002 black memory
He and she walked through a gray brick alley, with the evening drums and morning bells and flying pigeons rising and falling. She raised her head while running, and took advantage of the night to see a corner of the Beijing-style gatehouse.
The dark night was torn apart by the dazzling lights all over the street, and countless cracks were ripped open. A red lantern was hanging in an incongruous way at the entrance of a cafe on the side of the road. The rich mocha smell also had a trace of conspiracy like a mansion.
When she calmed down again, Qiao Chuxia was already sitting in a wine with dark lights. The interior was European-style decoration style, with a very lingering pastoral nostalgic style. Through the floor-to-ceiling windows not far away, she saw the bell and drum tower not far away again.
I have to say that the house that Liang Yi gave her was incredibly well located. In this city where even rich people may not have good housing, it is a waste of money to live in.
"Is this the first time you came to the clinic for the last time, or have you committed it several times?"
The man opposite looked sharp and had a somewhat resolute face, his nose was straight, and his eyes narrowed into a line in the neon stream of light, as if he could look directly at her dirty heart.
Qiao Chuxia dodged her eyes and said stutteringly, "What, what have you been several times?"
Even though she tried every means to avoid this unspeakable topic, her behavior just now was completely a disorder of will control. This recurring and uncontrollable theft is medically called "stealing habit" and is a mental illness.
"Miss Qiao, I thought my treatment was very successful, and I even wanted to write your case into an article and send it to a medical journal for publication as a successful case for the treatment of such diseases."
The man who pulled Qiao Chuxia tonight and ran away was Xu Peizhe, a psychologist she met a year ago. He is a very young and professional doctor of psychology. His research field is mental disorder consultation
Because Qiao Chuxia has not admitted that she has a definite mental illness so far, she is only willing to receive psychological counseling and is unwilling to receive any drug treatment. Because of this, her road to recovery is far away.
About half a year ago, Qiao Chuxia went to Xu Peizhe's consultation room for the last time and told him that he felt much more relaxed and no longer needed counseling. After all, psychological counseling is expensive. Xu Peizhe carefully advised some self-suggested rehabilitation suggestions and no longer forced him.
Unexpectedly, today I met by chance and saw a patient who had been sick again. The more difficult it was to steal, the higher the challenge coefficient, the stronger the sense of speed gained by such patients.
Qiao Chuxia lowered her head and didn't say anything. She had no way to refute her. She was caught and had no chance to deny her.
Just at this very embarrassing moment, a wine promotion in a puffy gauze dress came over. He was in this industry. His skin was fair and beautiful, his waist was slender, and his thighs seemed to be whiter and tenderer than Qiao Chuxia.
Relying on the man's shoulder in a familiar way, his fingers were raised in a fluffy skirt and asked him what wine he drank. It seemed that the two of them were very familiar.
The man reported the name of the wine. Even Qiao Chuxia, who rarely touched wine, knew that the brand of wine was expensive. No wonder the woman smiled like a flower and pinched Xu Peizhe's shoulder and walked away gracefully.
After sending this uninvited guest away, Xu Peizhe touched his chin, as if he was fun. He squinted his eyes and looked at Qiao Chuxia for a long time, and tilted his face on the sofa inappropriately.
The various colors of lights projected from the dance floor kept shaking, shining on him, making the man in casual clothes look a bit unreasonable, and it was somewhat incompatible with the image of the meticulous consultant in the past.
"Tell me, wasn't it a great time just now?"
This crime usually gives the patient a great pleasure, including both physically and psychologically. The more nervous you are, the happier you are, the more nervous you are.
Qiao Chuxia was still immersed in her imagination just now. When she heard this, she trembled all over. On her loose bun, a few strands of hair fell down. The hair dyed into flax looks yellower under the light.
I kept stealing again and again, I couldn't help but couldn't control it. After the feeling of ease, I blamed myself and felt pain, but she couldn't resist
Just like masturbating, I can't quit
Before she could answer actively, the man suddenly stood up. The two were not far away. As soon as he moved, Qiao Chuxia's eyes flashed and he had already come to her side.
The temperature suddenly rises, and strange men bring strange heat. It is so mysterious, so unrestrained, so paradoxical
"You, what are you talking nonsense?"
The most secret secret of her was discovered by someone all of a sudden. Qiao Chuxia's face turned pale and her body kept hiding back. She moved, and the man moved as well until each other's breath could be heard.
"Yes, I saw it. Not only did I see the movements on your hands, I also saw..."
His hand suddenly pinched her waist, and the force was very light. After covering it, the hot temperature was pressed on her skin, making her shudder.
"When you bend over, you reveal a piece..."
This man is really hateful. His voice is a little hoarse, but his smile is lazy. His face is not enough to tell his age. He is in his twenties or thirty years old?
Qiao Chuxia suddenly turned red. She just wore a loose T-shirt casually, thinking that she was just buying something near home, but she didn't know that the desire to steal came so quickly, so she didn't give her a chance to breathe.
"What do you want to do?!"
She was extremely afraid, but instead calmed down compared to before, her expression changed. Since she could not hide, she was forced to face it.
But the man didn't answer, laughed even more lazily, and his body leaned on Qiao Chuxia. He smelled the faint fragrance from her body. His nose sensibly found the fragrance from the round part of her chest. He couldn't help but lower his waist and pushed the soft side with his straight nose.
The hand on the slender waist slowly looked down. Qiao Chuxia didn't dare to shout it out. Even if it was really shouting out, no one would care.
With the light and alcohol, the men and women in the wine are indulging in each other's senses, how could anyone stop it?
"I want to know how 'happy' you were just now!"
