Chapter 11 Can't stop

"Han Xue!" I quietly came behind Han Xue and saw that there were six people in front of her, so I stopped, secretly smelled her hair fragrance, and shouted softly.

"Why are you here?" Han Xue heard someone calling her, and looked back and saw that it was me. She immediately rolled her eyes again and said without any emotion.

"I'm not relieved, come and get food for you! I don't want you to suffer!" I made up a good reason for myself. At this moment, I was very close to Han Xue. I smelled her faint body fragrance and felt an impulse to hold her in my arms. Unfortunately, I haven't reached the point of being bold and arrogant.

"Okay, you can arrange it. There are three bowls of wontons in total, one bowl, two liang, two bowls, one liang!" After Han Xue said that, he handed me three cards and turned around and was about to leave.

I knew in my heart that the two liang must be mine. Seeing that she was so thoughtful, I certainly didn't want her to leave just now. I hurriedly grabbed her arm, faced her questioning eyes, and asked in a low voice: "Don't leave, talk to me, okay?"

"Do you have something to say?" Han Xue was pulled back by me under the eyes of most people. Her face turned red inexplicably, she bit her lip and immediately glared at me. She was so scared that she quickly let go of her hand. She smiled tactfully, was happy to stand in the same row with me, and then stared at my eyes and asked softly.

Seeing her so obedient, I felt warm and looked around. Fortunately, we were at the last one and there was no one around me, so I said, "Yes, Han Xue, do you still remember a netizen named 'self-righteous' on ICQ two months ago?"

After saying that, as I paid attention, I found that her body trembled slightly, and I knew in my heart that she had already remembered it.

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"Remember, how do you know his online name? Are you..." Han Xue immediately raised her head and looked at the bright light of my eyes. At that time, every bit of it appeared in her mind.

At this moment, I knew that she knew who she was "self-righteous"; so I nodded without worrying before she could continue.

"Oh my God, you're that black..." Han Xue didn't expect that I would be the hacker who blocked the Peking University chat room. In amazement, she pointed at my nose and exclaimed loudly.

But as soon as she spoke, she found that many acquaintances were throwing puzzled eyes at her, which scared her to cover her mouth immediately and realized that talking about this in a news agency was very irrational.

And I was attracted by her cute expression, and I was not going to care about the eyes of others. I looked at her affectionately, completely integrated into her emotions.

"Don't look at others like this! Otherwise, I will ignore you!" Han Xue couldn't ignore my eyes. She was sorry for her to host the show in more than two hours. She didn't want to be disturbed by me, so she had to cough a few times, signaling me to pay attention to the occasion, and warned her sternly.

"Oh!" The first time I heard Han Xue call me 'other'. The name of lover made me feel so comfortable. Facing her, I nodded foolishly and agreed.

"Pan Junyu, why didn't you say goodbye yesterday and leave suddenly?" Han Xue couldn't help laughing happily when she saw my expression, but soon she returned to calm and changed. A steady, mature beauty host was right in front of her, and she asked in a voice that only two of me could hear.

"Hey, I was invited to meet a big man. They asked me to join the National Security Agency!" Due to the confidentiality of my identity, I could only explain vaguely and try to observe Han Xue's reaction.

"Isn't that great? Do you agree?" At this moment, my status in Han Xue's mind has changed. I am no longer a useless high school student, because as long as Han Xue thinks of that "self-righteous" will appear, the frustrated faces of Peking University alumni, and can play cards and students in the computer department of the school. The strength of the students in the computer department of the school is no longer needed to express, and the country can send helicopters to invite him, which makes Han Xue look at me with admiration; therefore, she asked in surprise.

"No, if I agree, I have to stay in Beijing!" I looked at Han Xue's eyes in a sigh and replied.

"Why? You have to know how many college students in Beijing want to find a job in Beijing in order to stay there in the future; but you are willing to waste this opportunity!" Han Xue continued to ask.

But I noticed that her eyes were more regretful for me, and understood it. I truly felt her concern for me. When I was excited, I blurted out: "That's because you are in Shanghai. If I went to Beijing, there would be few opportunities to meet in the future. A few years later, you will fall in love and you will be a wife. When you are pregnant for ten months, I will definitely regret yesterday's decision. I don't want my favorite to be put into the arms of others. If there is really such a day, even if I have the wealth of the whole world, I will not be happy. Han Xue, I want to tell you that I really like you and love you. This love will not fade away by the passage of time, nor will it deteriorate; although there is still a lot of distance between us, I believe that one day, you will be proud of me!"

As I said forgivingly, Han Xue was even more trapped in it, so I quietly held her hands and slowly told everything in my heart. I no longer need to hide my love. When I finished speaking affectionately, I found that three bowls of wontons were neatly placed in front of me, and the middle-aged man in the cafeteria also looked at us with a smile on his face. Although I didn't know how much he heard, I still seemed very embarrassed. I hurriedly let go of Han Xue's jade hand, picked up the basin, and ran away with the three bowls of wontons.

