Chapter 101: Confused

On the first day of formal work after the seven-day Spring Festival holiday, when the joyful atmosphere during the festival is still in the streets and alleys and people's hearts, and he is reluctant to disperse, Han Rouyu is frightened by the positive test report that confirmed her pregnancy.

As a mother for the first time, Han Rouyu had too many worries. The child in her belly was a product of coincidence, not to mention that the father of the child is still the real lover of her sister...

Age, relationship, family... Han Rouyu couldn't bear too many concerns, so in tears and despair, she spent a short and long afternoon alone from Yanghe Hospital to Shangri-La Hotel. Perhaps, compared with the unfortunate child in her belly, Han Rouyu's emotional hardships were nothing, but with the diagnosis, she was still full of tears and sat alone by the bed for two hours.

"Child, mom, I'm sorry for you!"

Gently touching his abdomen, the more Han Rouyu thought about it, the more uncomfortable her stomach was, the heartburned, and the psychological difference of no place made her feel restless. A fresh life was strangled by the so-called mother before he could mature. Han Rouyu tossed and turned, and shed bitter tears!

Compared to Han Rouyu, who was suffering from suffering, I was not having a good time at this time, and I was also in dire straits and could not extricate myself.

The ideal perfect love, the responsibility that a man should bear, where will I go, and how should I choose?

Faced with this complex problem, I am just a young man under the age of twenty, and I cannot help but be completely confused and helpless, like a blind man wandering at the fork in life, afraid of taking a wrong step and causing irresistible disasters!

"……Mother"

Until the sun sets, my great figure suddenly appeared in my chaotic and depressed mind. Perhaps my family will always be my good mentor and friend, and my mother will be with me for eighteen years. The federal government has determined that during my imprisonment, she re-established confidence for me and saved me from the shadows. Now I can answer with great certainty that if there was no selfless companionship and guidance from my mother in that situation, there would be no Pan Junyu today. Therefore, when I was confused and powerless, the first thing I thought of was my mother, and this was not surprising.

When I was unable to deal with it, I finally grabbed a life-saving straw. At this moment, I would rather risk being scolded by my mother and still pick up the phone because I believe that all mothers in the world cannot hurt their children.

"Mom, I am Xiaoyu, is it convenient to speak?" I said with little confidence by locking myself in the closed Audi car.

"I'm sorting out my things and getting off work soon! Xiaoyu, are you doing well in Shanghai? Mom misses you!"

My mother's kind care made me urge to cry. I shrugged my nose, took a deep breath, and choked and said, "Mom, I'm fine. You and Dad should pay attention to your health. My son is not around, so don't worry too much!"

"Good boy, mom doesn't love you in vain! By the way, you must go home once before the end of the month. According to regulations, your dad will go to Yangzhou to take office next month, and you have to go home to organize your things!"

"Well, I remember!" While hesitating, I was uneasy, and took the initiative to gamble, and told her intermittently: "Mom, I...I am in love with Han Xue, but maybe I have a child with her sister Han Rouyu! Mom, give me an idea, what should you do?"

"What? You're not kidding?"

I was not surprised by the other party's surprised voice. I had no choice but to face the facts. I roughly said in a trembling tone: "Mom, don't be angry after listening. This is the thing..."

The lingering sounds revolved around my ears. After I said a long story, there was no sound on the other end of the phone. The air seemed to freeze. I held the phone blankly. The hesitation in my heart was gradually replaced by the suffocation pain. Perhaps I was not satisfied with the answer of "choose one of two", and suddenly I felt a little afraid of the answer I had originally expected.

The clock hand walked past the car so quiet that I could hear the sound of breathing. I felt my breathing becoming more and more serious, and I could probably not guess what would happen. This inner tension made me feel very uncomfortable!

"Xiaoyu, tell your mother honestly, do you really like Han Xue?"

After waiting for a long time, my mother's dull voice made me feel at ease, so I wiped away the shyness and answered truthfully: "Yes, I really love her!"

"What about Han Rouyu? I remember correctly that she should be your English teacher. Humph, you are really amazing!"

No one wants this kind of thing to happen, so my mother's sarcasm is understandable and I continue to answer: "Mom, Han Rouyu has been caring about me like an older sister for a long time, putting her intent. After learning that she may have my flesh and blood, I have no more than family affection to her. Mom, I know this is a confusing account, but I am indeed confused!"

