Chapter 183: Embracing Again
We stared at each other, and my breathing was rapid due to the violent ups and downs of my emotions. At this time, Mo Han still had a calm expression, and I could not guess her mood.
After a moment of standing there, I suddenly realized that I was afraid that she was close to me like the perfect figure in her fantasy, keeping an inaccessible distance from me. I finally walked towards her slowly...
This time it was not an illusion, it was not an illusion. Mo Han was still standing there, she was waiting for me... We really met, and we met at this concert with "Living One Person".
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I finally came to Mo Han. I just looked at her, but couldn't think of a word that could be used as the opening remark after our meeting.
This time it was not me who spoke first. Mo Han smiled slightly and said, "It's you!"
Just Mo Han's words, my mood suddenly turned sharply. The words "It's you" are not even comparable to the greetings of ordinary friends. Why did she still have this attitude towards me after such repeated repetitions??
"Well, it's me..." I said in a low tone, but I squeezed out a smile and asked, "How are you doing?"
At this moment, I thought Mo Han could answer: "I'm not doing well because I'm thinking about you every day..." If I had such an answer, I would definitely hug her tightly regardless of everything.
After a moment of silence, I did not wait for what I imagined. Mo Han just nodded and responded lightly: "Yes!"
I smiled melancholy, looking at Mo Han who was cold and beautiful in front of me, I suddenly felt such a real sense of inferiority. For the first time, I really experienced this sense of inferiority so seriously. This is an inferiority that I have never experienced before in the women around me... I don't know why this sense of inferiority occurs at this moment, but it does arbitrarily... I was at a loss and looked at Mo Han in front of me helplessly!!
I have fantasized about the scenes when I met countless times, either intense, severely painful, or ecstasy... but I never imagined that it is the scene that makes me helpless and makes me extremely uncomfortable... I don't know who it is ironic, but I know that I have too many emotions towards Mo Han. This emotion that originally only involves likes, because of the separation, misunderstanding, gradually mutating, and split into several emotions that annoy me, make me happy, and make me worry. Perhaps it is this division that leads to my inferiority and helplessness. I really don't know how to deal with my relationship with Mo Han.
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After a while, seeing that I had no words, Mo Han looked at me and turned around to leave, but I stood there, unable to move. The fireworks that had died on the stage were once again brilliant, and another song entered the climax... It turned out that I had met Mo Han for several minutes, but in these few minutes, what did we do and what did we say? Haha, what we did was stare at each other, separated again with just a few words...
I was unwilling to accept it. I was unwilling to just watch Mo Han's back helplessly away from my sight and disappear. I finally quickly followed Mo Han's pace.
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Because I was silent, I followed Mo Han in silence. I didn’t know what I wanted to do or what else I could do. I just followed her instinctively. Wherever she went, I would go. I didn’t want to face the cruel parting again.
We had already walked out of the gymnasium, and Mo Han turned a blind eye to me behind me. She was ready to leave. I could no longer bear it and grabbed her.
Mo Han turned around and looked at each other again. I finally asked, "Are you going to leave like this?"
"Um."
Mo Han's always cold attitude made me sneer, and I asked, "Is this the only thing that can be said between us?"
Mo Han still looked at me without any change in expression. Her indifference really made me unable to tell her emotions.
"Is it okay for you to say something? I don't like that you always use silence instead of answering. Look back and see how many misunderstandings there are between us are caused by your indifference!" I pulled out the grievance in my heart and raised my tone and said to Mo Han.
"I have returned your scarf and gloves to you. We have no choice but to owe each other, aren't we?" Mo Han finally curled his lips slightly and said to me.
Mo Han's answer made me smile, and after a while, he said, "But you didn't return my heart to me."
My words made Mo Han slightly stunned. She shook her head gently and said, "It's meaningless to say these things now. We should respect each other's choices."
I nodded and said, "Maybe respecting each other's choices seems to be the best result now, but the mistake is that I saw the note you left in your gloves... Do you think this fortune is nonsense enough?" I said the words that thrilled my heart in the most stable tone.
The silence was another silent silence, and Mo Han's expression finally stopped being calm. She raised her head but did not look at me with grievance and anger. She asked softly: "Did you see that note?"
"If I don't see it, will I still have the courage to stand in front of you?" My voice was not loud, but every word was clear.
After I said this, Mo Han and I changed my feelings in an instant, and I gradually calmed down, and her calm face began to emerge from the cramped face. Although it was difficult to detect, I could not escape the me who cared about her the most.
After a long period of silence, I said to her softly: "We should not torture each other. If you have any grievances, just tell me, I will share the big things for you... Think about it, think about how beautiful it will be after we are together. You don't have to be lonely, I don't have to be thinking hard, I will regard you as all my love~~~ I want you to live in freshness and sunshine every day!"
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Mo Han turned his head, her back covered her mouth with the back of her hand, but her slender fingertips trembled slightly in the limited dim light... My heart also trembled.
"Can I hold you, okay?" Mo Han's look made me feel pity, but I didn't dare to hold her on my own, because I didn't know when, and we were not aware of the sign of time.
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We hugged each other again. It was Mo Han who hugged me. My happiness came so suddenly, and my happiness was so simple. Just a hug from Mo Han was enough. In my unreal emotions, I felt the feeling of being rich in my arms. At this moment, I really felt like I had the whole world! I am not greedy. As long as Mo Han is in my emotional world, it will be full of sunshine and splendor! ~~
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While embracing each other, I seemed to have forgotten space, time, where I was in it, it seemed to be no longer three-dimensional. We were in a plane, and in this plane, there were only me and her...
Chapter completed!