After hearing my confession, Han Xue brought her no less shock than the joy of getting work, and even more than anything in the past.

As a woman, how many men are willing to give up their life for her in their life, but I did it (although I get great benefits). At this moment, tears of happiness almost shed in Han Xue's eyes, but soon rationality overcame emotions. She still buried the touch in the low point in her heart, and dispelled the bad impression of "being smart". Finally, she followed me without showing any expression and slowly walked towards Dai Li's table.

I carefully held the basin and secretly looked at Han Xue behind me. Seeing that she was not as turbulent as me, I couldn't help but feel disappointed. Fortunately, no one else was queuing up to pick up wontons just now. Even if the cafeteria staff heard it, it was just my wishful thinking and it should not destroy Han Xue's reputation. I muttered to myself that at this time, I was still worried about her.

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"Brother, where did you put your hands just now? My eyesight is very good?" Dai Li started to tease me when she saw me walking to the table.

"I, I!" I found that I could not justify myself, so I had to say two words and quickly closed my mouth obediently. I didn't want to ask for trouble.

After putting down the basin, I hurriedly opened a seat for Han Xue. At this time, Dai Li looked at me with satisfaction and stopped entangling with me.

So in the empty cafeteria, facing two ladies who were chewing slowly, I had to slowly taste the delicious wontons. I just sipped one, and in the blink of an eye, most of the time went into my stomach, but there was a lot left in their bowls, so I could only slow down and find a suitable topic: "Han Xue, the things in your cafeteria tasted pretty good!"

"Not bad? Do you have any taste? What I made myself is better than the cafeteria!" I was obviously asking Han Xue, but Dai Li interrupted, "Isn't she targeting me?"

"When will you make a meal for me to try?" I looked at her bluntly.

"This, of course I have the chance. I will find a few friends to go to Han Xue's house for a party on the weekend. I'll cook. I'm afraid you are a high school student and you won't have time at that time!" Dai Li's crotch naturally had to prove it. She didn't know what her purpose was, so she actually proposed to go to Han Xue's house. Han Xue next to her was also confused. Why did the two of them always involve themselves every time they spoke, and they had to shake their heads helplessly.

"Yes, of course, I don't know what Han Xue said. She is the master, she has to decide!" I am a smart person, and I happened to take this opportunity to try my position in Han Xue's heart. As I said that, Dai Li and I stopped and stared at Han Xue with both eyes.

"Are you busy with homework? If you are nervous, forget it!" Han Xuechuchu looked for my opinion in a moving way, neither opposed nor agreed, but she clearly told me that there was a chance.

"Don't be nervous. With the learning method you taught me, I will ensure smooth sailing!" I had the opportunity to contact Han Xue, so I would not let this opportunity pass away from my hands. I hurriedly grasped it firmly.

"Okay, come for lunch on Saturday! Sister Li, I can buy, wash and cook all for you!" Han Xue finally nodded and agreed, and then made a request to Dai Li.

"No problem, as long as our Miss Han pays the bill!" Dai Li looked stingy.

"No need, Han Xue comes out of the venue, Sister Li pays the labor, I will pay it. Here is 500 hundred, which is not enough for Saturday!" Hearing Dai Li asks Han Xue to pay, I quickly took out five 100 bills from my pocket and handed them to Dai Li. I was the only man here. If I don't do anything, it would be too shameless.

"I can't tell that I'm quite rich. Since that's the case, I'll accept it and buy drinks with extra money!" Dai Li glanced at Han Xue and generously put the money away.

Although Han Xue wondered why I was so rich, she was embarrassed to speak and could only lower her head and continue to eat.

About ten minutes later, we finally finished our meal and walked out of the restaurant. There was a light bulb and we couldn't speak some words. It was really unhappy.

"Pan Junyu, Sister Li and I have to go to the column site. Do you have any plans?" Han Xue asked kindly because she was worried that I had no place to go.

"Well, I have no plans. The school has already asked for leave, so I don't rush to go back. Can you take me to the scene to see it? If you have the chance, I plan to participate in the 'Big Winner' program!" I was thick-skinned and planned to continue pestering Han Xue.

"Sister Li, you have to approve this!" Han Xue frowned slightly, feeling a little embarrassed. She was just a host and could not lead people to the scene casually, so she threw the problem to Dai Li.

"I think it's okay. I'll say hello to the director later, but you have to sit on the side honestly, you can't run around casually!" Dai Li looked at me and Han Xue with a smile, thinking that I had called so many sisters and should be reasonable once, so she nodded and agreed to my request.

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At about seven o'clock, there was still an hour before the official live broadcast of the program, but every staff member of the TV station was already busy, adjusting the lighting, program sequence, scenes, props...

Seeing their figures running around on the stage, I was like an idle person, sitting alone in the seat closest to the safe passage, while Han Xue kept holding the manuscript in the middle of the stage. From time to time, staff came forward to talk to each other. To my surprise, the young man who was held by me and asked for the address was also among them.