"Oh, what are you going to say?" During the call, the most common thing was the mother's sigh. After a few dozen seconds, she said slowly: "Xiaoyu, my mother can't help you in the relationship, and no one can help you. But my mother is also a woman. She knows that Han Rouyu has suffered too much pain and has aborted her family. Do you know what kind of harm she needs to bear on her own? There is no mother in the world who doesn't care about her children. Xiaoyu, you should persuade her. Things have happened, and removing the child is not the only solution. You communicate well and give birth to the child without affecting your continued relationship with Han Xue. Mom doesn't want you to leave any regrets."

"Mom, even if Han Rouyu is willing to give birth to a child, can Han Xue agree? I'm afraid of her..." Han Xue's eyes were not allowed to contain sand. Although her mother said it to her heart, I was still worried.

"Silly child, it depends on your ability to coax girls! If Han Xue loves deeply and really doesn't want to lose you, and Han Rouyu is her closest sister, there is still a turning point. You can try to make Han Xue accept it step by step. She is a woman, and you can imagine the pain of losing your flesh and blood! As for your and Han Rouyu's children, your mother raises you for you, this is the only thing your mother can do. Although we are a little selfish, Han Rouyu has no children as a burden and will not affect her future life path. In the future, she can still fall in love, or even get married and have children. Xiaoyu, think about it carefully, don't let the people around you who care about you be sad. Once a crack occurs, it will be irreparable!"

"Han Rouyu married and gave birth to a child!" My mother's words suddenly penetrated into her heart like a pair of scissors. My face turned pale and my heart was constantly cramped.

I'm jealous because she has my children?

No longer avoiding my true feelings, I put down the phone in a daze, "Well, I get it, I hang up!"

After a lot of inner struggle, I closed my eyes and leaned on the seat for a long time and couldn't calm down. The noble and flawless Han Xue, the mature and picky Han Rouyu, two different types of beauties, kept emerging in the ocean of thinking. Maybe my mother was right. It was not appropriate to deal with emotional problems with one single shot and a straight shot. In the face of this crisis, if you want to cover everything, everyone will be happy. It is obviously not possible to not use special means.

So I struck while the iron was hot, for the sake of the unborn child, for the sake of Han Rouyu from being hurt, and for Han Xue, whom I fell in love with, I assumed various possible situations in my mind, and formulated strategies, made good countermeasures one by one, and repeatedly pondered them. The troubled thoughts before disappeared, which made me unable to help but show a cunning smile on my face.

...

"Dou,Dou,Dou!"

The crisp knock on the door continued to reach into her ears. Han Rouyu came back to her senses and stood up quietly. She was originally in a low mood. When she looked up and saw my pale and tired face, her eyes flashed, and her heart suddenly beat faster. Her right hand was unable to leave the door handle. In order to avoid my inquiring eyes, she pretended to be an extremely calm face.

I quietly saw Han Rouyu's subtle actions. For the sake of the overall situation, I temporarily left my questions, turned a blind eye to the alienated expression she pretended to be, pushed open the false door panel hard, walked around her body, and broke into the guest room like a strong wind.

Thinking of her disconnection with me after abortion, Han Rouyu realized the situation and no longer had any fantasies when I suddenly appeared. So her expression turned dim, and she looked at me as she stared at me with wide eyes and searched for things around the guest room, looking confused and at a loss.

As the chess was on the verge of a dangerous chess, I suddenly broke into the room just to find evidence. I caught a glimpse of the test sheet on the short table next to the bed. I took it in my hand and checked it. Then my eyes were covered with bloodshot, and threw the sheet in front of Han Rouyu, and asked her excitedly: "Do you really have the heart to not want this child?"

"You...how do you know?" A chill suddenly surged up from the soles of her feet, instantly freezing Han Rouyu's blood all over her body and also freezing all her consciousness. Han Rouyu thought she was doing nothing and no one knew about it. But now it seemed that I was like stabbing her in the chest with my own hands, taking off all her disguises.

