Chapter 81 We are all pathetic and hateful people
() "Hey, Zhan Lan, you are still here so late, are you waiting for me?" Yu Zihan smiled and said to Zhan Lan with a playful smile. Unfortunately, Zhan Lan at this time had a look of anger on his face.
Ignoring Yu Zihan's teasing at all. Seeing Zhan Lan like this, Yu Zihan couldn't help but laugh, "I said, if you always frown like this and have a dark face, be careful of wrinkles!"
"Don't change the subject! Yu Zihan, your performance today is so disappointing!" Even though beauty is the most valued treasure of all female creatures, it is obvious that Zhan Lan's anger caused her to temporarily ignore the care of her beauty.
It seems that Zhan Lan can no longer help herself with Zheng Zha.
Thinking that the beautiful girl with a voluptuous figure in front of him actually had his heart, Yu Zihan suddenly lost interest, and the result of Yu Zihan's loss of interest was to completely ignore Zhan Lan. Yu Zihan put away his smile and walked to the room with an impatient look.
Seeing Yu Zihan's uncaring and impatient expression, Zhan Lan finally broke out and stood in front of Yu Zihan, blocking Yu Zihan's way, and then stared at Yu Zihan with those big eyes.
Yu Zihan sighed helplessly, and then asked slowly: "Is Chu Xuan dead?"
"No!"
"Isn't it over? He's not dead, which means Zheng Zha can still control himself and is not lost. This is a good thing. Why do you look so angry? Do you still want Zheng Zha to kill Chu Xuan with his own hands? Don't you?
How vicious can she be, beauty?" When Yu Zihan heard that Chu Xuan was not dead, he was even more certain that the world he was in now was a world derived from "Infinite Horror". There was an invisible hand driving the development of the plot. In Yu Zihan's
Despite fanning the flames, Zheng Zha still did not kill Chu Xuan. It seems that the small situation can be changed, but the big situation cannot be changed.
"You have the nerve to say that! As the second-in-command in the team, even if you don't stop Zheng Zha from messing around, you actually fan the flames. Do you want Zheng Zha to become a murderer so that you can feel at ease!" Hearing Yu Zihan's words, he didn't say anything.
If he felt guilty, Zhan Lan roared loudly.
Such a close roar made Yu Zihan's eardrums buzz. Yu Zihan frowned and covered his ears with his hands. After taking a step back, he said to Zhan Lan: "What are you yelling at? You want me to be deaf! I thought it was something."
, isn’t it just killing people? Zheng Zha has never killed anyone?”
"Don't slander Zheng Zha. He has never killed anyone, not in the real world and not here!" As if his beloved treasure had been tarnished, Zhan Lan once again raised his voice and shouted at Yu Zihan.
"Wow, the dolphin sounds are coming out. If you sing the chorus, you must be a soprano!" Seeing that Zhan Lan wanted to speak again, Yu Zihan raised his hands and pressed them down to stop, and then said slowly:
"Have you forgotten? Who killed Mou Gang? It was Zheng Zha! Who is responsible for the deaths of Li Xiaoyi and Li Shuaixi? It was Zheng Zha! Whether directly or indirectly, three lives have been lost because of Zheng Zha
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"Those are not Zheng Zha's fault, that's..."
"Oh, don't deny it. These people all died because of Zheng Zha's naivety!" Yu Zihan saw that Zhan Lan wanted to explain something. Although his tone calmed down, Yu Zihan still waved his hand impatiently, "I
It's not that there is anything wrong with killing people? But childish thoughts are not good! Just like today, even though he knew clearly that Chu Xuan had framed him, he didn't kill Chu Xuan. Do you think he is stupid or not? It's her luck that Loli survived.
OK! Zheng Zha’s parents were released, who knew? Chu Xuan’s wisdom is indeed of unimaginable benefit to the team, but don’t deny that Zheng Zha already has the idea of developing separately with Chu Xuan. Since this is the case, what are the worries?
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"That's because killing is wrong. We have no right to kill other people's lives! Zheng Zha is right to do this!" Zhan Lan glared at Yu Zihan, as if he was a heinous sinner.
But Yu Zihan ignored it and slowly asked Zhan Lan: "Then, who has the right to capture us here? Wake up, beauty! Not only do we have no laws here, but we also have no rights and obligations. We
There is only one goal, which is to survive! I don’t understand why I can’t do anything to someone who has tried to kill me and I don’t want to cooperate with him anymore?”
"Are we allowed to sacrifice other people's lives in order to survive?"
"Then tell me, what can't be sacrificed in order to survive?"
"..."
As soon as Zhan Lan finished speaking, Yu Zihan immediately asked back. This time Zhan Lan was also stunned. He was about to fumble for an answer, but when he saw the look in Yu Zihan's eyes that he had already thought about how he would answer, Zhan Lan was stunned.
Lan finally responded with silence.
"Alas," seeing that Zhan Lan was still so naive after spending two horror movies, Yu Zihan couldn't help but sighed and said, "Actually, we are all pathetic and hateful people!"
Regarding Yu Zihan's words, Zhan Lan didn't say anything, but gave him a confused look. Yu Zihan shook his head gently, as if he was sighing something, and then sat directly on the ground in the square and said: "
Do you know? If there is no despair and disappointment in life, the option of 'yes' or 'no' will not appear. No matter who you are, there will be darkness in your heart, but this darkness accumulates over time.
