Chapter 319 Suffering
Afterwards, Zhao Fanchen told Su Gege what had happened in the past year. Su Gege, a once crazy and powerful woman, quietly leaned her little head on Zhao Fanchen's shoulder with a gentle face, listening.
Next, Zhao Fanchen will flee from the country to a coastal port, and his near-death past, as well as his life as a smuggler on the sea, fighting and killing gangsters, and finally the freighter explodes and sinks to the bottom of the sea. Zhao Fanchen, Avril and Qin Xuan
, and Purple Rose, the three of them drifted on the sea for several days and almost starved to death. Finally, they met someone from the Onassis family and were rescued. He quietly told Su Gege little by little, and Su Gege listened.
Listening so quietly without interrupting, she is as quiet as a lady.
At first, Zhao Fanchen's mood was relatively calm, but after a person has suppressed too many things in his heart, he always needs a reasonable way to vent. As he continued to follow Xiong Ye, he worked hard in Chinatown and traded with Vietnamese.
, went to the drug lord's den in the Golden Triangle alone. When he mentioned that Xiong Ye was using him, or even using him as bait, Zhao Fanchen suddenly felt a surge of resentment, helplessness, struggle and anger in his heart. His face gradually changed.
His mood became gloomy, and his speech began to speed up. In the past, he could not tell anyone these words, and he did not dare to say them to anyone, so he could only keep them in his heart. Now he met Su Gege, Zhao Fanchen
There was a familiar feeling of joy in his heart, and he naturally wanted to release all the things that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time. As he spoke, Zhao Fanchen stopped to light a cigarette for himself, took a slow drag, and said
When he was killing, his face became gloomy.
In the past year, to be honest, Zhao Fanchen has suffered painfully in this circle of intrigues and intrigues, but he has no choice. In order to return to China in an upright manner, he has prepared for a long time, waited for a long time, and struggled for a long time.
, in order to survive, he learned everything here and mastered the methods in this circle, so he is still alive and sitting in the position of the boss of the Chinese Gang.
Zhao Fanchen felt his hands were cold. When he lowered his head, he saw the tears on Su Gege's face, who was leaning on his shoulder, rolling down his cheeks and slowly falling on the back of Zhao Fanchen's hands. Her tears were cold.
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Su Gege's eyes were red, her voice was sobbing, and she said tremblingly: "Xiao Fan, you have suffered so much outside this year, why don't you come to me, I can help you, we are friends
, can you, Su Gege, be able to lie on the bed and sleep peacefully while you are on the run? I can’t do this, I really can’t do it. Even if we make a huge mistake, we are all friends.
Isn't that right? I want to see the wounds on your body, let me see them!"
Looking at Su Gege's pitiful and plaintive eyes, Zhao Fanchen hesitated for a moment. He slowly unbuttoned his shirt, revealing his body that was riddled with scars.
The shirt was taken off, and his chest, shoulders, arms, and back were all covered with horrific wounds. Those wounds were shocking, and some even almost killed Zhao Fanchen. Su Gege's watery eyes
Tears welled up in her eyes uncontrollably, and the corners of her eyes were beating. She stared blankly at the shocking wounds on Zhao Fanchen's body. Finally, she couldn't help but reach out her hand and gently caress Zhao Fanchen.
The wounds on Fanchen's body were touched from chest to chest. Crystal tears welled up in Su Gege's eyes. She quietly turned her face, wiped away the tears on her face, and then smiled sweetly at Zhao Fanchen: "
Xiaofan, it’s all over now, as long as you’re okay.”
Feeling a little tired from standing, Zhao Fanchen took off his clothes and spread them on the ground. Then the two of them sat on the clothes on the ground leaning against the guardrail of the river, ignoring the strange looks of passers-by.
It's getting late, there are very few people on the riverside, and it's gradually getting quieter here. Occasionally, the whistle of a steamer on the river passes through my ears, and the sky becomes gray. The night in the United States is like this.
In this way, it seemed that an extremely terrible haze was brewing, and the air near the river was much better. Breathing the moist air, the two of them were silent and did not speak. After being quiet for a while, Su Gege gently used his arms to
He touched Zhao Fanchen and said softly: "Xiaofan, you've been away for so long and haven't contacted me, my sister. I don't blame you for that, but why don't you contact those three beautiful women like Xia Dongchun?"
Xia Dongchun was the softest place in Zhao Fanchen's heart. His body couldn't help but tremble. That shy, simple, kind, and silly girl had always been the softest place in Zhao Fanchen's heart.
"Xiao Fan, I know you said you were worried that Xia Dongchun would be implicated in anything you caused, but do you know? She would only be more worried if she didn't have news about you. I can't even imagine that such a weak girl would be like this
How did you spend a year of suffering? Even I didn't have the courage. But you contacted Xia Dongchun once, but then there was no news from you. I'm getting the freighter you were smuggling on.
