Tong'er quickly changed her clothes and left the room and went downstairs.

Although it was midnight, I had no choice but to knock on Uncle Ding's door.

Xiao Ding, who is now middle-aged, put on a coat and opened the door with misty eyes. Tong'er grabbed his arm anxiously and said, "Uncle Ding, can you go to Shangguan's house?"

"Come on, Shangguan's house? Miss Tong'er, what happened?"

Xiao Ding's sleepiness has obviously gone away for the most part.

"Yes, it's a very important and urgent matter. When you go to Shangguan's house, just tell the guards that you are from the Zhan family, and then ask them to notify Shangguan Jinyu immediately, and just say... let him go to the hospital immediately! No... no,

"Tong'er quickly denied herself.

After this action, he lowered his head, and when he raised his head again, his eyes became more determined: "You must see Shangguan Jinyu in person! No matter what method you use, you must see him! Tell him personally that his mother committed suicide.

...He is being rescued in the hospital!”

When Xiao Ding heard this, his face turned pale.

"Suicide"... It's not like he has never seen Shangguan Jinyu before. That kid always came to the house to look for Tong'er...

"Okay, I'll go right away!" Xiao Ding didn't dare to hesitate, gathered up his clothes and turned back to get the key.[

"Be gentle, don't disturb mom and dad..." Tong'er gave another instruction in a low voice before turning around and walking quickly to the garage.

In the middle of the night, there were very few cars on the road, and even the traffic lights turned into flashing yellow lights. Tong'er arrived at the hospital quickly without any obstacles.

After hurriedly rushing to the door of the emergency room, the doctor told her: "The rescue has been carried out. Now the person has been sent back to the ward, but his mood is not stable. This is a suicide note. I think... it is better to leave it to you."

Tong'er breathed a sigh of relief and quietly came to the door of the ward with the suicide note. When she saw the blurry, pale and fragile figure on the hospital bed, her eyes turned red.

She remembered many years ago, when her mother was lying on the hospital bed, and she would stand on tiptoes outside the door to look at her figure... It was almost the same as the scene in front of her. So she deeply understood the loss of her mother.

Although she received her mother's love later, she could never forget the pain in her heart... That's why she asked Uncle Xiao Ding to tell Shangguan Jinyu personally no matter what, so that she would not regret it in the future. Shangguan Jin

Yu will not regret it either.

Sitting down on the chair in the corridor outside the door, Tong'er unfolded the suicide note in her hand.

Maybe, she shouldn't look at it, but deep down in her heart, she felt that maybe she should take a look.

Why does Shangguan's mother's phone contact list only have the contact numbers of herself and Shangguan Jinyu? Doesn't she have anyone else she can contact on weekdays? Tong'er felt something was wrong, so after some struggle, she opened the suicide note in her hand.

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Ayu, don't blame mom, mom is gone.

Mom knows that it was Mom who was sorry for you, not giving you a happy enough life, and even making your life more difficult than ordinary people, but you never complained. Mom still remembers that when we were in the United States, even though we were just the mother and son,

At least we are happy. You often ask your father, and I can prevaricate you, but you still hold on to a glimmer of hope... But his appearance has completely shattered our dreams.

You are always a member of the Shangguan family. They can't let you go, and you can't let them go.

What about your own life and happiness?

Mom knows that you like Tong'er. Mom can tell that you really like her. Mom has never seen you like someone like this. It started when you were in junior high school, right? Silly boy...how can you hide it?

How long? It makes my mother anxious to see it.

When your mother leaves, you must not hesitate any longer...otherwise she will leave you sooner or later like her mother did, so you must hold her hand tightly.

It's painful for mom to live, so don't be sad.[

Mom can't bear to see you struggling, can't bear to endure torture and pain like this, can't bear... you just give up on your own happiness like this.

Go after her and don't let her go, okay?

Mother, Zheng x’s last words.

Tong'er looked at this suicide note and felt sad in her heart.

At this moment, the emotions in her heart were extremely complicated. She sighed that Shangguan Jinyu's mother gave up her life like this, sighed that the fate of their mother and son was so unruly, and sighed... She turned out to be the heroine in Shangguan's mother's suicide note.

Giving Shangguan Jinyu the most hope...it turns out that even she knows what Shangguan Jinyu is thinking.

Was that why she said that that day?

Tong'er looked at the suicide note in her hand in confusion, not knowing how to hand it to Shangguan Jinyu!

The sound of footsteps was heard in the distance. Tong'er immediately folded the suicide note and put it into her clothes. She stood up and looked towards the end. The person running towards here panting was none other than Shangguan Jinyu.

Shangguan Jinyu looked a little panicked and rushed over, grabbed Tong'er's arm and asked nervously: "How is my mother? How is my mother!?"

Tong'er raised a finger to signal Shangguan Jinyu to quiet down. After all, it was only half past four and it was still dark.

