091 Alone is fine
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There was a crazy look on her face, and tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, dripping on the table. Her beautiful face looked very miserable at the moment, but there was no trace of pity in Chu Mingxuan's heart.%&*";
He just looked at her coldly, watching her madness without speaking.
"Finally, I no longer need to pretend to be smart and sensible, and I don't have to struggle in this mortal world anymore, hoping that you will come to save me. I finally don't have to work so hard to get away with you just to stay by your side..." She murmured.
Here, it stopped.
Looking at Chu Mingxuan, he suddenly laughed: "I just discovered that letting go of everything is so easy! Loving you is so heavy."
She took out the exquisite piece of blood jade from her waist and handed it to Dongfang Rui, saying: "I'll give this back to you. It's useless if I take it. You can't force anything!"
Dongfang Rui took the jade in a daze, looking a little at a loss.
It was the first time that he looked directly at Linglong, and he realized that this woman had a beautiful face, bright and bright, and a smile with a kind of madness that confuses all living beings. When she was in the strange red building, guests would flow like a fountain.
He opened his mouth and said: "You——"
In the end, nothing was said.
Linglong twitched the corners of her mouth slightly, with a hint of charming coldness in her smile. She looked at Dongfang Rui and said with a smile: "You are just the same as me, with the same unrequited love, the same sadness and humbleness, why should you sympathize with me?
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Dongfang Rui heard a trace of pain in his brows. This was the last thing he wanted to admit, but it was also something he had to face. When he fell asleep every night, he could always dream of her beautiful face in a trance.
Smiling and joking with him, closing your eyes, you will recall that time in Northern Xinjiang...
Chu Mingxuan looked at Dongfang Rui with questions in his eyes. Dongfang Rui shook his head, unable to say anything in the end.
Linglong sneered. She seemed a little crazy at the moment. Looking at Dongfang Rui's dejected appearance, she laughed crazily and said: "Hahaha... you don't dare to say it? That's right, coveting other people's wives is not an aboveboard thing.
How dare you say that? What's more, this other person is still my brother!"
Chu Mingxuan squinted his eyes and stared at him, turned his head for a while, and only lightly told Linglong: "You can leave the capital today."
Linglong smiled and said: "I will leave, leave completely, and disappear here forever."
She raised her eyebrows again and looked at Chu Mingxuan, and said with a smile: "Master Xuan, you and Master Dongfang are really close brothers! How can you be so calm even when your own wife is coveted? Haha... Look...
It seems like you don’t love that filthy peasant girl that much.om|i^”
"Shut up!"
Linglong really shut up, and she took a deep look at Chu Mingxuan. She looked at him seriously and her eyes were very deep, as if she wanted to imprint this person into the depths of her mind.
Then, she smiled sadly and said to Chu Mingxuan in a voice that only she could hear: "I really loved you, loved you very much... but from the next moment, this love will be buried.
Already..."
Her eyes looked a little hollow as she spoke, and suddenly she ran towards the pillar in front of her like crazy, with a desire to die, and hit the pillar heavily.
Blood sprayed out, and she fell down in response. With a charming poppy-like smile on her lips, she opened her eyes and looked into the distance, then slowly closed them...
The blood dyed the ground red, which was so shocking that it was impossible to ignore. Chu Mingxuan suddenly felt depressed in his heart. What kept flashing in his mind was the words Linglong just whispered, and her sad and longing words.
The image of a person who is determined to die and beat a pillar.
He bent down and looked at her quietly, stretched out his hand to feel her breath, and saw that her life was gone!
If she chose to leave in such a decisive way to make him remember her, then it is undeniable that she succeeded. He did remember her, and during that period of time, all that flashed in his mind was her.
Nobody!
He softly called someone, ordered a proper burial, and then went back without saying a word.
Dongfang Rui followed closely behind him, opening his mouth several times to say something to him, but in the end nothing came out...
When he was about to arrive at the palace, Chu Mingxuan suddenly stopped. He looked at Dongfang Rui and smiled suddenly: "No need to say anything, I understand everything."
What else is there that you don’t understand? It’s just that Dongfang fell in love with his little wife. This originally well-hidden thought was discovered by Linglong. However, if such a thing were to be known, the first thing would be to Qingwan’s reputation.
No, he would be said to be a promiscuous woman. Perhaps, Dongfang was still concerned about his relationship with him, so he was naturally threatened by Linglong.
As a condition for not telling the story, Linglong received the piece of blood jade. When Linglong got the piece of jade, she informed Qingwan and said that the jade was given to her by herself.
Her name was Linglong. She had given her such a piece of jade, and she had asked Qingwan to take the jade out of the library. No wonder Qingwan misunderstood her. Perhaps, at that time, Qingwan had already decided in her heart that she had tacitly approved of Linglong.
