【６９书吧-ＷＷＷ.６９ＳＨＵ.ＣＯＭ】Extra: Chen Jieya:

It turns out that I just thought

"Jie Ya, when are you going to come back?" The speaker of the phone was on, and the manager's voice came from it.

"Is now... the right opportunity?" I pursed my lips and asked hesitantly.

In the big entertainment industry, there is never a shortage of beauties. I am not sure if, after two years, I have not been replaced by other anchors and whether I can still reach the peak of the year.

"I have contacted the station manager and done some work, so there should be no problem. However, the most important thing is you, you must get back to your best state." The agent's words were sincere and true.

"Okay." I nodded in agreement.

In two months, I lost weight like crazy, took care of myself, little by little, and worked hard to return to the famous AATV anchor I once was.

The child had fallen asleep, his little body curled up in the thin quilt. My mother took back the hand that patted him and covered him with the corner of the quilt.

My thoughts about this child are contradictory and tangled. On the one hand, I hate him, but on the other hand, I can't help but want to hug him and love him.

Mom said, Jie Ya, the child is innocent after all. You are a mother, and you should give him the maternal love he deserves.

It's been two years, and I still can't let go and accept a child conceived under such circumstances.

This, I originally thought was Zhan Aofan's child.

Many people look down on me and despise me, saying that I am just vain and interested in his money, power and family background.

But how could they know that when I fell in love with him, I never knew he had such a prominent background.

I have loved him for so long that all my youth is filled with memories of him.

For him, I gave up a woman's pride and self-esteem.

When that gentle and gentle middle-aged woman came to me, I realized how ruthless and cold the so-called rich and powerful people were.

——Miss Chen, please leave Aofan. You are not suitable. Lin Liru's smiling lips spoke the most ruthless words. Underneath her gentle appearance, there was a cold heart.

——Aunt, I thought you should be able to understand me. Aren't you also a woman from an ordinary family? I raised my eyebrows and admitted how disrespectful these words were, but I couldn't hold back the anger surging in my heart.

She still smiled gently, and the expression on her face was not moved at all by my words.

——Miss Chen, I asked you to leave Aofan, not because of your family, but because of you. You are excellent and beautiful, but you are not suitable for Aofan.

When I left the teahouse, I looked at the envelope handed over by the man in front of me and raised the corners of my lips sarcastically: Why isn't it money? Isn't the most indispensable thing for a family like theirs money?

The man didn't show anything because of my rudeness, he just said expressionlessly: Our wife said that Miss Chen is a smart person, and I hope you can take care of yourself.

I opened the envelope with trembling fingertips, and there was a check for ten million.

Smiling weakly, haha, I am actually worth ten million...

I mustered up all the courage to dial the number that I had engraved in my heart. The moment the deep male voice on the other end rang out, I couldn't help but choke up.

——Your mother came to see me today.

——Yes, I know. A faint voice with a hint of indifference.

——You... know? My voice changed in astonishment.

--Um.

——So, you know, she gave me a check for ten million? I raised my voice uncontrollably, and tears fell down my cheeks.

——Jie Ya, you are very smart and know what is best for you. His voice is like an outsider, a complete bystander.

This is actually the longest sentence he has said to me since the call was made. Choice? Oh, do I have the right to choose? From beginning to end, have he and his family given me the right to choose?

——Zhan Aofan, do you know that I am pregnant with your child? Even though I love you so humblely, I still have such a slim hope in my heart. Maybe, he can see...

——Kill it off, Jie Ya, you still have a long life in the future, there is no need to do things on impulse that you will regret. I fell to the ground slumped, and my trembling fingertips could hardly hold the phone in my hand.

——Fan, I thought you loved me.

--once.

Yes, maybe, he had loved her, but that love was too humble, not enough to shake him, not enough to become the whole of his life.

…

We still live in the same city and breathe under the same sky. I secretly pay attention to everything related to him.

