I looked at the message sent by Angel in a daze, my eyes gradually blurred, and a warm feeling came from the corners of my eyes. I actually wanted to cry, crazy, am I crazy?

"I miss her...if you miss her, go!" This is what I just said to myself.

What exactly stopped me from running wildly? Is it rational? Not just rationality... What ultimately stopped me Zhang Yixi from running wildly was my bad life. I seemed to finally understand why I couldn’t have a good relationship!!

I have 3 love stories because: I am poor, I have short ambitions, and I am lost. Now I have strong ambitions, but I am poorer... Every woman around me is so outstanding, I can't be with them calmly, so I have been disguising, always detours, and always trembling!!

After so much experience, I, Zhang Yixi, can use my own experience to tell everyone that without material as the foundation, any love or marriage is not reliable, and with material as the foundation, love or marriage is only possible.

The two people live together too complicatedly, full of many visible or invisible contradictions, so in this era we live in today there is such a high divorce rate. Haven’t these divorced people ever fall in love?

I am pessimistic about love, I am really pessimistic... I can't even guarantee the most basic material, why should I pursue a love that never leaves you, and depends on life and death?

I am different from the prince, really different. Shen Man is with him, and at least he lives in the upper class life, and Wang Mengmeng follows me? It's just a reminder of the short life of being nervous and trembling. She loves me so much, how can I repay her with this kind of life? Besides, she has more good choices in addition to me...

Where is Angel? If I were with Angel, I would live a life of hugging my thighs. I would always live under Angel's halo. When others mentioned me, no one would say Zhang Yixi, but would only say: Angel's useless man... This is not an exaggeration, or I am stubborn, but this is the reality!

Even though I endure humiliation and accept this kind of life of hugging my thighs, will Anqi's family be willing to ask Anqi to find someone who hugged her thighs to lose face in her family? Will her family accept me, who is of humble origin?

Once time goes by, can Anqi keep the impulse he used to maintain our relationship? One day she will be tired, and I will be tired...

Regarding love, I have experienced too much about life. I have seen everything too thoroughly. Zhang Yixi, who has no career, is not worthy of having love... The center of my life should return to my career rationally. A strong career is the guarantee of love. This is right, it is really true. This world is not a world full of fairy tales. We have seen too many tragedies... At least I, Zhang Yixi, have seen too much.

I let out a heavy breath, opened the phone, and pointed out the words one by one on the screen: "I'm sorry, I don't love you enough!"

Tears slid down my face. This is the sorrow that this era has given me. Without material guarantees, I have completely lost the right to enjoy and control love.

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I patted my face heavily, and my teeth clattered, and slapped off the grievance and tears of cowardice on my face. I kept telling myself: "Zhang Yixi, fight hard...... Work hard...... Work hard. Your life is really too short now. You must lower your head and run on this endless road. If you dare to be greedy for the scenery along the way, you will eventually die on this road... And the end of the road is another kind of life!" (Seeing this, you should understand why the first volume is called "life is too short". I dare say that there is no book in the online literature industry more realistic than the best girlfriend in terms of perception. This is the reality. Those who can understand my books will naturally gain something. If you can't understand it, just read it as a romance book, haha)

The phone ringing rang again, I didn't watch or listen, I turned off the phone directly, I was tired, I was really tired! I wanted to rest quietly for a night, and after tomorrow I don't want my life to be so short, I want a bright life!

I swallowed 3 sleeping pills at a time and lay on the bed. I finally fell asleep in a drowsy way.

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The sun was so bright the next day. It seemed that there was no such brilliant sunshine in the decades I lived. I was not sad or happy. According to the set procedure, I took out the eggs from the refrigerator, took some vegetables, and cooked a bowl of vegetable noodles for myself. After breakfast, I followed the procedure and prepared to go to the store to start the day's work!

I came to the garage downstairs and launched the "Presidential Car" that was already covered in dust. I lived a down-and-out life, but also a kind of kind life. I have lived like this for more than 20 years.

The tires were gone, so I rummaged through the boxes and found the air bag in a bag that was almost weathered, helped the car fill up the air, and wiped it with a cloth. The car seemed to have become more energetic. I looked at the car and smiled foolishly. I thought it was quite stupid. It was a stupid car, and it was very good to match a fool....

I pushed the car to a fast charging point outside the community. After placing two coins, I lit a cigarette and squatted on the ground to wait for the car to charge. After smoking a cigarette, I seemed very bored, so I looked around the beautiful girls on the road in the bright sunshine. If I met a girl who responded to my eyes, I would whistle at them, which immediately resulted in more than a dozen big eyes. But I was happy. I was a troublemaker who was hiding in the market.

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A red Encore stopped in front of me, and a cute but beautiful girl walked out of the car. Many people called such a high-quality girl the goddess, and I called her Mengmeng.

I squatted on the ground and looked up at her. Wang Mengmeng and I looked at each other, and then at the car that was charging and growing very stupid... She suddenly cried: "Xixi~~~!"

I was still squatting on the ground and said impatiently: "Why are you crying? Why are you crying? The weather is so good, you are going to make it cry and rain. Be careful that the people of Nantong blame you and despise you..."

"I don't want to see you have a bad life..." Wang Mengmeng said whimpering.

I patted the ground with my hands, and shot it continuously, and jumped up from the ground: "Where's the bad place? I saw the car that was charging, I called it the president's car, a panoramic sunroof, a seven-level speed change, and a green and environmentally friendly. How can you drive such a car in the past?"

Wang Mengmeng burst into tears by my words, slapped me and said, "Xixi, you really hate it!"

I gave Wang Mengmeng a blank look, took out 10 yuan from my wallet and handed it to Wang Mengmeng, and said, "Mengmeng, you see you are so fat, you have to exercise in the morning. Let's do this. I'll give you a chance to exercise. Please help me buy a pack of cigarettes on the other side."

"Oh." Wang Mengmeng took the money from me and turned around and walked towards the opposite side.

"etc......."

"What's wrong, Xixi?" Wang Mengmeng turned around and looked at me.

"Don't spend 10 yuan, buy me the kind of silk cigarette that costs 7 yuan a pack!"

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Wang Mengmeng's figure has been flooded by the vehicles coming and going. I shook my head and my heart twitched. How should I tell her my decision later? Zhang Yixi, I really can't be so selfish and delay one woman after another... I really don't deserve her to treat me like this. I am just a man who is still struggling in a low life!

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Chapter completed!