan is to Mint, and everyone knows that Zhan Yifan will never betray Mint. And Mint also knows this truth deeply, but knowing and heart are sometimes two different things. These days
, she is always immersed in her own sadness, but ignores the feelings of others.
Isn't it because her mother came back to take care of herself even though she didn't go for treatment? Isn't it because she's worried about herself? Isn't it because her mother-in-law didn't come to see her because she felt guilty? Isn't it because Zhan Yifan is becoming more gentle, considerate and tired because she feels distressed and guilty? All of these
People who love themselves are not using it
She cared about and loved herself in the same way, but what did she do? Hiding in her own ivory tower, thinking that all this was natural. What happened to her? How did she become like this? That independence, that sobriety,
Has the rational self really been defeated?
Mint seemed to understand something suddenly. Even if she couldn't see it, she was still Mint. She had not changed. All negative emotions should stay away from her. Because she was tired, sad, and hurt not only herself, but also
There is her family and those who love her.
Bai He exited the room, turned around and was startled by Zhan Yifan standing behind him: "Hey...! Yifan, why are you standing at the door and not going in?"
"Mom, she..." Zhan Yifan looked at the tray held by Bai He in surprise, because all the dishes inside were empty!?
Bai He had a smile on his face: "She ate them all."
Zhan Yifan looked at the empty plates and smiled with a relaxed expression: "It's rare that she can finish a meal..." These days, Mint is very thin, and anyone who looks at it feels distressed, including himself.
.But no one dares to say harsh words. Even persuading her to eat is done in soft words.
, for fear of touching the sensitivity in her heart. But the more she behaves like this, the more he feels distressed. The body that has finally gained weight is looking thin in front of his eyes. How can it be uncomfortable? But watching her eat this meal today
It's clean, I feel somewhat relieved, and all the worries in this area these days seem to be gone.
"Yifan," Bai He looked at Zhan Yifan's happy look and said hesitantly: "It's not that Mom is nosy. It's He'er... her heart is as sensitive and fragile as yours. You should
I also know that the more sensitive and fragile she is, the more insecure she will be. If you can't settle down at this time, how can you give her a sense of security? If you can't give her a sense of security, how can she become more and more insecure?
How about it? It’s not good for your condition, it’s not good for your psychological damage, and the two of you will not be happy.
You will be cured. I know that you also know this truth, but it is inevitable that the secular world disturbs the mind. When the fog covers your heart, you don’t know where the road is. The road is in your heart, and in what direction are you heading?
Go, I think you are more important than me
Understand. What is the most important thing at the moment? It is He'er's eyes, so that you can calm down, including your mother. I have tried to persuade her countless times, but her impatience will not change. But I think... you are better than your mother.
You know all this, don’t you?”
Zhan Yifan listened to Bai He's words in silence. After Bai He finished speaking, he looked at him. In fact, he wanted to see his attitude. If he understood, she would be happy. If he didn't, she would just take it as a warning.
It was just some persuasion in vain. After listening to his mother-in-law's words, Zhan Yifan was silent for a while, lowering his head in silence, as if thinking about the meaning of his mother-in-law's words.
After a long time, Zhan Yifan just nodded: "Mom, I know." After saying that, he turned around and pushed the door open.
Bai He looked at the closed door in front of him and breathed a heavy sigh of relief. It would be great if he really understood. Although she spoke a lot for him in front of her daughter, her heart was all for Mint. Only Zhan Yi
Only when Mint is cured will he be well. On the contrary, only when He'er is cured, Zhan Yifan will be cured as well.
Baihe went downstairs with the tray and looked at Kazuha who was sitting on the carpet stacking blocks with a slight frown. The only thing she couldn't let go of when she went to the nursing home was Kazuha. There was no nanny in the nursing home, so she couldn't take good care of Kazuha if she wanted to treat her body.
Yu, what should Kazuyu do?
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Hearing the sound of opening and closing the door, Mint turned around and looked in the direction of the door with a smile: "Yifan?"
"It's me, baby." Zhan Yifan's voice was approaching. Mint immediately stretched out his hand and felt a pair of big hands holding him, then deepened his smile: "I ate all the breakfast this morning." Like asking for credit.
The same voice, so delicate, makes the man's heart flutter.
"Baby, you are great." Zhan Yifan sat down and reached out to pick up Mint and put it on his lap, then he really praised her. He gently held her body with his hands and lowered his head on her head.
He kissed her and said emotionally: "It's really great. I'm proud of you."
Mint stretched out her hands and circled the man's neck. She touched his cheek with her lips, touching him lightly. Then she lowered her head and whispered in the man's ear: "Really? I'll make you proud.
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Zhan Yifan patted the back of Mint's head and smiled: "Of course. You are not afraid of the darkness, you are not afraid of the future, and you can take good care of yourself. Why shouldn't I be proud of you?"
Mint choked up: "So... Yifan, are you willing to be my eyes?"
Zhan Yifan turned his head and looked at Mint's hard but soft profile. What do you mean?
"If," Mint said, as if aware of his silence, he paused and took the initiative to explain, "if my eyes don't heal, if I can't see you on the day when the gauze is removed, will you be mine?"
Eye?"
If you were my eyes, I would no longer be afraid of anything. I would become more courageous and stronger than before.
Zhan Yifan did not answer with words, but held Mint's face and looked at her pale lips as she lowered her head gently. It had been a long time since he kissed her like this. In the past, he was afraid that he would be unable to control himself, but now he
I can't help myself anymore, but this irresistible kiss doesn't have so much lust, but more of his love.
