I was in the same place with my brain that seemed to be out of the lines. The more I was anxious, the less I didn't know how to explain this to Mo Han clearly, or if I made it clear, Mo Han might not understand me. As the Taoist priest said, he had seen countless people and had never seen anyone as stubborn as Mo Han. At this moment, Mo Han had already decided that I had deceived her, even if I explained, what's the use of it!

Mo Han stopped sobbing, her face was full of determination. She looked at me in a cold tone and said, "Let me go."

"I won't let go, I won't let go!" I said and hugged Mo Han tightly.

Mo Han didn't struggle, but his tone was even colder and said, "You can't keep me."

"Don't leave...If you have to leave, please don't leave with misunderstandings, okay?" My voice was already choked. I didn't want to be the dishonest man in Mo Han's eyes, and I didn't want to hurt her already scarred because of my mistakes.

"Answer a few questions from me." Mo Han's attitude seemed to be gentle after a long time.

A glimmer of hope arose in my heart. I let go of Mo Han, nodded heavily, and said, "You ask, I will definitely not deceive this time!"

"Who was the woman in this room who used to live with you?"

"Chen Qingyi... you don't know her, but..."

Before I finished speaking, I was interrupted by Mo Han: "There is no need to ask the next question again. No matter what reason you have, you really can't give me the sense of security I need most!"

"Don't deny me, I have my own difficulties, let me explain it thoroughly?" I said intermittently, and at this moment my heart twitched again. I knew what Mo Han's words just meant to me.

"I don't want to listen, nor do I want to listen... Don't you think we are really tired like this? We used to be together to warm each other, but now? We have violated the original intention of being together!" Mo Han's tone became calmer and calmer, which was a sign before his heart died.

I was stunned...Love is for each other's warmth, but what about us now??

I felt suffocated, but looking at Mo Han who was really standing in front of me, I couldn't let go of my hand anyway. I held her hand tightly, and my tone was full of begging: "Don't leave me, give me another chance, okay?"

Tears slid down Mo Han's face again. At this moment, I didn't care about anything, and hugged her tightly in my arms, choked up and said, "Can you just treat me as pity?...I want to look at you, you look at me, we are all gray in our temples!"

Mo Han raised his head, tears seemed to be broken, she finally cried out and her emotions seemed to be released. She stroked my hair, but she did not dare to hug me tightly!!

.........

It was late at night and it was not bottom-out. The rain outside the window was still drizzling. The big world suddenly became quiet at this moment, and our small world was also quiet in the embrace of each other.

After a long time, I finally whispered to Mo Han: "Can I give me a chance to explain? I promise every word is true. If you really think I am wrong, no matter what the ending is, I deserve it!"

Mo Han bit her lips tightly and looked at me. I knew that today I touched the bottom line of her emotions, but she couldn't bear to really give up this relationship. People's hearts are always made of flesh and blood... After a long time, Mo Han seemed to have made great determination and said to me: "Tell me..."

I nodded heavily, my palms were covered with sweat. I lit a cigarette for myself. I needed this cigarette to relieve my extreme anxiety about gains and losses, otherwise I would not be able to find the best mood to explain this matter to Mo Han.

Mo Han stood behind me, I opened the window, the wind blew in, blew away the smoke, and woke up my mind. Chen Qingyi's clothes on the fence were still turbulent with the wind!

I finally finished smoking a cigarette. I put out the cigarette butts, turned my body, let out a heavy breath, and made sure that my emotions had calmed down before saying to Mo Han: "A few days ago, not long after you left me in Suzhou, my grandfather was found to be in advanced cancer in the hospital... My marriage has always been his heart disease. After the surgery in the hospital, the first thing I said was to tell my parents: He wants to see me... and my girlfriend." When I said this, my voice was a little choked: "Strictly speaking, I am not a competent grandson. I have too few that I can repay my grandfather for so many years, so I can't satisfy his final request, but you are not by my side. I really felt desperate at that time... Chen Qingyi happened to be by my side that day. After we discussed, we decided that she would act as my girlfriend...Mo Han, don't blame me, I really had no choice at that time!!"

Mo Han looked at me with a complicated look, and stopped for a long time before asking softly: "What about?"

"Then, my family recognized Chen Qingyi very much, and they all hoped that I could marry Chen Qingyi as soon as possible, and even used the strength of the whole family to buy me this house. So Chen Qingyi and I couldn't extricate ourselves from a kind lie... Until a few days ago, my little aunt came to Nantong and she invited me to dinner with Chen Qingyi. She was full of suspicion. In order not to make her doubt, Chen Qingyi and I had to act together again... Please believe me, although we live in the same room, we are really innocent. These clothes are just not available to Chen Qingyi!"

After I finished speaking, I looked at Mo Han nervously, as if waiting for a verdict. I had explained it very clearly, but I was still afraid that she would not accept the helpless choices made by Chen Qingyi and me, and under helplessness.

Mo Han lowered his head and did not respond for a long time. I don’t know what emotions she was brewing at this time.

"I believe in you and understand your choice at that time..." Mo Han said to me again, "Maybe Chen Qingyi is the woman who is truly suitable for you. We always give each other so much anxiety and pain together!"

My heart seemed to be hit by a huge rock, and my tone of voice unconsciously increased in the pain: "Why, why do you say that? You know that I love you the most!! I never thought of being with other women, I love you!......"

"But your family recognizes Chen Qingyi, not me. We can no longer handle each other's relationship well together, and we have to face your family. Have you ever thought about how many hidden dangers there will be between us in the future? I don't have the confidence to face these hidden dangers peacefully!"

"Don't treat me like this...I have the confidence to face all this. We will tomorrow...yes, it's tomorrow. You and I will go back to the small town to meet my parents. I want to tell them that you are my girlfriend. I love you and you want to marry you!" I reached out and grabbed Mo Han's hand, and said excitedly.

Mo Han shook his head with a painful expression and said, "Don't you think this is absurd? Do you still feel that the pain between us is not enough? Are you going to spread the pain to your family now? If you consider the feelings of your family, you can't be so selfish!"

Mo Han's words made me stunned......

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Chapter completed!