[173] Major General is angry
"I..." Ouyang Zhuer bit her lip, "I just want her to be punished for the wrong things she has done. What's wrong with that?"
"Are you God? Punishing a person's mistakes is not something you, an ordinary person, can do. It's none of your business if Lan'er does something wrong. Do you think you are the only one who knows that Lan'er is wrong? You know, I know,
Maybe Ah Ji also understands, but the victim himself didn't say anything, so why do you act randomly?
You think you are great and have done justice for others, but have you ever thought about it, you may be doing great harm to others."
Ouyang Zhuer sighed and raised her head, feeling that she was really wronged. She had done something but had not been rewarded for her efforts. What was she doing? Everyone was complaining about her. What did she want? "What's the use of calling me like this? I also want to live."
, Hua Yao, isn’t my life valuable? Is it natural for Gu Xilan to bully me? Can’t I resist? Do you know what she did to me? I just fought back, what’s wrong with her?”
Seeing Ouyang Zhuer's tears in her eyes, Hua Yao shook his head speechlessly: "Forget it, forget it, everything has been done, what's the use of me blaming you anymore, I won't tell you anymore, I'm going to save Lan
"Er.Chang"
Hua Yao said nothing more, gave Ouyang Zhuer a blank look and left.
Ouyang Zhuer sighed, did Ah Ji hate her as much as Hua Yao? Would he understand her difficulties? Or, he just thought that she had done something to hurt Gu Xilan.
The sky was completely dark, Ouyang Zhuer went out and saw Liusu still busy, so without saying anything, she walked alone in the melodious moonlight to the door of Xiahou Ji's courtyard.
At this moment, perhaps the people in his yard were afraid of being implicated in his bad temper, so everyone disappeared.
Ouyang Zhuer swallowed her saliva and walked outside the window, stretching out her hand to trace his shadow reflected on the window page through the candlelight on the white window paper.
This man is the only good thing in her heart now, but... he is angry now. She hates this feeling. She obviously has everything under her control, but why was she misunderstood by him in the end.
She walked up the steps with gentle steps and knocked on the door gently. She heard a violent shout from the room: "Get out, everyone, get out of here."
Ouyang Zhuer's heart trembled, and she stretched out her hand to touch the crack of the door. Her voice was not loud but firm: "Ah Ji, it's me, please open the door, please?"
"Go, go, I don't want to see you." Xia Houji refused to see her.
At that moment, Ouyang Zhuer's tears really flowed down her face. She had always thought that she was a very tough woman, but she never thought that she would shed tears one day when she met this man.
"I thought I would never cry when I was with you, because you are so good to me.
I thought that the vows we made were true. From the day you said you loved me, you were the only man in my heart. I only had one belief: I wanted you to be happy and I wanted to do everything for you.
I can do things, so I have hidden many things from you, but all of them are for your own good."
"Why do you hurt me just by saying it's for my own good? Do you know that what I hate and fear the most is to be hurt by the person I love the most? How could you..." Xia Houji said and moved his steps.
He went to the door, but he didn't open it.
"I didn't hurt you, Ah Ji." Ouyang Zhuer reached out and touched the crack of the door, as if touching his face, and said softly, "How could I hurt you? My heart towards you is sincere."
"How can I believe your words? Just now, without me, I heard you tell your mother that you love Xia Houyao. Pearl, you said you love Xia Houyao in front of others, you love him
." Xia Houji said in a heartbreaking voice.
"I love you, it's really you I love."
"Now you say in front of me that you love me, but how do I know whether you said love to Xia Houyao in front of him? Or, perhaps, you also said love to him in front of Xia Houtan
Woolen cloth."
Ouyang Zhuer's heart became cold, and her tears came more heavily. Her hand slowly fell from the door, hanging straight to her side. She took a step back, her heart was cold, and her voice was not as good as before.
So gentle: "In your eyes, am I such a woman? I love every man and please every man? Am I just like this in your eyes?"
There was silence in the room. Xia Houji still didn't open the door. Ouyang Zhuer walked backwards down the steps step by step with trembling lips and tears streaming down her face. With each step she took, her heart became colder. With each step she took, she said
One sentence.
"Xiahou Ji, I misjudged you.
We promised to trust each other at the beginning, but neither of us did it.
I thought that we loved each other enough that we could do anything for each other. Even if we didn’t tell each other what we had done, in the end, with just a look or a movement, we would know in tacit understanding that we were in love with each other.
Be good to each other.
