I don’t know why I say the word decent to Mo Han. Perhaps in my opinion, I am not decent when she is not by my side. I feel like a poor person abandoned by my lover.

I still had signs of being wet by rain. I went to the bathroom to take a shower. During the shower, I felt dizzy. The long-term overdraft at work made my physical condition very poor and I got fever.

The physical discomfort could not fade the emotional joy. After taking a shower, I came out of the bathroom and looked for Mo Han. My nerves were tense. Although I said I could give her the freedom to come and go, I didn't want her to leave in my heart.

At this time, Mo Han was sitting on the sofa. She did not leave, but she looked so worried.

I sat down beside her, hugged her in my arms, gently teased her soft hair, and said softly: "Happy, okay?"

Mo Han nodded slightly and leaned into my arms again, like a cat without security.

.........

I coughed heavily while embracing me, and my snot flowed down my lips. I pushed Mo Han away and looked at her awkwardly. She smiled and shook her head, took out a tissue to wipe my snot again, touched my forehead with her hands, and said indifferently but nervously: "Yixi, you are getting hot!"

"It's okay, I'll drink some ginger soup and take some antipyretics." I gently patted Mo Han's shoulder and signaled her not to worry. I gave her a smile and stood up and walked towards the kitchen. I was going to make some ginger soup for myself. In my long-term life alone, I have learned these basic life skills.

I took some ginger from the refrigerator, tied it on an apron, and prepared to cut the blocky ginger into slices. But Mo Han came to me and she whispered to me: "You are sick, so I'll do it."

I looked at Mo Han in confusion and asked, "Can you do it?"

"Yes." Mo Han nodded and took the kitchen knife from me, with a "I can" expression.

"Let's lie on the bed, I'll cook it and send it to you." Mo Han said and pushed me.

I looked at Mo Han suspiciously, pointed to the two jars and asked, "Tell me which one is sugar and which one is salt."

Mo Han picked up two jars and looked at them, and said to me, "I know Chinese characters. There are sugar and salt on them. And if you should use brown sugar for ginger soup?"

When Mo Han said that he should use brown sugar to make ginger soup, I really felt impressed by her. It turned out that my wife was not that ignorant of fireworks, at least she was quite down-to-earth at this moment.

"Then I'll take some antipyretic medicine first and lie down for a while."

Mo Han nodded and said, "Well, go ahead and cover it and don't catch a cold anymore."

.........

I lay on the bed, my head seemed not so dizzy. Happiness had filled every cell of my life at this moment. After a while, I could drink the ginger soup that Mo Han made for me.

After a while, Mo Han prepared the ginger soup. She brought the bowl into my room. To be precise, it was our room. She still said to me with concern: "Yixi, the ginger soup is ready, you can drink it."

I didn't move but hummed in my mouth, saying, "I don't have the strength~~!"

"You sit up first and I'll feed you." Mo Han said as he placed the bowl on the bedside table, then leaned the pillow on the back of the bed, and helped me up. I felt as sweet as honey in my heart. Even if I didn't add brown sugar, I drank it quickly.

I stared at Mo Han in a daze. The gaze that seemed to be left in the whole world made her a little shy. She avoided my eyes slightly and said to me softly: "Open your mouth and drink ginger soup."

I opened my mouth almost instinctively. Mo Han scooped up the ginger soup in the bowl and blew it carefully before feeding me some drinks.

I drank very slowly, and I wanted to enjoy this feeling for a long time. Mo Han was not disgusted with my intentional procrastination behavior. He quietly fed me all the ginger soup.

"Yixi, you can rest first." Mo Han said to me with an empty bowl in his hand.

I immediately became alert, and I asked nervously, "Are you leaving?"

"Um."

Happiness and disappointment changed in an instant. I felt ten thousand reluctant to leave, but I was willing to let her go like this. I knew that when she wanted to leave, I couldn't keep her at all. I was only 26 years old. If Mo Han was willing to get along with me in this way of coming and going, I would let her go, and I could still wait... I had to wait even if I couldn't wait.

In this love, I no longer have self and don’t care about this more than once. I buried myself in the quilt. I can accept her leaving again, but it does not mean that I want to watch her leave with my own eyes.

"Yixi." Mo Han patted me through the quilt.

"Aren't you leaving? Don't worry about me, I don't have clouds to let you take it away." I shouted under the quilt.

"Give me your car keys."

Mo Han's voice was very light, but it was so stimulating that I immediately crawled out of the quilt. I asked, "Do you still want to take my car?"

Mo Han looked at me angrily and amusedly, and said, "I went to the hotel to get my luggage. I want to take a shower."

My emotions followed Mo Han's rushing down and up. I nodded repeatedly and said, "Oh, oh, okay, I'll go with you."

"You have a rest, it's very close! I'll be back in a while." Mo Han said to me firmly.

"Why didn't you stay in the Jinshi Hotel this time?" I asked when Mo Han was about to leave, and took out the car key from the drawer and handed it to her.

"I'm afraid you will find me." After stopping, she said with some regret: "But I still can't help but see you!"

"If I don't go to Guqiao, will you look for me?"

Mo Han shook his head and said, "No...but there were so many coincidental encounters. When I saw you lying on the grass and raining, I felt... "Mo Han didn't say anything further.

"Okay, you can rest quickly, I'll go back." Mo Han said, picking up the room card on the bed cabinet and walking out, then gently bringing it to the door.

"Driving slowly, be careful on the road...I'll wait for you to come back." I shouted to Mo Han who had already walked out.

...........

After Mo Han left, I stared at the wall clock, five minutes, ten minutes, fifteen minutes, twenty minutes... I seemed to be like a year. I was afraid that Mo Han would not come back or something unexpected happened. I didn't care about my sick body, and stood at the window wrapped in a quilt, watching. I didn't think about Mo Han going back and forth to the hotel and packing things, so how could it be so fast!

I stood by the window and waited for ten minutes. The light suddenly shot from the corner pierced the darkness of the night. I squinted my eyes and looked at the lights of the car. I finally breathed a sigh of relief until I confirmed that it was my car. Mo Han was really back. Maybe she really wouldn't leave this time...

I lay back on the bed, and a sound of opening the door came after a short moment. Mo Han did not come to the room to see me immediately. I heard the sound of water flowing in the bathroom. Such water flowing gave me a sense of fulfillment, which proved that Mo Han was close to me at this moment... If I was sure that she would not leave me this time, I would like to take her to see my family. I would not want to maintain such an awkward and helpless relationship with Chen Qingyi again.

When I succeeded in my career and Mo Han returned to me, my life could be really perfect. I was so imagining in excitement!

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