Under the thin and soft dark blue navy-style short skirt, the hot fingertips slid across the soft flesh, tender, smooth, and an unusual atmosphere
It was not until his fingertips touched the small piece of wet that he hooked his lips, slowly left her body, and smiled with satisfaction.
"Sure..."
Her privacy was discovered, full of embarrassment, how shameful she was, she had abnormal sexual impulse due to shameful theft
Qiao Chuxia didn't have time to speak, and the previous promotional lady twisted her waist to drink. She looked shy and disheveled at her, but she couldn't even look at her, as if she was commonplace for everything in front of her.
However, Qiao Chuxia was sweating all over her hands. She really couldn't figure out what this man wanted to do?
Blackmail? Unlike him who knew he had this disease long ago, he would not have waited for more than a year
Neither of them spoke, Xu Peizhe symbolically poured her a small glass of wine. Seeing that she didn't drink it, he started drinking it himself.
After a long time, he stood up
He smiled, showing his sharp tiger teeth. For the first time, Qiao Chuxia knew that a man's tiger teeth could be so beautiful and playful.
"Given the recurrence of your condition, I will hypnotize you tonight."
Qiao Chuxia widened her eyes in disbelief, shook her head and refused loudly, "No! I don't want hypnosis!"
Xu Peizhe stood up and pulled her. She kept resisting and begging for help from the surroundings.
"Sorry, my girlfriend is angry with me, I have to coax her"
He said shamelessly, easily preventing everyone from interfering in this little noise between couples, and successfully took Qiao Chuxia to the car and galloped away
Being sick is a way of self-protection of the body. You are powerless to do something, but your body protects you instinctively.
"Relax, take a deep breath...Imagine you lying on a soft and clean lawn, with a gentle breeze, your ears stuffed with headphones, and your favorite tunes are placed inside..."
Xu Peizhe sat next to Qiao Chuxia, repeating softly, hypnotizing her
At the beginning, she was stiff and tense all over, lying flat on the treatment bed, and could not enter a hypnotic state no matter what. It was not until Xu Peizhe kept comforting and suggesting her with gentle words that she gradually calmed down.
"You feel a little sleepy and want to sleep..."
He continued to induce the smile on his face deepened, and his eyes became darker and brighter
"No! I don't want to sleep..."
Qiao Chuxia grabbed his arm, she was still in a state of half awake and half chaotic, muttering.
"I don't want to sleep because you are worried that after falling asleep, there will be dangerous things to hurt you. I promise that right by your side, nothing will happen..."
He didn't expect that she was so vigilant about people. Her hypnosis steps were interrupted, so he had to continue to return to the previous step and continue to comfort her.
She held his arm's hand tightly and slowly relaxed, but found his hand tightly with attachment, holding it, like a drowning person
Her little hands were cold, she frowned slightly, gradually entering a dream
In the dream, Qiao Chuxia returned to the year when she was eight years old, and all nightmares began in that year
In July evening, it is the most sultry
A narrow alley in the city, with dirty domestic wastewater winding from the feet; at this time, when the sky gradually became hazy, this shabby place finally began a day of excitement.
The middle-aged man was pushing a bicycle. It seemed that he had just gotten off work. He looked around and then walked into the alley.
"Oh, my brother can play at first sight. Come in and take a break..."
"The price is easy to negotiate. Brother comes in and check it out, and you can guarantee satisfaction..."
Invitations, one after another, suddenly rang out from behind the half-closed doors.
The man coughed a few times, and his slender rat eyes began to look over the sounds one by one.
Height, short, fat, thin, different, the same, only a little aged face, slapping the too cheap and heavy foundation, and a pair of tired and unsightly eyes, conveying the charm of revealing the bones
He just pushed the cart and walked along the way
It's almost over, I haven't seen the one with a hearty one yet. I don't have much money in my pocket, so I can only find such a pheasant to relieve the fire. It seems that it's a waste of time.
The man applied greasy hair and took a few breaths. The lungs were filled with cheap powder smelling, making people breathless
Just as he was about to leave, a small door suddenly opened, a woman with hair spread out, holding a red porcelain basin from the 1980s, and the word "四" was printed inside.
"Crash!"
The woman lowered her head, raised the basin in her hand, and half of the basin of water poured over
The man kept watching, but actually forgot to avoid it, and the legs and leather shoes were stained with water.
"Ah! Sorry, brother, I didn't see it... I'll go back to the house and take a dry towel for you..."
The woman suddenly panicked and returned to the house with a basin. After a while, she grabbed two towels in her hand that looked very old, but was washed white.
Just as she was about to wipe the man in a hurry, she saw the man take out the car lock and slowly lock the car
"Eighty yuan, do you want to do it?"
The woman's hand movements stopped, and half of her face covered by her long hair was exposed. She was a little pale, but beautiful, probably less than thirty years old
Eighty, for such a lowest level of dark prostitute, the price was already not low at that time
She nodded, looked at him, and took the lead in the house
The room is very small and not bright. A small electric fan is turning and making no small noise, but it does not reduce the heat in the room at all.
The man entered the house and couldn't wait to take off his clothes. His body was covered in sweat, smelled sticky and sour.
The woman has never had any sound, she is very clean and clean, without any sweat at all, she is slippery and delicate when touched, and is pressed under her hands by the man, venting hard
Eighty yuan, which exceeded his budget, but this chicken looked different from other things. It cost a little more money and it was indeed worth it!
More than twenty minutes later, the man was refreshed and refreshed. Before leaving, he still touched the woman's room and smiled and said, "Take me a customer, I'll find you next time! I'm happy today, I'll give you a hundred!"
After saying that, the man stuffed a wrinkled banknote into a poor chest that the woman bought at a street stall, which cost five yuan to two in a bad quality chest |
Chapter completed!