He sucked hard, turned around and sucked hard again, rolled his lips on the opposite side and rubbed them.
The warm and delicate cheeks between the palms gradually became flushed, and the originally pale lips became red and blood-red. The most beautiful and energetic eyes were still covered by gauze, but it could not stop her shyness and
expect.
"What are you talking about?" Zhan Yifan said softly, "Of course I am willing." He no longer comforted her vaguely that such a thing was impossible, but gave her the worst but most comforting answer.
After hearing these words, Mint only held on to Zhan Yifan's clothes tightly and leaned into Zhan Yifan's arms: "Thank you... Yifan." This cardiotonic was the best comfort for her.
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From that day on, Mint's mentality really got better and better.
She is willing to go downstairs and even sit on the carpet and stack blocks with Kazuyu. Because she can't see, she always accidentally knocks down the blocks that Kazuyu has piled. Every time she just smiles mischievously, and Kazuyu takes the trouble to start again.
He piled up without complaining at all. Looking at her occasionally, Kazuyu actually knew what to do.
He avoided her hand, but when he saw that she was unhappy, he handed her two loose building blocks, as if to say, "Go and play with yourself." However, Mint just didn't understand, again and again, until Zhan Yifan really looked at it.
Only when she couldn't go down anymore did he come over and pull her away to let go of the persistent and simple Kazuha.
"You really have your way when you tease a child." Zhan Yifan took Mint to the garden. Mint felt the intensity of the sun on his body. He raised his face slightly and pointed his eyes towards the sun before smiling: "But you didn't notice,
Is it easy to integrate into Kazuha's world this way? It can also make him notice me."
"So, you haven't given up the idea of keeping Kazuha by your side even now?"
"Yeah." Mint nodded, "Even if I can't see, I still have you and Sister Zhang and Sister Liu. Mom's health cannot be delayed. I must let Yiyu stay by my side, and be as happy as It’s just like staying by mom’s side, no grudges whatsoever.”
So what if she can't see? Being invisible can't stop her from doing what she wants to do, or from her heart. Besides, she can't see her eyes temporarily, so she's not sure she's really blind. She's not dead yet, nor is she paralyzed. Now that she has moved, she is already luckier than many people. She also has the strongest heart, and she is also very persistent.
Zhan Yifan paused and looked at Mint. The breeze was blowing her long hair and fluttering the hem of her skirt. She was so thin but so strong. Her strength made him happy, happy and relieved.
Gently holding her in his arms, there is no need for any words anymore. Their minds have been figured out, and they both need to cheer up. There is nothing wrong with holding each other's hands step by step towards a future that may be more difficult. Afraid, because their sky has cleared away the gloom, and the clouds and mist have been cleared away to reveal the bright moon.
I seem to eat more than before, and my appetite is always good. Two bowls of rice and two bowls of soup don't seem to be a problem, let alone how many dishes I have eaten. And there is no need for Zhan Yifan to feed himself, so he eats with chopsticks. It seems that it is no longer difficult to put food in her own bowl, and she can even chat while eating at the dining table. Because of her changes, the entire Zhan family has become sunny, as if they have not been so happy for a long time, even Song Qingyu's A rare smile appeared on their faces, and everyone's tense emotions seemed to have relaxed a lot.
Mint is as cheerful as before, even more cheerful than before. She smiles so naturally and speaks so freely. Her eyes look like they are not hurt at all. When she talks to you, you even feel that she is looking at you. , so serious and powerful. Everyone was very happy to see Mint like this, and they were all pleased with her changes. Everyone understood that she had become stronger, stronger than before.
The happiest person is Zhan Yifan, and then there are the two mothers, Song Qingyu and Bai He. Although Zhan Guobang is always busy with the company, he has always cared about Mint. When he saw the changes in Mint, he also I feel happy from the bottom of my heart. The entire atmosphere of the Zhan family has really changed because of mint.
When Mint is cheerful, the whole Bo family becomes sunny. But her cheerfulness also makes everyone in the Zhan family busy. Before, she preferred to stay in the room upstairs and listen to English, but now she seems to prefer going downstairs for a walk, or going to Help Daphne prepare breakfast, lunch or dinner in the kitchen.
In fact, Mint was just sitting in a chair and listening to Daphne cooking and explaining. Mint had long wanted to learn to cook, and now being able to sit down and just listen to how to cook seems to be a way of learning. I feel sorry for Daphne. , she didn’t speak much Chinese at first, and what she spoke was lame. Now she had to explain how to cook to Mint, which was more difficult than asking her to cook Chinese food. Fortunately, Mint let Daphne know it after a day. Speak English because she also wants to strengthen her English through daily conversations, but she wants Daphne to speak slower. This is much easier for Daphne, although Mint often touches her quietly and scares her. Half dead, Daphne was afraid that the young lady would accidentally touch a knife or a high-risk object such as boiling water. But because of mint, Daphne, who has always loved cooking, has lost her temper recently, and other servants are here. Secretly, Daphne had always had a very tough temper, even the madam would let her go, but she didn't expect that the young madam would wear her down.
Not only that, the relationship between Mint and Anna seems to be getting closer and closer. During the day, when Zhan Yifan goes out to work, she lets Anna accompany her all day long. Anna takes care of her when walking, drinking tea, and chatting. Anna almost has to
He became her personal valet. Other maids envied Anna, because following the young lady not only allowed them to do less housework, but also enjoyed many things that only young ladies could enjoy. Listening to music, walking, eating rare varieties of expensive fruits, etc. Such relaxation
Things that everyone is willing to do.
To be continued...