Chapter 50: The Death of Wang Aman (4)
After hearing Wang Aman's words, Zhou Leilei smiled slyly again and asked softly: "If that's the case, then why did you abandon my brother to be with that bastard Wen Xi? Honestly, have you ever regretted it?"
As soon as Zhou Leilei finished asking Wang Aman's words, tears instantly flowed out. She looked at Ma Hui blankly and sobbed: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I don't want to hurt you that much. You are really good to me, except for Jie." Besides, you are the best person to me in the world, but I don’t know why I liked Wen Xi in the first place. You are so kind to me and dote on me, but I still can’t fall in love with you. But the first time I saw Wen Xi, I I just knew I fell in love with this man.”
Wang Aman's words made Ma Hui's heart twitch. Is this a crime? At first, I loved Wang Aman in every possible way. But why did the other party completely ignore his love and devote himself to another person whom he had only met once? Are you going into a man's arms?
Obviously this is also what Zhou Leilei is curious about. After Wang Aman switched to Wen Xi's arms, he was completely regarded as a traitor by Wen Ye's group and marked as hostile. This was the first time Zhou Leilei and She sat down and had a heart-to-heart talk calmly, so she couldn't help but ask: "Why did Ma Hui let you fall in love with him back then? He was so good to you, even a girl should be touched. Did he do something wrong?" What method he used was wrong?”
Maybe this was the first time that a girl cared about her so much, which instantly destroyed Wang Aman's inner defense. She only heard her whisper: "I have never had a status in the Space Knights since I was a child, and I don't even have the right to do so. My brother also dislikes me. Once someone bullied me in front of my brother, and he actually took it personally. This is why people bullied me even more. In fact, I hate my brother. What if he could have protected me in the first place? If I had just scolded me, so many tragedies would not have happened to me. Maybe my life would have been different, and I could live as proudly as Ma Shuangshuang, Huang Shanshan and others. After all, my brother Wang Shuang is the direct grandson of the founder of the country. With such a status noble"[
"But no one protects me, and because of my appearance, many men want to take advantage of me. I can't resist. One is because I am timid, and the other is that each of them is stronger than me. If I resist, I will only attract more bad guys. I was bullied until later when I met Jace. He was a very nice person. He was also the only one who was willing to protect me without asking me for anything in return. He was my only friend. But Jace was a foreigner after all. He himself was also ostracized and because of his outstanding strength. He was often sent out on missions, so when he could take me with him, he would do his best to take me with him. When he couldn't, I could only stay at the base alone, and my life didn't improve at all."
"It wasn't until Ma Hui appeared that I realized for the first time what it feels like to be respected. It turns out that I don't need to have much strength, as long as a powerful person sets his sights on me, my status can be improved all of a sudden. After so many years, Ma Hui and I got together, and because we were together, everyone looked at me completely differently. I enjoyed that short period of happiness. Ma Hui was very good to me and even doted on me. I was very touched and thought that it would be nice to live like this for the rest of my life. Maybe I was too submissive. Maybe he thought I had fallen in love with him and accepted him completely."
"But what he doesn't know is that the reason why I am with him is not because I like him, but because of the simple human nature. Weak animals habitually move closer to powerful beings when they cannot protect themselves." He was only together because no one around him dared to bully me. In fact, I had no other feelings for him except gratitude. But he didn't know and blamed me for not telling him clearly, which led to the tragedy later."
"One night when he came back after drinking, he pinned me down on the bed without saying a word and raped me. I was so scared and felt that my world had completely collapsed. He turned out to be such a good person to me. It will also hurt me. What is the difference between this and those who want to rape me under various pretexts? I actually feel very insecure. After that time, I felt that there was a gap between me and him, and my days were like a walking dead. I lived happily every day and lived emptyly during the day. Then when he came back at night to satisfy his beastly desires, he only knew how to vent his lust on me and slowly ignored my feelings. During those days, I really lived a life worse than death until Met Wen Xi”
Sure enough, there was gossip. Zhou Leilei glanced at Ma Hui proudly, but she saw that Ma Hui's whole face was distorted at this time. He looked at Wang Aman and asked fiercely: "What about Wen Xi? What did he do to you? Isn’t it the first time he raped you? And in front of me, don’t you feel ashamed?”
Wang Aman shook his head gently and whispered: "At the beginning, I also felt ashamed. I also felt ashamed. I hated that feeling, but it was just the first feeling. That time when I was raped by him, I was so slow. Slowly, I actually felt physical happiness. This was a feeling I had never experienced when doing that thing with you. It turns out that doing that thing can be so happy. At that moment, I knew that my body had accepted him. Slowly, I I found that I really fell in love with him.”
"Pfft" Wang Aman's words made Zhou Leilei couldn't help but laugh out loud and turned around to look at Ma Hui with a "You're not good at that" look.
Wang Aman's words undoubtedly amplified the pain in Ma Hui's heart several times. Not only that, but also Zhou Leilei's ridicule made him become violent in an instant and almost lost his mind.
He suddenly jumped up from the sofa, grabbed Wang Aman's collar, slapped Wang Aman in the face and cursed loudly: "You bitch, you are being raped." - I still feel pleasure after "raping", and I fall in love with someone else because of it. Okay, I'll rape you again - "rape" you once and see if you will fall in love with me because of it."
Seeing that Ma Hui had obviously lost his mind, Zhou Leilei sat aside and said dissatisfiedly: "Hey, brother, you're going too far. That's all in the past. It's over. Why bother settling old scores? It's up to you." What can you get by doing this? It can make her change her mind and stop dreaming. It’s pointless. I brought you here just to let you talk about it. I didn’t ask you to bully her."
But at this time, Ma Hui had already lost his mind. How could he still listen to Zhou Leilei's words? His expression became more and more distorted at this time, and he looked at Wang Aman in front of him fiercely and said angrily to Zhou Leilei: " Leilei, please don’t worry about me. This is a thorn in my heart. If I don’t remove it, I will never be able to get love again in this life.”
Chapter completed!