He took over Qixing, fell in love with and got married to his childhood sweetheart, a well-matched young lady from a well-matched family.

I know everything about him, I know it clearly, as if it was me who was by his side, and I was the bride at the wedding.

…

I never thought that one day we would have another chance to meet, but for me, it would be better if such an intersection never happened.

That encounter almost cost me my life.

At a business party, I watched him in the crowd, holding a goblet and his female companion, chatting and laughing with everyone. He looked like a newly divorced man.

I have always known his ruthlessness, so at that moment, I sympathized with that woman, the woman named Mu Anyou, the woman who had only been his wife for two months, the woman who once made me crazy jealous

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I understand his coldness and cruelty better than anyone, but I am still addicted to it and cannot extricate myself.

——Jie Ya, I can’t give you the love, solemnity, or even status you want, so are you sure? He was wearing a bathrobe, and the atmosphere was so ambiguous, but he said it was like a transaction or negotiation.

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——Fan, I just want to stay by your side.

…

He never spends the night in my apartment, no matter how late. After finishing, he smokes a cigarette, picks up his coat and leaves neatly.

Sometimes, I can even smell the faint scent of perfume on him, which is a scent I never use.

How could he be the only woman with such a status and eye-catching man like me? I suppressed the disappointment in my heart and comforted myself that it was just an act on his part.

He said he liked my obedience and understanding, so when we got engaged, I thought that my years of forbearance and grievances were finally satisfied. I thought I would be the most enviable and happiest woman in the world.

If that woman never came back, if he never met her again, maybe I would really be "happy" like this.

However, if is the cruelest two words in the world, because it represents impossibility and loss!

That night, he was very drunk, broke into my apartment, dragged me to the bed, and rushed in without even giving me a chance to react.

I was in terrible pain, but I couldn't and didn't want to stop him.

It was the first time in so many years of knowing each other that he and I were face to face on the bed.

Before this, I even thought that he had a special hobby in this area, because he never kissed me during sex, only from behind me, and never looked at my face with his eyes closed.

Sure enough, throughout the night, he shouted the name that made my whole body tremble - Youyou countless times.

That was a murmur that I had never heard before, and that was the tenderness and pain belonging to Zhan Aofan that I had never seen before.

I deceived myself to comfort myself, and convinced myself that what would happen if that woman came back? They were already divorced, not to mention that there was an outstanding man like Xu Zhiyan beside her.

…

Looking at the empty house, there is endless darkness outside. How long has it been since he contacted me?

I couldn't help but miss him from the bottom of my heart, so I called him and asked him if he wanted to come to my place.

After a moment of silence, he replied, OK.

I was happy when I hung up the phone, thinking that after all these years, I would finally have a place in his heart.

I was wrong, completely wrong again.

His face was covered with mottled scars, dazzling bloodstains, and he stood in front of me tired and decadent.

This time, without even a check, he unilaterally said, it’s over!

——Fan, how could you be so cruel to me again?

——Jie Ya, I asked you at the beginning, it is your own choice.

——But we were already engaged. I thought, I thought, we could make it to the end. I bit my lower lip hard and couldn't feel the stinging pain from my fingertips embedded in my palm.

——If I don’t meet her again, it should be okay.

——So? I opened my mouth in despair, and once again, the world became dark.

——I want to find her.

Seeing his decisively leaving figure disappearing into the vast night, my world collapsed!

After the calm, there was full of jealousy, unwillingness and hatred.

I met Li Yifa at a party, and accidentally learned about his past entanglements with Mu Anyou.

I started a crazy and vicious revenge. I spent a lot of money to get evidence of his drug smuggling and trafficking.

I said that as long as he destroyed Mu Anyou, as long as he could make her disappear completely from Zhan Aofan's world, I would not report him.

Everything seemed to be going smoothly, but at a certain point, there was a fork.

God actually loves her so much.
To be continued...