After leaving the service area where I changed my car, I drove 100 kilometers. Chen Qingyi and I didn't communicate. She had been looking at the scenery outside the window and fell asleep against the window. I took out a blanket from the storage box and gently covered her. My heart was filled with a sense of helplessness.

After driving for another hour, the car finally approached Shanghai, and Chen Qingyi woke up from her deep sleep. She looked at the blanket covered by her body, her expression changed, and she didn't say anything in the end.

"We'll be in Shanghai soon." I said to her.

"I know." Chen Qingyi responded and looked out the window.

The late autumn nights always come so fast. Just after 5 pm, the car windows were already dark, which made the buildings in front of me look so lonely.

The cars gradually reached the end of the expressway, and the roads became crisscrossed. This made me feel the complexity of the city in front of me. Perhaps I have been in the small town for a long time, I can no longer adapt to the life of a big city.

.........

I booked a hotel and had a meal with my family. The night also came as scheduled to cover the city.

The darker the night, the more charming the neon lights flashed... I stood on the street and stared at the tall buildings, feeling that they seemed tall and were so lonely and helpless, so similar to me! Maybe I am more lonely and helpless, I hope that the people who stayed by myself would go away one by one, at least they could still see the tall buildings standing opposite me like me, although they could not hug them.

Every time at this time, I need cigarettes in particular, so I lit another cigarette for myself!

Chen Qingyi, who has been by my side, said, "Do you want to go back to the hotel to rest now?"

I shook my head and took a deep breath of cigarette.

"Then let's find a place to have something to drink. I know there is a dessert shop that has good things."

"Um."

...........

We came to the dessert shop that Chen Qingyi mentioned, ordered some drinks, and the two sat opposite each other, still maintaining awkward silence that made us feel embarrassed.

"It's going to rain outside." I said as I looked out the window with the falling leaves dancing with wind.

Chen Qingyi turned around and looked: "Yes!"

"Will this be a good omen? A woman once told me that rain can wash away everything and start over. I hope this rain can wash away grandpa's illness and make his life healthy again!"

“It will definitely be.”

I smiled, hoping that my vision was practical.

"Zhang Yixi, I have thought about it. This time I will not disturb you and your family anymore." After Chen Qingyi said that, she bit her lip and looked at me.

I looked at Chen Qingyi unexpectedly, and still remember that a few days ago I asked her to tell my family that she had a boyfriend, but she still firmly opposed it!

"Why did you suddenly change your mind?"

"It's not that I suddenly changed my mind, it's that I have always had this idea. You and your family shouldn't have appeared in my world, especially you..."

"Do you regret knowing me as a friend?"

Chen Qingyi nodded and shook her head. This made me unable to understand what she was going to express. I looked at her in a daze.

Chen Qingyi smiled and said, "Zhang Yixi, do you still remember the meteor shower we encountered when we went to five counties and cities?"

"Of course I remember, we made a wish together."

"Yes, do you know what I made?" Chen Qingyi looked at me very seriously and said.

I shook my head and stared at Chen Qingyi waiting for her to reveal the answer.

Chen Qingyi looked at me and was silent for a long time before saying, "I only made one wish, and I hope you and I can reap happiness."

"This cannot be said to be one wish, strictly speaking, two."

Chen Qingyi nodded: "It seems to be two of you now... Actually, I really hope that you and Mr. An can be happy. Sometimes I think, what would happen if Mr. An accompanied you to see your family at that time? Then maybe there wouldn't be so much trouble now."

I sighed heavily: "But there are so many accidents in life."

Chen Qingyi smiled sadly: "Yes! But I always have a sense that you and Mr. An will definitely be able to go to the end... but the process will definitely be full of hardships."

"Why do you have such intuition?"

Chen Qingyi did not answer my question positively, and asked after a while in silence: "Zhang Yixi, do you still love Mo Han?"

When I heard Mo Han's name again, my heart was instinctively twitching and pain. My reaction had already told me that I did love Mo Han. Although my relationship with her was almost non-existent, it was unforgettable to me. I will never forget that every time I meet her unexpectedly, the feeling of the heart being excited and about to burst.

"We are the most unlikely to be together." I answered jumpingly, but the words already showed that I really love Mo Han.

Chen Qingyi looked at me with a complicated look: "Then can I understand that your feelings for Mr. An are just about transplanting flowers and trees, because she is infinitely similar to Mo Han!"

My brain seemed to be hit by an electric current, and I never thought so, but this does not mean that the possibility of transplanting flowers and wood as Chen Qingyi said does not exist.

After breaking up with Mo Han, I had Lin Xi, Wang Mengmeng and even Shen Man to choose, why did I choose An Qi in the end?

"Maybe...it's just that, why do you insist that I will go to the end with Angel?" I asked.

"You have to understand this yourself, but others can't explain it thoroughly." Chen Qingyi answered me in a hazy way.

I don’t know why, but at this moment I suddenly had a strong premonition. I had a premonition that there might be a chance to meet Mo Han in this life, and something will definitely happen to us... We met several times, and we established a relationship because of these chance encounters again and again. How much fate does this require? How could such a fate be broken just by saying that it is broken!

Because of this premonition, my mood suddenly became nervous, expectant, repulsive...

Yes, how could I not expect it? I look forward to it because I can’t forget her. How could I not reject it? I reject it because I already have An Qi now.

I was upset and didn't want to think too thoroughly about this issue. No matter whether Mo Han and I can meet, I will not give up on An Qi. Now I have developed something called responsibility for this woman, and this responsibility has far surpassed love itself.

...........

It finally started to rain outside the window, and I knew that Chen Qingyi and I should leave... I was afraid that after chatting for a long time, it would involve more complicated emotions. My fragile nerves can no longer bear so many emotions. What I need now is stability, stability, stability!

"Let's go back." I said to Chen Qingyi.

"Wait a moment, I'll go to the bathroom for five minutes."

"Um."

...........

While waiting for Chen Qingyi, I listened to the sound of rain outside the window and my eyes fell on the magazine rack in a corner of the dessert shop. A financial magazine on the magazine rack caught my attention.

A side face on the cover of the magazine gave me a familiar feeling, although it was vague... I focused on it... The memory was suddenly opened, and a complete outline appeared in my mind!

My heart pounded wildly. The cover character in this financial magazine seemed to be Han Feng! The Han Feng who made me fall into the bottom of my life! The "Xilu Men's Supplies Store" that turned into nothing overnight! The Han Feng who made Brother Luo in prison!

I quickly walked to the magazine stand and couldn't wait to pull out the magazine... (third update)
Chapter completed!