"Hmph, don't ask me why, I just want to know, do you really want this child? Do you really want it?" The last question became a roar, and I burst out like endless resentment. Suddenly, I rushed towards Han Rouyu, grabbed her shoulder with both hands, and the surging tears blurred her vision, and roared: "You stupid woman, stupid woman, do you think you can take off the child and act like nothing happened? Talk, speak!"

Han Rouyu's lips trembled, her face turned blue and white. She gently stroked her abdomen and stared at me with a ruthless look, as if to her I was just a stranger, "He is my child, I can choose to be born or end his life? Who are you? Why do you care about me now?" Han Rouyu shouted at the top of her lungs, shouting out her unwillingness, the biting pain in her chest, and the grievances and sadness she had suffered in the past few days.

"I..." Time stagnated with the atmosphere in the room, which was enough to suffocate. It took a long time, like a silence roar for a lifetime, I looked at Han Rouyu's eyes that could not find any feelings, changed my strategy, and shouted her name unwillingly: "Royu, I am willing to take responsibility, can you give up the child, okay?"

When Han Rouyu heard his name shouting out hoarsely, his face was stiff, and then he responded viciously: "Don't call me like that, you are not qualified!"

"What do I want to call you?"

"Hmph!" Han Rouyu silently answered and ignored it.

When I found that the other party showed a look of keeping people away from each other again, I used brute force to embrace Han Rouyu in my arms. Regardless of her fierce struggle, I frowned and launched a tender offensive, and said excitedly: "Royu, the child is innocent. Even if we have a unclear relationship, everything is easy to discuss. You should give birth to it!"

"Haha, this is really a joke!" Han Rouyu restrained herself from showing her pitiful appearance, gritted her teeth and shook her arms away, pointed at me and laughed: "Will he be happy if the child is born without a father? His appearance was a tragedy."

"No!" Looking at the smile on my cheeks, I was shocked by Han Rouyu's sudden behavior. I was stunned for a moment before I realized what I was doing. So I closed my eyes and said emotionally: "No, Rouyu, I am the father of the child. I am willing to take all the responsibilities. Everything can be changed. He has a father, and I will not let him suffer any harm!"

"real?"

I nodded.

A little light came in his big eyes, which were originally full of setbacks, Han Rouyu smiled in tears, and tentatively said, "Can you marry me at all costs?"

With a "boom" shock in my mind, I pursed my purple lips and stood there without saying a word. After struggling and tormenting inside, my original affection for Han Rouyu was immediately gone. I hated Han Rouyu forcing me to surrender with my child, and refused on the spot: "No!"

As if he had already expected the answer, Han Rouyu asked sadly: "Why not for the sake of the child?"

"Because of you!" I thought indignantly, and the more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and snorted coldly, and simply explained everything clearly in a sad tone: "Han Rouyu, do you know? When I first saw you, I was impressed by your charm. Your beauty, virtuousness, gentleness, and cleverness, and everything attracted me deeply. The bleeding from the nose was caused by you bent down and exposing me. If there was no eight-year age gap between us, you were the first woman I pursued. But at that time you were a teacher, and I was just a student. In order not to blaspheme your beauty, I could only change my goals, and also because of a partner in your office

I fell in love with Han Xue by sketching the portrait. But who knew that God actually joked with me. When I loved you like my sister, we had an intimate relationship and even had flesh and blood. I just told you not to have an abortion and were willing to take all the responsibilities. At that time, I already had the idea of ​​getting married. Although my love for you is still far less than Han Xue, I really love you, so getting married is not just for the sake of the children. But what about you? Forcing me to get married for the sake of my children. I hate your approach. It’s better not to have a marriage without love. You should abort this child. From now on, we will have no relationship!"

After saying that, I secretly wiped away the sad tears, looked at Han Rouyu in disappointment, ignored her, and turned around and left the guest room.

When did Han Rouyu suffer such grievances since she was a child? And the guy who deserves her extreme method to test sincerity is the closest relative who is related to her flesh and blood.

"You..." My sad back disappeared from my eyes, and the first word came out, and Han Rouyu's teardrops as big as beans also rolled down, "Don't leave, listen to me..." I gave you a glimmer of hope and wiped it with my own hands. Faced with this situation, Han Rouyu really cried, and the intermittent crying sounds came into my ears, shocking my cold and hard heart.
Chapter completed!