To a certain extent, this option will appear, and there are two outcomes. The lucky ones will escape the fate of coming here, and the unlucky ones will be caught here and risk their lives. Since you have also come here, it means that you have the same feeling in your heart.
There is darkness, there is despair."
Zhan Lan had already sat next to Yu Zihan when he was speaking at length. Hearing Yu Zihan's words, Zhan Lan couldn't help but nodded. He was about to speak, but Zhan Lan, who was fascinated by what he heard, came back to his senses and found that he was sitting next to him.
When it was not my best friend, but Yu Zihan, I just stood there speechless.
Seeing Zhan Lan's stupid look, Yu Zihan sighed and said: "We are pathetic because we feel despair about life. Misfortune is the root of despair, so people who come here are unfortunate in life. You are like this
, Zheng Zha is like this, Chu Xuan is like this, and I am like this too!"
Yu Zihan crossed his legs, shook his feet without any manners at all, and said: "But misfortune is not the reason for us to forgive others or accept others, because we are also hateful! Poor people must have something hateful, and we...
A group of people clicked 'yes' when faced with that multiple-choice question, doesn't it mean that we are actually confused about life?"
After saying this, Yu Zihan paused for a moment before continuing: "Since you encounter misfortune but feel confused, you are either powerless in life, just like Li Xiaoyi and Li Shuaixi, or you have power but lose your way, so
Like Overlord and Zero Point. Guess who is the most miserable person here?"
When Zhan Lan shook his head to show that he didn't know, Yu Zihan sneered and said, "You don't believe it even if you tell me, it's Chu Xuan! Don't look at him for always talking about the wisdom of us mortals. In fact, he envies us very much."
"Why?" After saying this, Zhan Lan also became curious. Chu Xuan, who usually had no expression at all and was very cold, was the arrogant Chu Xuan who was the most miserable and unlucky among them? He actually envied them.
Group of mortals?
"Our misfortunes are all things we encounter the day after tomorrow, and they can all be changed. No matter how slim the hope is, there is still hope, but not Chu Xuan. He has a congenital problem!"
"Congenital heart disease? Congenital leukemia?" Zhan Lan asked curiously.
"No, he is a genetically modified person. He is the only one among his batch of experimental subjects who survived. He is an authentic dead species! However, this is not a good thing. This genetic modification leads to the incomplete secretion of various hormones in the body.
, no feeling, no emotion, no expression, it can be said to be the "three noes"! Do you think this is still a human being? It's okay for a person with a low IQ, but his high IQ makes him feel uncomfortable. When he was in the laboratory,
During the time when I was treated as a guinea pig, the experimenters respected and feared him. There may be people in the world who are worse off than him, but among our team, he is the worst offender!"
"Since he is so miserable, did you encourage Zheng Zha to kill him today?" After hearing Chu Xuan's life experience, although Zhan Lan still couldn't stand Chu Xuan's actions, after hearing Yu Zihan's words, the grudge in his heart was still reduced.
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"Why should I give in to him just because he is miserable? Am I not miserable?" Yu Zihan sneered and then stopped talking.
"Are you miserable? Where are you miserable?"
"Haha," Yu Zihan smiled, and then slowly said with a bleak expression, "Do you believe in reincarnation? Do you believe in past lives? Oh, don't rush to say you don't believe it. Think about where we are now before answering me.
this problem."
"Since even God exists, then I think reincarnation probably, maybe, maybe, exists."
"I just don't know whether I should believe it or not," Yu Zihan sighed, then looked up into the distance, "After I was born, intermittent pictures have been appearing in my mind. Maybe they are memories from my previous life, but these
For me, the picture is just like a movie. It has no impact on my character. I am still me. However, the strong resentment in my previous life has made me mature earlier than the average person of the same age and like to think. If it were in other places
Family, such a smart child will definitely be praised to heaven. Unfortunately, I am just the product of a political marriage. My father does not love my mother, and I was affected by the resentment of my previous life. In the end, I became a madman."
Seeing Zhan Lan looking at him intently, Yu Zihan smiled and continued: "Maybe you think there are crazy people who would call themselves crazy, just like really cool people wouldn't call themselves cool, please, crazy people
Alas, if you guess what I will do, then I am not a madman, but a fool! I know what I am doing, but I just can’t stand it. I can’t stand the atmosphere at home, I can’t stand the fights of my classmates, I really can’t stand it.
I can't stand it, why should I? I really can't stand it..."
As Yu Zihan was talking, he suddenly entered a frantic state and kept repeating "I can't stand it". Zhan Lan could see that Yu Zihan's grievances were not only those he said, but now is not the time to pursue these.
She patted Yu Zihan's shoulder and asked worriedly: "Are you okay?"
Yu Zihan thumped, came to his senses, and then said to Zhan Lan: "Haha, you see, me, congenital mental illness and lack of family warmth made me neurotic. I was quite nervous at first.
Desperate, but is there no way? I have plenty of ways, but is it useful? Some problems arise, and even if they are solved, they will still leave indelible traces, so I ran away, or maybe,
I'm tired of that boring world, so I came here..."
As he spoke, Yu Zihan slowly stood up and walked towards the room, murmuring softly: "We are such a miserable and hateful group of people!"
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