Extra Story: Ji Mingyu——Chapter 35: The distance between hearts
At night in Hong Kong, there are not only bright lights and a bustling and noisy metropolitan style, but also white clouds, hills and warm sea breeze.
In front of him, a thin and lonely figure stood with his arms crossed.
A sad heart is like a dead tree floating on the sea, unable to find a place to stay.
I thought that she would be very happy when she came to this world-renowned place for the first time with the man she liked. This journey in her life would be her best memory.
However, there are always so many variables in life, and they are thrown into hell without giving her any time to prepare. No matter how hard she tries, she can only linger outside the door of his heart, unable to enter.[
Her nose was sore and sour, Qin Shan covered her lips hard to prevent herself from crying.
No matter how beautiful the night scene is, the heart is broken and everyone is hurt before the scene is intoxicating.
Turning around, she walked towards the living room.
When Ji Mingyu came out, Qin Shan was already asleep on the sofa, with her long hair covering most of her face.
After standing there for a while, Ji Mingyu returned to the bathroom, took a hot towel, squatted next to her, and unbuttoned her clothes one by one. When the towel wiped her body, she suddenly woke up and stared blankly.
There was a strange look in his eyes.
"After a long journey, it will be more comfortable if you give it a scrub." Ji Mingyu said, his tone was not as gentle and soft as before, nor cold as ice, but calm and distant, as if there was a long distance between the two.
, it was clearly within reach, but he didn't want to reach out.
Hong Kong Night Can Hua Ben. "I'm going to take a shower." Qin Shan dropped these four words, stood up from the sofa, and walked quickly to the bathroom.
She couldn't face him, at least she wasn't mentally prepared to face him yet. She needed to calm down.
Ji Mingyu looked at the gradually cooling towel in his hand, and listened to the sound of the bathroom door being locked. He froze for a while, then got up and walked to the bedroom.
Qin Shan washed for a long time, deliberately delaying the time, hoping that Ji Mingyu would have rested when she came out, so that she would not have to talk to him and could lick the wounds alone.
However, she also hoped that he would wait for her. Even if the two of them didn't say a word, at least he would still be willing to wait for her to sleep together.
However, when she came out with extremely contradictory and complicated emotions, Ji Mingyu actually fell asleep. She stood at the end of the bed, looking at his sleeping face with a faint look, and suddenly felt that she was ridiculous.
She thought that he would care a little bit about her feelings, but no, he didn't care at all because he didn't love her.
Qin Shan took a quilt and pillow from the cabinet and lay down on the sofa in the living room. When she closed her eyes, hot liquid slipped quietly from the corners of her eyes...
One night, she dreamed that when she was sleeping until midnight, she seemed to be picked up by someone, but she was too sleepy and fell asleep again before her consciousness woke up.
The next morning, Qin Shan opened her eyes, and she was the only one on Nuo Da's bed. I don't know why she was in the bed, or where he went. 13v.
Qin Shan sat in silence for a long time before getting out of bed and walking out in vain. The door happened to open from the outside, and Ji Mingyu's figure burst into view unexpectedly.
The four eyes looked at each other, Qin Shan looked at him with erratic eyes, without saying a word.
"Good morning!" Ji Mingyu said two words calmly, his eyes were burning, and there were thousands of words in his eyes, but he hesitated to speak.[
"Good morning!" Qin Shan smiled dryly, turned and walked into the bathroom.
During the week in Hong Kong, Qin Shan had a hard time every day. She worked from morning to night, had meetings with other companies, seminars, inspections, and banquets. Although she was very tired, she would rather be busy, so that she could temporarily let go of the pain in her heart.
, use work to numb yourself.
However, the most embarrassing thing was when they returned to the hotel at night, the two of them still talked. She fell asleep on the sofa every night and woke up in the bed in the morning. She didn't ask him why, and they never had any affection.
The cold war lasted until the night before leaving Hong Kong.
Qin Shan packed her gift box and looked at her watch. It was past eight o'clock. She remembered that she had promised to bring a gift to Xiao Tongtong, so she took her bag and planned to go out.
"Where are you going?" Ji Mingyu, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly spoke up.
Qin Shan stood still and didn't want to pay attention to him, but... finally he took the initiative to speak. If she really ignored him, then they might have come to an end!
After thinking for a while, she finally curled her lips and replied: "Go shopping."
"It's not safe for you to be alone." Ji Mingyu said, "I'll go too."
Qin Shan bit her lip, said angrily, "Whatever you want" and walked towards the door.
Ji Mingyu frowned, took his coat and followed her.
The two were strolling around Tsim Sha Tsui. Hong Kong was very beautiful at night, and the street scenes were particularly beautiful. Qin Shan couldn't help but smile happily, "Hong Kong is so nice."
Ji Mingyu gave a soft "hmm" and put his long arm around her shoulders. She froze immediately and turned her head to meet his eyes. He smiled softly and said, "Let's not be annoyed anymore, okay?"
Qin Shan's nose felt sore and she pursed her lips, "You are the one who wants to annoy me..."
