Chapter 27: Missing
I woke up that night. Every time I woke up, I always picked up my phone to check it out. But I didn’t wait for Angel’s message, even though I sent her a photo symbolizing the fairyland on earth before.
When I woke up in the morning, I leaned on the bed and sat for a long time. I felt my heart was gloomy and cold, just like today's weather. Although it was not raining, the sky was gloomy and the cold wind blew me in the quilt and didn't want to move at all.
I don’t know how long I sat down, but my door was knocked on. I put on a coat and opened the door. Outside the door was the neatly dressed Su Mei.
"All Vivians, have breakfast together, I will go back to Nantong later." Su Mei said to me.
"Well, wait for me." I said and walked towards the bathroom to wash.
After a while, I walked out of the bathroom, picked up the wallet on the table, and walked downstairs with Su Mei. Although it was not a farewell forever, there would be more or less sadness. In fact, I really hope that Su Mei could just accompany me, help me wash clothes, and make me a cup of hot coffee at night. When I was bored, the two chatted and relieved their fatigue. It was also a fresh life, but Su Mei did not belong here. Her stage should be in a luxurious and noisy city. The above ideas were just my little selfishness.
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The two of them found a breakfast stall downstairs and ordered soy milk, some fried bread, pot stickers and other breakfasts.
"Be careful when driving on the highway. If you are sleepy, look for a service station to rest. Do you know?" I told Su Mei that she rarely drives the highway. I was a little worried about her when she went back alone this time.
"Well, I will be very careful. You should also pay attention to your health here. Smoke less cigarettes and rest on time." Su Mei put down her chopsticks and said to me very seriously.
"Yeah." I said and looked at Su Mei... She still had some childish faces, and there was still innocence and gentleness. If it weren't for meeting me and the prince, maybe she would have lived a pure life. It was the prince and I who each destroyed half of her innocence. I made her commercialize, and the prince ruined her body.
I felt a little sad and touched her head: "Meimei, you must live a good life after you go back. You are the strongest."
"Well! You are... encouraging with you!"
I nodded: "If you encounter any difficulties, go find Chen Qingyi and Lin Xi, and they will help you."
"But who will help you when you encounter difficulties here?" Su Mei looked at me worriedly.
"Save yourself, I can."
"Okay, Yixi, you are the toughest among all my male friends. I believe you can definitely solve all the difficulties. I am looking forward to your return to the king in Nantong!"
“Yes.”
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After dinner, I returned to my residence and helped Su Mei put all her luggage in the car, and told her to be careful on the way.
"Yixi, why are you nagging so much? If you are not at ease, please send me back." Su Mei complained to me.
I really had the urge to send Su Mei back. I was stunned and said, "Well, I'll send you back."
"Okay, you don't want to go back even if the second Haijing Coffee Store of Sister Lin Xi and Sister Qingyi opened. How could I let you go back for me? I will definitely be very careful when driving. I go into the service area every two hours to rest. You are always relieved!"
"Well, remember to keep communication open and call me anytime." I nagged again.
Su Mei patted my shoulder and said, "I know, Aunt Yixi!" After that, she opened the car door and sat in the car.
The car had started, and Su Mei pressed the window again: "Let's go, I don't miss me too much. I bought you a lot of fruit yesterday, and they were all placed in the drawer under the computer desk. You must remember to eat it."
"I know, Aunt Su Mei!" I said in Su Mei's tone.
Su Mei giggled for a while, then waved at me reluctantly, and then drove away and gradually disappeared from my sight...
I stood there for a long time, and my heart was a little empty, so I forgot Su Mei’s advice and took out a cigarette from my pocket to light it.
As the smoke filled my mind, I remembered a sentence that Su Mei once said, "Time will always heal everything."
What a good sentence, it is so applicable to her and me... Time! Let those who have been healed by you return to me earlier.
Life alone is not easy!
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This morning, I deposited the salary I received from the "fatty file" into my bank card. I had already decided to keep this 5,000 yuan for Xiao Min's tuition fee for the next semester.
After saving the money and returning to my place of residence, I posted a rental message on the school forum. At that time, Su Mei's house paid a total of five months of rent and it was only due for four months. Naturally, I couldn't leave the house idle. It would be a few thousand yuan to sublet it, which was enough for me to smoke a year.
In the afternoon, I received some calls to see the house, but most of them were mainly student couples who were about to graduate and moved out to live. Naturally, I didn’t want to rent the house to a pair of young couples. Recently, I don’t like others to show their love under my nose. There are also students who want to take the postgraduate entrance examination and rent a house. I really hope to rent the house to such people because I also want to be quiet, but when they heard about the rent, they ran away without looking back. In fact, I have lowered some rent appropriately.
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I saw another person away from the house viewer. I sat in the room where Su Mei lived in a daze. For some reason, I remembered the days when I lived under the same roof with An Qi. We often quarreled and even fought, but we still cared about each other. In this way, the days when we depended on each other was so worth missing... Even if we were not lovers, our lives became colorful because of the existence of each other.
I gently brought the door to my room and returned to my house. I rummaged through the cabinet and found a big head sticker that An Qi and I took from an album. This big head sticker was taken by me from the rooftop. It was a bit faded, but it was the only photo that allowed me to see An Qi's appearance.
I carefully pressed this big head under the glass of the computer desk. When I was tired of work, I could take a look. I felt that this would remind me of the scenes of our arrogant and wild on the rooftop. I would not feel tired because this is a kind of thought for me now. I hope that one day, I can return to Nantong with all my fame and fortune, and then return to the rooftop with An Qi, which will be very beautiful, really beautiful......
I suddenly felt a little unwilling to rent this room. I thought: If An Qi came here one day to see me, Zhang, and reunited with me, Zhang, I would at least give her a room where she could rest, and then we would make dinner together and have dinner together like we did in the past. When we were full, we would have a fight, fight, and then go to bed.
I admit that this idea is boring and boring, but for Zhang Yixi now, there is no better picture than this and more worthy of longing for!
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The rain that had been brewing for a day finally fell like a pouring drop at dusk. I held an umbrella and came to the "fatty stall". Outside the store, I dropped the umbrella, stroked my wet hair, and looked at the store habitually through the glass window. I found Zuo Lan was sitting by the window eating. Since we parted last time, we haven't met for nearly half a month. It seems that it was raining like this for the first time.
Chapter completed!