Did you come in?
Dongfang Rui looked very depressed, and finally just murmured: "I'm sorry."
Chu Mingxuan shook his head: "You don't have to say sorry to me. Qingwan deserves our love. I will cherish her even more. Qingwan often said that you should cherish your blessings."
Dongfang Rui felt a little astringent, and finally said nothing. He just stood there quietly and watched Chu Mingxuan enter the palace.
He stood there for a long time, and finally turned around silently, walking towards Dongfang Mansion with heavy steps step by step, his back looking a little desolate.
He has no reason to think about her anymore, even if he secretly hides a corner in his heart and misses her silently, those memories of being alone are really just memories...
When no one knew about the matter, he could still deceive himself into thinking about it. When even Chu Mingxuan knew about the matter, he could no longer think about her, for her sake and for his own sake! This unrequited love
Love can only be buried quietly in the heart...
After walking out for a long time, he slowly smiled. It was nothing. He just continued to be an unintentional person from now on. Wasn't it the same for so many years before? He just wanted to live the same life again. No one could let him.
I miss and miss myself. No one can fill my empty heart, it’s just loneliness...
He smiled, quickened his pace and walked forward.
Chu Mingxuan returned to the courtyard. Seeing that he was still in a daze, Qingwan asked, "What happened? Why are you so out of state?"
Chu Mingxuan just returned to the main room in a daze and sat down.
After all, Linglong's death still touched him very much. He didn't even understand, could a love that he never knew and had no response to make a person make such a decisive choice to die?
Qingwan was left there like air, and she suddenly felt a little sulky in her heart. If you are angry outside, why don't you take it out on me?
She took a few deep breaths, exhaled the turbid air in her chest, and repeatedly warned herself that he was angry outside, I have to understand, I have to understand... After silently reciting it more than ten times, she slowly walked into the back room.
Seeing Chu Mingxuan still sitting on the chair in a daze, Qingwan poured him a cup of tea, handed it to him, and said in a low voice while suppressing her temper: "Let's have a cup of tea."
"Um."
Although there was a response this time, it was obviously in a perfunctory tone.
Qingwan put the tea on the table. She was a little too strong and spilled some tea. She felt aggrieved and thought, if you want to drink it, just drink it. If you don't, you will drink it!
Just as Qingwan was thinking arrogantly that she should just lie down on the couch and read a book, ignoring the person in front of her, she unexpectedly heard him say: "Linglong is dead."
Qingwan raised her head, looking slightly surprised, and asked almost out of her mouth: "Why did you die?"
"Suicide, hit a pillar, in front of me." His tone was a little low, and Qingwan felt a little uncomfortable listening to it, but he was already dead, how could she still be jealous of a foursome?
Linglong chose to die in front of Chu Mingxuan. Her intention was so obvious, how could she not understand? She just wanted to stay in Chu Mingxuan's heart forever in such a fierce and tragic way. But seeing Chu Mingxuan now
In a daze, she must have succeeded.
After all, her heart hurt a little. She didn't feel anything when Linglong died. So many people died every day, and she didn't have the energy to mourn them one by one. However, her death left traces in Chu Mingxuan's heart, which made her
I felt shortness of breath and diaphragm.
She didn't know what to say, so she ended up half-lying on the couch, neither looking at him nor speaking.
Just when Qingwan thought that the two of them were going to remain silent like this, Chu Mingxuan stood up, hugged Qingwan tightly, and whispered: "Qingwan, I will be good to you, and I will always be good to you only."
Qingwan didn't know what to say, so she could only stretch out her hand and hug him.
Then I heard him ask again: "Do you believe me about the bloody jade exquisite thing?"
Qingwan nodded without hesitation. In fact, she had believed him a long time ago, although she didn't know why Dongfang Rui gave the blood jade Linglong to Linglong.
Chu Mingxuan's love affair at night was very passionate. The sweaty passion made Qingwan almost drown in it. When the love reached the depths, she could only hear Chu Mingxuan calling Qingwan's name over and over again, and Qingwan calling out her name again and again.
In response, lingering until death, the night has just begun...
In the next few days, although Chu Mingxuan looked normal, Qingwan still noticed the confusion in his eyes, and felt a little sour in her heart, but she didn't say anything.
Sometimes, he would stay in the study for a whole day, and sometimes he would look at Qingwan with such cautious eyes, as if Qingwan would disappear in the next moment.
On the third day of February, the weather was still very cold, and the chill would make people shiver. Chu Mingxuan was still handling official duties in the study, when a boy came over to report: "Master Hou, something happened over there with Miss Sun."
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Chapter completed!