"I'm sorry." Ji Mingyu hugged her tightly and apologized in a low voice.
A few people passed by, and they hugged each other on the street, burying the hatchet, but the distance between their hearts did not know how close they were...
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Due to the simultaneous development of several projects at different paces, Ji Mingyu became even busier after returning to Taipei. Within a week, he stayed at Ji's house for three or four days, and the rest of the time at Qin Shan's place. Regarding his loss of control that night,
The reason was that he never told Qin Shan.
Qin Shan sensitively believed that it must be related to Luo Shan, but she didn't have the courage to ask Luo Shan, so she buried the matter deep in her heart, forcing herself to forget it and cherish the life after reconciling with Ji Mingyu.
The days of semi-cohabitation passed very quickly. During the weekdays, they were busy with work. On the weekends, when Ji Mingyu had free time, he would take Qin Shan and Tongtong out to play. The relationship between the two young women grew day by day, and they often even teamed up to tease Ji Mingyu, which made things worse.
Ji Mingyu couldn't laugh or cry.
However, Ji Mingyu never took Qin Shan back to Ji's house. Every time, she would sit in the car and wait for him. She was in the courtyard of Ji's house, but could not take a step towards Ji's house. She didn't know what he was thinking.
Every time the words come to my mouth, I want to ask clearly, but I find that I can't ask at all.
Whether he marries her or not depends entirely on his heart. How can she change it just by forcing him to ask?
Qin Shan's job was confirmed as a regular job after the company's assessment, which was originally a happy thing. However, due to her tepid love with Ji Mingyu, she didn't feel very happy when she received the notification of the regular job.[
Zhang Xiaoya and others clamored for her to treat her to celebrate, but she couldn't help it. They invited everyone to eat at a Chinese restaurant near the company for lunch. In the middle of the meal, she suddenly felt sick to her stomach. She hurriedly covered her mouth and ran to the bathroom.
I vomited a lot until yellow water came out, and then I felt better.
After taking a handful of water and washing her face, she looked at herself in a miserable state in the mirror and vaguely remembered that her aunt had not reported for a long time.
At this time, it has entered December, and today is December 12th.
Qin Shan looked at the calendar on her phone and counted the time. Her heart clenched slightly. She dug her nails into the cracks of her phone and gasped slightly.
After taking leave in the afternoon, Qin Shan quietly went to the hospital alone.
When she held the pregnancy certificate in her hand, she didn't know whether to feel sad or happy. Should she tie him up with the baby in her belly?
In a marriage without love, even if that person is by your side every day, your heart will be empty...
Along the way, Qin Shan thought that one day she would be moved by Ji Mingyu, and his love would always be transferred to her. But the longer they stayed together, the more she discovered that he could smile at you gently and wash your hands for you.
Gentang, who cares about you so much, will also linger with you in bed, but when she suddenly wakes up in the middle of the night, she will find him standing alone in front of you, the cigarette butt between his fingers flickering, and the ashtray on the table.
, and wiped out a bunch of cigarette butts...
He could never let go of the person in his heart. In the dead of night, he would set aside time to think about that person alone. She could never take a step forward in his inner world, just like she could only sit in the yard of Ji's house and look into the distance.
Same as that door...
The distance between hearts is actually always so far.
After coming out of the hospital, Qin Shan walked aimlessly through the streets like a wandering spirit. She didn't want to go home or see anyone, but she didn't know where to go...
The cold wind blew on her face, causing pain, but she didn't notice it and kept moving forward.
As the lanterns came on and night fell, the cell phone in my bag finally rang. It was a song specially designed for one person, and it was familiar to my bones.
She didn't want to answer the phone call she usually longed for most, so she chose to turn a blind eye for the first time and let the song play over and over again, eventually eliminating the silence...
Qin Shan was tired from walking and sat down on a bench on the street. Although she wore low-heeled shoes, her feet still hurt badly after walking too much. She simply took off her shoes and lay curled up on an outdoor chair, as if
The homeless man who returned home used the sky as his quilt and closed his eyes to sleep, not caring about the pointing eyes of passers-by.
When Ji Mingyu drove his car and finally found her along the street, she was cold all over and had already fallen asleep against the chair. There were many passers-by standing around. Someone had already called the police and was waiting for the police to come and deal with it.
"Shanshan!"
Ji Mingyu called her in a panic, hugging her cold body tightly into his arms. She opened her eyes in confusion, and his blurry image came into her pupils. She smiled weakly, "Why are you here?"
"Fool!"
Ji Mingyu scolded her angrily, and with a livid face, he picked her up and quickly got into the car, speeding all the way to the community where she lived.
When he got home, he first took her temperature to make sure she didn't have a fever. After feeling relaxed, he put in hot water and sat her in the bathtub to soak in the hot water.
In the dim living room, only a small light was turned on. When Qin Shan walked out in her nightgown, Ji Mingyu was sitting on the sofa smoking. There were several empty wine bottles on the coffee table, and the ashtray was filled with cigarette butts.
His handsome face, illuminated by the flickering fireworks, seemed so distant and unreal...
Chapter completed!