After the news about the accident at sea, I almost went crazy. I never dared to tell the three women the news, let alone Xia Dongchun. In those days when there was no news about you, that poor little girl Xia Dongchun,
She has been crying all day long. She doesn’t talk to others or smile all day long. She eats less than a cat. I even doubted that if you hadn’t promised her that she would come back and gave her a
If I hope, I'm really worried that she will do something stupid. If I hadn't waited for your news, I guess that beautiful little girl would have been unable to hold on. Not only Xia Dongchu, but also the beautiful CEO He
Xi, she has a military background. After hearing the news that you were at sea, she lost a lot of weight and lay in the hospital for several days. I heard that she almost fainted from crying.
I don’t know how she is doing now, and the beautiful star Cao Kexin is not much better either. She is distracted all day long, like a withered flower, and everyone who sees it feels distressed." Seeing Zhao.
Fanchen didn't speak, and Su Gege leaned against him quietly and spoke slowly.
Hearing this, Zhao Fanchen's heart tugged hard. The softest place in his heart was touched, and it hurt a lot.
At this time, Zhao Fanchen's mouth became more and more bitter as the softest place in his heart was tormented. He couldn't help but use his trembling hands to take out a cigarette. He lit it, took a gentle puff, and was sucked by Su Ge.
She grabbed it and started sucking it herself.
Zhao Fanchen took out another cigarette and lit it for himself. The soft place deep in his heart was a place that the spicy taste of tobacco could never touch. His mouth was bitter and bitter, and the bitter taste immediately hit him.
It spread all over his body, making Zhao Fanchen shudder. For so long, he had not even thought about giving peace to Xia Dongchun and the others. He did not dare to do so before, but now Zhao Fanchen cannot, because he has been struggling with a problem.
He didn't know how he should face Xia Dongchun's kind, clear and pure eyes now. He didn't even know how he should face his brothers, all of this.
He stared at the cigarette held in his fingers in a daze, burning slowly. As Zhao Fanchen smoked, the faint light on the cigarette end suddenly became brighter, and he kept smoking one cigarette after another.
Smoking, it seems that smoking is the only way to release the pain in his heart at this time, at least for Zhao Fanchen now.
Finally, the ground under his feet was covered with cigarette butts. Zhao Fanchen's mouth felt a little numb. He knew that it was not the spicy taste of tobacco that was irritating, but the entanglement deep in his heart.
"In the past, I didn't dare to reveal the news that I was alive. That was because the big man had deep-rooted influence in the country. He wanted to get rid of me. I thought that he had already got the answer to the explosion of the freighter at sea, saying that I was dead, but
Just a few months ago, someone revealed the news that I was alive to the big shot in China, but he did not take action for such a long time. The only possibility is that he has found me and knows my true identity now, although
I am now the leader of the Chinese Gang, a member of the Onassis family, but now I have an unstable foundation. The Chinese Gang is actually a very complicated mess, and I cannot make money quickly in my hands, so I must
I used all the reasonable methods I could think of to make money, to maintain the big circle of the Chinese Gang, to reform the Chinese Gang, and to turn around many of the businesses of the Chinese Gang. I spent a whole life on the knife edge.
Years have passed, from being a smuggler to being a smuggler on the dock, to being the leader of the Chinese Gang today. I can only keep pushing forward with all my strength. I want to consolidate the foundation of the Chinese Gang until I can listen to my chest.
On the day I raise my head and return to China, there will definitely be an understanding of the matter between Kong Daode and I, but not now. Gege, do you understand what I mean? I can't go back now, so I'll tell them now.
What's the use of the news that I'm still alive? I've already embarked on a road of no return, do you understand? This road will never end, even if you are awesome at it, just like Mr. Xiong, one day
Maybe, I will be hacked to death on the street. This is a road of no return with no ending. What do you think I can do? Do you want me to call Xia Dongchun and the others? Do you want me to tell them that I, Zhao Fanchen, am still here?
You must wait for me while you are alive. I may die at any time now. You must wait for me. Wait for the day when I come back alive. Do you want me to tell them this? A woman's life can be wasted.
How can I tell them how many of my youthful years are there to be squandered? Although I am prosperous now, I am surrounded by dangers secretly. Do you want me to shamelessly and selfishly tell those women who love me that I am suffering stupidly?
Are you waiting for a man like me who doesn't know whether he will be alive tomorrow?" Zhao Fanchen raised his head, wiped the corners of his eyes, and smiled bitterly.
"Xiao Fan, I know you must be in pain and suffering right now, but things always have to be solved, right? You are now the boss of the Chinese Gang. As long as you can solidify your foundation now, I think the big shot will also
Knowing that you are still alive, he did not do anything to you because you are now the leader of the Chinese Gang and he does not dare to take risks. But as long as the power of the Chinese Gang becomes a ball of iron, even that big shot will not dare to do so easily.
Chapter completed!