So I paid special attention to his every move and found that he was a cameraman. After facing the camera, he always appeared beside Han Xue. The two of them kept talking and laughing. Seeing all this made me feel itchy and I wanted to come forward to teach him a lesson and tell everyone that Han Xue belongs to me, but unfortunately I still don’t have the courage.

The woman I like is the focus of everyone's attention. Although it looks brilliant and can prove my vision, my heart is always sour when I see her intimate contact with the men around me. In the two days after I met her, she never said kindly to me. So indignant, I decided not to look at Han Xue, and took out my laptop and PDA phone on my own. I had to try its functions.

Turn on the computer and turn off the sound, I entered the vast ocean of information as if no one was around. I remember that the confidential FBI files were made public. In order to understand the truth, I immediately searched the Internet for all the information related to it.

Fortunately, the US government did a good job in confidentiality measures. Several well-known portals quickly deleted this type of message, and the number of clicks on those small websites was not as good as the climate. As Director Kang said, over time, people will probably gradually forget it.

For some reason, I had an impulse in my heart at this time. I didn’t want my woman to show up in public, so I must make a difference. Thinking of this, I knew that no one was approaching me. So I opened the private account of Swiss Bank again and looked at it. I seemed very excited. What can I do with so much money? Putting it in the bank is not a solution, so I immediately started browsing the webpage, looking for a money laundering method that suits me, and taking the first step for my career.

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At 7:50 pm, the audience contestants who participated in the "Big Winner" program entered the studio one after another; and on the stage where the lights were everywhere, Han Xuejing made up artist embellished and came to the center of the stage with outstanding looks.

With her miniature earplugs, she did not forget to drive the atmosphere on the scene even while listening to the director's instructions. She looked at the audience around with a friendly smile, nodded to them, and welcomed everyone on behalf of the "Big Winner". Her unique beauty and temperament quickly touched everyone. Before the show started, she had received the support of most viewers, and even a few young people applauded boldly, which made the originally tense atmosphere in the studio disappear.

I was originally browsing foreign financial websites, but I was disturbed by fragmented applause. I came to my senses and found that the empty audience was full of contestants and audiences. So I looked at the clock located under the taskbar of the computer screen. It turned out that the program was about to begin. Thinking of this, I couldn't help but look at Han Xue.

She stood in the middle of the stage with a professional outfit, and countless lights shone on her body, highlighting her proud skin; her maturity and calmness beyond her age made me admire her. Perhaps Han Xue felt my gaze, and her eyes also floated towards me. When our eyes met in the air, she couldn't help but shocked; because everyone understood the desirable care from each other's eyes, and often a small and ordinary look could better reflect a person's true heart.

So Han Xue and I quickly looked away in panic, and she pretended to continue patrolling the audience and make final preparations; and I quickly lowered my head to digest the excitement.

From this moment on, I was even more confident in pursuing Han Xue. Although she had never said any intimate words to me and had no initiative to contact me, I believe that in the near future, these will always be realized one by one, and I have a beautiful vision for the future.

At 8 o'clock in the evening, a gesture from the director of the studio hall was broadcast live on time. At this moment, Han Xue put aside her feelings and began to host the program with concentration. Seeing her being familiar with controlling the progress and atmosphere of the program, I was proud of her and proud of her.

When the program is in progress, every time we have eyes, she will always fail and her eyes will immediately turn to other places. Maybe there are too many times, I can't bear to destroy Han Xue's emotions. When she pays attention to me again, I immediately give her a sweet smile, then lower my head, and continue to fiddle with my computer.

After the previous forty-five minutes of online inquiry, the money laundering methods I learned were nothing more than investing in the stock market and making profits; operating bars, dance halls, restaurants, hotels and other accounts compared to random commercial investments; or investing in and establishing companies by myself, but for me, these are not realistic.

I am not good at stock trading, I just know some basic knowledge, business investment, and company formation. My current identity does not allow it, and I don’t have any trustworthy friends.

Life is short, and I have not found a friend who can make friends with me in the past eighteen years. I think it is because my life circle is too small. I spend all the time at home except to go to school, so it is not a solution for a long time. The outside world is rich and colorful. Maybe I should really go out for a walk.

I stared at the computer screen for a long time and kept thinking about my future life path. Love, career, and all of these are indispensable to men; in the United States and Europe, an 18-year-old boy has matured, but I...

At this moment, I have deeply felt my shortcomings. I have wasted five years. How many five years will I have in my life? Thinking of this, I smiled bitterly.

I used to sit in front of the TV and always dreamed of having the opportunity to watch the show on the spot. Today, with this opportunity, I actually remembered my thoughts. It's so funny! Maybe this is simply human nature: I long to have things that are out of reach, but once I have them, I don't cherish them. Will Han Xue and I be like this in the future?
Chapter completed!