Seeing that Shangguan Jinyu's expression had softened, she whispered: "Your mother is out of danger. She is inside now... and must be asleep."

Shangguan Jinyu finally breathed a sigh of relief and let go of Tong'er's arm.

He pursed his lips, said nothing, turned around, opened the door and walked into the ward.

Tong'er stood outside the door and looked inside through the glass. She saw Shangguan Jinyu walking to the bedside and quietly holding her mother's hand outside. The wrist was still wrapped with gauze and was extremely pale in the moonlight.

Then... Tong'er saw Shangguan Jinyu lying beside the bed, her shoulders shaking gently.

He is crying.

Tong'er did not read any more, but returned to the bench and sat down. She reached out and "touched" out the suicide note again. Looking at the suicide note, she felt mixed emotions.

She didn't want Shangguan Jinyu to see this suicide note, because there were too many things in it... that she didn't want him to do, such as... pursuing herself bravely.

She wanted Shangguan Jinyu to pursue other sunshine... But she was not a cold-blooded person. She couldn't be completely moved after knowing that he had liked her for so long, but at most... she was just moved and guilty. She knew

All her heart was given to Asheng and could not be given to anyone else, so she could only refuse, and refusal would always hurt Shangguan Jinyu.

Shangguan's mother would always wake up, and her suicide note would always be mentioned.

Even if he couldn't see it, Shangguan's mother would always tell him personally.

The suicide note was his right as a son... who was she?

After a fierce struggle, Tong'er finally got up and entered the ward holding the suicide note.

Shangguan Jinyu had calmed down and just sat blankly by the bed looking at his mother's sleeping face.

"Ayu." Tong'er stood by the door and looked at his back and called softly.

Shangguan Jinyu immediately turned around, as if he had just woken up from a dream and remembered that she was still there.

"Tonight...thank you." Shangguan Jinyu stood up from the chair and looked at Tong'er sincerely and said, knowing that she must have been frightened at that time, but she also knew to let their driver do everything possible to enter Shangguan's house to find him personally.

, if he hadn't missed his mother's disaster, he would definitely hate himself.

Tong'er shook her head, feeling that her contribution was not great. Besides, she always felt that as a friend, she should do something. Just like him, he had always paid for herself...

"Are you... okay?" Tong'er looked at Shangguan Jinyu worriedly and asked.

Shangguan Jinyu sighed, turned to look at his mother on the bed and said lightly: "How can I be okay when I see her like this?"

Tong'er bit her lip, hesitated for a moment, but still took out the suicide note and handed it to him: "This...was left by my aunt."

Shangguan Jinyu was stunned for a moment, looked up at Tong'er, and only reached out to take it when he saw the light in her eyes.

After unfolding it, Shangguan Jinyu looked at it carefully.

When he realized that this was actually a suicide note, he trembled.

But the content above made him even more embarrassed. In front of Tong'er, how could he continue reading!

Holding the suicide note, Shangguan Jinyu looked at Tong'er in a panic: "You... read it?"

Tong'er immediately shook her head. At this time, she had to lie even if she didn't want to.

"No, how is that possible... That's for you, I didn't read it..."

She tried to stay calm, but Shangguan Jinyu saw through it. She was never good at lying, especially in front of him.

But she said this just to save his face, so what else could he ask?

"My mother loves me so much... I'll take you back." Sighing, Shangguan Jinyu stood up and said.

He didn't want to mention this topic too much, lest it make the atmosphere between them even more awkward.

"No, I... will stay with you here and wait with you until she wakes up." She couldn't sleep when she went back at this time, and... it was daybreak, so it was time for her to go to the airport. Maybe she should talk to Shangguan's mother about some things.

Let’s have a good talk.

Obsession is not liberation, but another prison. At the same time, it is painful... and her son.

Shangguan Jinyu was silent for a moment before agreeing: "That's fine."

The two of them sat down by the bed together and watched over Ms. Zheng who had not yet woken up. They slowly talked about the past. Shangguan Jinyu also joked about his own love as if he was talking about other people's affairs: "You

Maybe you don’t know... In the past, I always loved to stand on the terrace, smoking and healing while looking at you. At that time, you were as quiet and beautiful as you are now... and maybe I was just so addicted to it.

I can’t help myself…”

"I was very afraid of you at first... thinking how vicious such a gangster must be? But I didn't expect that you were actually kind-hearted and saved me on the bus..."

Both of them smiled as they talked, as if they were telling other people's stories.

Tong'er has always regarded Shangguan Jinyu as a good friend, but Shangguan Jinyu regards her as his most precious first love.

This is not Tong'er's fault, nor is it Shangguan Jinyu's fault. They just met the wrong person at the right time... because at that time, another big tree had been planted in Tong'er's heart.
To be continued...