However, the love we imagined was defeated by distrust.
I thought you were angry because of jealousy, but now I know that you never really loved me at all.
A man who loves me will never doubt my love.
A man who loves me will not have the heart to hurt me.
A man who loves me will never refuse to listen to my explanation.
A man who loves me will not trample on my love.
A man who loves me will never understand my heart.
So, you don’t love me, and if that’s the case, why should I explain, why should I stay here and humiliate myself.”
She turned around decisively, originally thinking that after the explanation tonight, there would be a new beginning between the two. She no longer needed to threaten the queen, and he no longer had the queen as an enemy, the best of both worlds, but who knew,
This is all wrong. My heart is broken and it hurts so much.
It was quiet outside the room for a while. Xia Houji thought about what Ouyang Zhuer said and looked up at the roof in confusion. He also wanted to believe in Zhuer. No, to be precise, he should also believe in Zhuer, but he
So jealous, she just said she loved Xia Houyao, even if it wasn't true, but she said that he wouldn't allow her to have such thoughts, or even say it.
He was angry because of this sentence today because he was jealous. There was another thing that made him sad, which was his mother. He didn't know that the mother was actually the biological mother of Brother Six. The mother he had always loved was always thinking about how to plot.
he.
His life was a real failure. He always thought he was wise, but today he realized that he had been confused all his life.
Close your eyes, did he wake up too late?
The blurry figure outside the door has left. He slowly opened the door and looked at the door with somewhat confused eyes: "Zhu'er, give me another day to sober up. Please forgive me for my indifference today. I
I don’t want to hurt you, I believe you, but can you give me a day?”
Ouyang Zhuer returned to the Rolling Sleeve Pavilion with a few steps, her face a little gloomy. Liusu had just put the food on the table and said happily to Ouyang Zhuer: "Miss, you are back just in time, it's time to eat."
Ouyang Zhuer passed by Liusu blankly as if she hadn't heard anything. Liusu saw her crying eyes and quickly grabbed her: "Miss, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying? Did someone bully you?"
"I'm fine and I'm not hungry. Please take away the food."
"Why are you crying when you have nothing to do? Miss, don't lie to me. What's wrong with you?"
Ouyang Zhuer just shook her head and said nothing.
"Miss, please tell me something. Is it possible that Mr. Hua Yao came to bully you just now? Liusu will tell the prince right now." Liusu turned around in a menacing manner.
Ouyang Zhuer stretched out her hand to pull her, but she was a little weak: "Don't go."
"Miss."
"Go back to your room, don't worry about me, just leave me alone for a while and have a rest for the night." Ouyang Zhuer let go of Liusu's hand and turned around to go back to her room silently.
Liusu looked at Ouyang Zhuer's back and felt very sad. She clenched her fists tightly and shouted: "Miss, don't get hurt, don't get hurt, okay? You are the only family member of Liusu, so you have to be good, okay?"
.We have agreed that we will depend on each other. If you are not good, Liusu will not be happy."
Ouyang Zhuer paused, lowered her head, and began to cry choked with tears, as if she had been greatly wronged.
"Miss." Liusu also started crying. As soon as she took a step, Ouyang Zhuer turned to her and shook her head to signal her not to come forward. Then she turned around and ran back to the room quickly, closing the door behind her.
She squatted by the door, buried her head in her knees and cried.
Xia Houji, how can you be so cruel? I'm so good to you, how can you betray me? Didn't we agree? Didn't you promise me? Why don't you believe me? I love you so much, why do you want to hurt me?
my heart.
Everything I have done is for you. What has deceived your heart? Can't you see all the good things I do to you? Could it be that everything I do is in vain?
You bad man, if you had known it would end like this, why did you let me fall in love with you? Are you the only one who was hurt? Could it be that... my heartbreak can be ignored?
Xiahou Ji, Xiahou Ji, Xiahou Ji, you hateful man.
Liusu was on duty at the door all night, fearing that the lady in the room would wake up in the middle of the night and not find her.
She will appear whenever the young lady needs her, as long as the young lady calls the name "Liu Su".
She thought Ouyang Zhuer had really fallen asleep, but she didn't know that the people in the room were also unable to fall asleep at this moment.
The room was empty and pitch-black. Silence can bloom a silent flower of the other side in people's hearts. She was on this side, and the Xia Houji she imagined was on the other side. At this moment, the Xia Houji in front of her was still the one she loved deeply.
That man.
Chapter completed!